"wow yanna. what the hell is this update? it's like four words." uH, there will be a second part. most definitely! possibly today or tomorrow. but uh yeah. it's based off of love, simon or the book simon vs the homo sapiens agenda (which is so good. everyone should read it).

sorry for the lack of updates also! ive been so tired lately.

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from: outlooktooutlookgmail.com
to: [email protected]
subject: damaged

blue,

i don't know what's harder. me thinking of you or the very idea of you knowing who i am. we have yet to meet and somehow, i feel your presence everywhere i go. i take notice at cal who stares a little too long, and marty who's very apologetic (the guy even cried in front of me). but you, who the hell are you? i can't even narrow down the possibilities and it's killing me. you must see the impact you've caused on my life.

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from: [email protected]
to: [email protected]
re-subject: damaged

ethan,

im sorry. there's nothing i want more in the world than for you to know who i am, but it's hard. im nervous of what you'll think of me. i just don't wanna lose you or us. this relationship or whatever it is, os the only thing that's keeping me afloat. wether you realize it or not. maybe one day. i promise you that.

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from: outlooktooutlookgmail.com
to: [email protected]
re-subject: damaged

i understand. but you do agree that it's not fair, right? i do hope that one day you'll trust me enough to know who you are.

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from: [email protected]
to: [email protected]
re-subject: damaged

it's a deal then.