this is a boyxboy and if that makes you uncomfortable, then great. i hope you're very very uncomfortable. stupid bitc-

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y/n woke up with a loud scream. his eyes widened at his surroundings and he scratched at his throat, yearning for something to drink. nurses in blue can running in and held people back that we're in the room with him.

he looked around at the nurses and his face turned downwards. "what's going on? where am i? who am i? who are you people?" y/n searched for answers but was left empty handed as they poked at his skin and did tests.

"y/n, im dr. halpert. do you know where you are?" a doctor with silly hair and a silly grin spoke to him. y/n shook his head. "do you know who you are?" another shake of the head.

dr. halpert nodded to the nurse and he checked the papers in his clipboard. "well it looks here like you hit your head pretty hard in a car crash, do you remember anything at all? a person? some amnesia patients have memories of the last person they saw, or maybe a smell or anything at all."

y/n shakes his head feeling frustrated. "no. i don't remember anything. i wanna go home," he began to feel his throat tightening as tears were at the edge of his eyes.

"i don't care! i need to f.ucking see him!" a boy with dark brown hair shouted from outside the room. he was followed by a blonde boy who looked identical. "y/n! f.uck, y/n!" he has a gash on his forehead that was obviously stitched up due to the small black string inside of it.

"someone get them out of here!" dr. halpert yelled.

the two boys fought their way in past by the nurses and stood at the edge of the hospital bed. "s.hit, baby, are you okay?"

"w-who are you?" y/n could feel his heart ache at the brunette boy before him, but he couldn't find out why it pained him.

the brunette boy took a step back like he had just been slapped. "im your boyfriend, ethan. and this is grayson, our best friend. do you not remember us?" ethan looked to the nurse and he only gave him a sad look.

y/n shook his head sadly and turned his head. "i think it's best if you leave. i have no idea who you are, just go."

"baby boy, no. c'mon, you have to remember me! every kiss, every touch, every feeling. you have to remember," ethan begged with tears now falling from his eyes.

grayson grabbed his twins shoulder and sadly spoke. "he doesn't remember us, eth. let's just go. we'll come back tomorrow."

"we'll keep you updated on what's happening. i swear it," dr. halpert spoke softly to the twins. "he just needs time. maybe you can bring things by tomorrow to try and jog his memory, but not now. he's still processing everything."

ethan scoffed. "time? how much time does he need?"

dr. halpert shrugged. "it's different with every case."

y/n laid quietly in his bed while avoiding the glances of ethan and grayson. it hurt him when he looked at them. he knew that they both meant something to him, he just didn't know why. but he would find out soon.

he needed to get his memories back.