every time phoebe bridgers does a tom waits cover it destroys me

"Why wasn't God watching? Why wasn't God listening? Why wasn't God there for Georgia Lee?" makes me sob like a baby

also in day after tomorrow "You can't deny, the other side
Don't want to die any more than we do
What I'm trying to say is, don't they pray
To the same God that we do?
Tell me how does God choose
Whose prayers does he refuse?
Who turns the wheel?
Who throws the dice?
On the day after tomorrow?" i am a wreck