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ethan: i really lost her bro.
i can't believe i lost her.

grayson: are you talking about y/n?
what happened?

ethan: me. i happened

grayson: what did you do?

ethan: i think i cared too much. it got to a point where i loved her more than i loved myself. in everything i did, i saw her constantly. she never left my mind. it was all so suffocating but i didn't mind. i liked thinking about her and i loved knowing that she was going to be there for me, just as i was going to be there for her too. but then it all changed. she wanted a break, so i agreed because i could only see her feelings and not my own. and soon, that break turned into a breakup and i don't know what to do. she's happy now with someone else and it hurts. it hurts so fucking much.

grayson: you can't blame yourself for that. it's not your fault that she wanted a break. i think she's crazy for letting you go. i've known you my whole life, you're my best friend and if she couldn't see how great you are then she's crazy bro.

ethan: that doesn't really help

grayson: it's not supposed to. it's supposed to make you think and reflect. think about your own feelings, e. she's moving on, try to do the same. even though it's going to hurt like a bitch, you just have to do it and not look back.

ethan: i guess you're right. i have to move on and focus on me.

grayson: aren't i always right?

ethan: no

grayson: whatever

ethan: thanks bro. love you

grayson: love you too