request week is over. i only did a few, but i will still try to do them! thank you for requesting!

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"what's your problem, y/n?" ethan spat. "you say you want to love but then you don't! make up your mind! you can't keep going from guy to guy! as your best friend, im asking you to stop."

you shrug. "what's the point anyway? being in love, i mean."

"because it's the best feeling that you could ever feel. i don't know to describe it," he shrugs.

"try."

"alright, well it's like having sunny days everyday. even though it's raining outside, it's still sunny. it feels like elephants stomping on your heart when you see them. it's just feeling happy all the time even when you're sad. i don't know, im not good at explaining," he stumbles off.

"and what happens when it's gone? what happens when it breaks?"

"then it's hell," he says. "but it's worth it just to feel like heaven, even for a second."

"to hell with love," you shake your head, "it's a losing game."