'Tis Mica.

I'm still not sure what to do about the whole PJ vs. Mica issue. I'm still figuring out designs for PJ. I just don't connect with her, you know?
No?
Okay.

But, hey, if anyone wants to join my little posse of people drawing cats a lot to try new designs to come up with one for PJ (I love you guys <3), feel free, haha!

In other news, I don't know what I did, but I can't hear out of my right ear at all. I was sick this past week and I thought it was just congestion, because that happens sometimes, but the sickness has pretty much passed and my ear is still not cooperating. It's actually gotten worse. Truth be told, it's kinda freaking me out.

I mean, the one thing that I can use to de-stress is music. I'm not musical at all, but I listen to music constantly—almost non-stop. You'd think, with one good ear, I'd still be able to listen to it, but, in my house, my dad is working, my mom is working(ish?), and my grandmother is just really grumpy, so I have to use earbuds so as not to disturb them. You'd think that'd be fine, even with only one good ear, but, unfortunately, there are songs that are, uh..split, per say. Some of the song, the harmony, for example, is played in one earbud, while the melody is played in the other.

Songs sound really weird when you only get to hear the harmony.
Especially when your other ear is constantly ringing. There's, like, static, too—one clear note with a distorted undertone.

It's driving me crazy.

Anyway, I'll probably seek out professional medical help soon. I was hoping to fix this on my own, since I've eaten nothing but garbage for like three weeks and have probably gained forty pounds and my self-esteem really doesn't need that lecture right now (my own mind gives it to me enough as it is, haha), but the research I've been doing hasn't been effective.

Man, my mom's gonna kill me for this one.

Maybe I'll pick up reading more again. You don't need ears for that, right? Anyone got any book suggestions, on Wattpad or otherwise? Let me know. Thanks!

Anyway, my own suffering aside, I hope you all have a nice day!

Wow, I get really dramatic when I'm upset. Whoops.