is it wrong to let go of the
who wish to heal you?
because maybe it's fear or
maybe it's my selfishness
that i still can't balance on
a thin rope over the sea i
created in the first place.

is it wrong to shut out the
ones who helped you when you
couldn't walk, helped you on
the day you were giving up?
because i feel as if i'm just a
killer behind my fake mask
and all i do is destroy.
everything.

rage, the only thing i know.
pain, the only thing i feel.
tears, the only thing i see.
screams, the only thing i hear.
smoke, the only thing i smell.
fear, the only thing i taste. 

you, the only heaven i lately had
and me, the devil of my heaven.

— SweetSimu.