houston is currently under a hurricane so, uH. that's great. it's so good to be in houston. houston is great. sIKE FML.

anyway, i have a new collaboration book with bluciax and you guys should go check it out. it's about shawn mendes too! give it a shiggy.

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"when are you gonna love me back?" ethan whispered as he looked at you through the numerous people in the loud party. a couple of girls asked for a dance but he kindly declined with his eyes on you.

you talked with your crush for the very first time. his name was jack dail and you've been liking him since you could remember. ethan knew how much of a crush you had on him, but truth was, jack was the ultimate f.uck boy. he slept with multiple girls at a time and broke it off by the time he was finished.

ethan threw his red solo cup away and stormed to the dance floor. "hey! im an-" a girl spoke.

he cut her off by pressing his lips against hers and she immediately kissed him back with her arms wrapped around his neck. he opened his eyes too see you holding jack's hand and going up the stairs.

and everyone knew what happened when you went upstairs.

with all his might he disconnected his lips from the random girl and pushed through the crowd of teenagers to get to the stairs. jack's friend, aaron, stopped ethan on the first step.

"where you going, dolan? the party is just beginning," he winked. ethan growled under his breath. "look, jack is gonna get some and there's nothing you can do. just go back to partying and forget about it."

ethan nodded and began to turn around but he swore he could hear you scream. he immediately turned around to face aaron and punched him in the jaw. he flew to the ground with a loud thud. ethan climbed up the stairs to find you crying alone in the bed. jack was nowhere to be seen.

he took you in his arms and you jumped at the contact. "what happened? where is he?" his voice raised as he held your body.

"i-i told him that i didn't want to and he just called me a b.itch and left. i slapped him before he left and he screamed like a girl. but it hurt, ethan. i've liked him since i was a kid and he just turned out to be an f boy." you rolled your eyes and wiped your tears. "i wish i could find someone who would feel the same way back."

"you know what they say. the one is closer than you think," he blushed and looked down.

"yeah," you look at ethan with a smile. "maybe he is."