Prologue

This story is all about someone who shared a bit of his kindness.

It was a Monday, a very busy day of the week. He was looking through the window from the fourth floor of their campus.

“How boring.” he sighed

He already finished all of his school works prior the first month of school. He is a very intelligent kid, already advanced in all aspects, and can already pass as a college student though he is only in 10th grade. Everything is just basic, he thought to himself. Just a boring, boring day.

“Ravie!!” a girl called his name,

“Ravie!! I need you Ravie!”

She called trying to overwhelm her tears with a smile though in vain

“Yes Marie?” He faced her with a smile.

“I can’t believe my exams would fall on the same day as my practicals and its next week.” She confessed with a sob.

“So, you want me to arrange the piece for you?” He answered sternly

“Yeahh, sorry for bothering you, I mean… you have your own stuff and things to do and sorry for bothering you!” She bowed down in embarrassment as if she is about to cry.

Looking at her, he is totally melting with her troubled face, cute eyes, cheeks red in embarrassment, and skin as white as snow, in addition to her soft and calming voice.

“I didn’t say I won’t help you. It will be costly though.” He smirked tapping her head

“I will arrange your piece, but promise me to pass all your exams and treat me to lunch tomorrow.”

He replied with a smile as she slowly looks at him, a smile is now plastered all over her face replacing the blues she showed earlier.

“Do you mean It?!” she shrieked in excitement

“Yeah, besides its pretty boring today so its good to have something to do for a while. Meet me tomorrow in the cafeteria, I’ll give you the arrangement so you can do the final editing and adjustments.” He reassured her

“Thank you Rav!!!!!!” She hugged him in excitement

“Of course, I won’t need adjustments to that. Its you who made it. And to say having it tomorrow is already a miracle! You are really my angel Ravie!” She buried her face in his chest

*If only you mean that the way it should be*

He thought to himself.

“Hey Marie? This is a bit embarrassing.” He whispered to her ear

“What? I am your best friend silly!” She exclaimed with a laugh

“I should go now Ravie, Valle is waiting for me in the coffee shop. Thanks!!”

She ran off with a burst of energy waving her hand before disappearing out of sight.

“Yes, that’s right. I am there not because you love me. I am there because you need me. Until when would I confine myself in the idea of Agape?

Where I fool myself into thinking that it is okay to love her unconditionally even if she never really showed me any importance.

But even so, I’m still trying my best believing in that delusion that someday, someday she will see how much I love her and care for her. That maybe, just maybe, she will love me back even once.

But that I see is impossible, and believing in it is just a waste of time.

But, why her? Why someone who can’t love me back? I don’t know anymore, maybe that is just how love is right?

He daydreamed of the things he needs to reconsider, so they say overthinking may kill the cat? Or is it the other way around? He usually spends his time day dreaming while arranging music scores, so when? When would his dream come true? Or when would he wake up and realize the answers to his questions?