i have no idea what this is.

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dear y/n,

i wrote this for you. yes, specifically for you. the girl who looks a little too long in the mirror, not to admire her beauty but her flaws. a girl who puts on more makeup that needed, to hide the fact that acne hides beneath it. and the girl who wear baggy clothing to not show off her body because it's so terrible in her eyes. and im here to tell you, it's okay. it's okay to not always be in love with yourself, you'll learn to do it one day. im already so in love with you. you're smart, you're outspoken, and beautiful and your body, f.uck your body is gorgeous. i just want you so much. i love you for who you are, not what you have. im always here for you, baby. y/n, i love you. but it's time we break up. i don't wanna be your boyfriend anymore. i want to be your husband. my sergeant says we might die tomorrow when we fight against 'them' but i want to die with your last name attached to it. but i'll try not to die, just for you, baby. to come home to our baby boy and mostly to you. my one true love. i'll see you very soon.

love, ethan.