dear ethan and grayson,

it's your birthday, my guys. and im sorry i couldn't exactly be there with you, but im writing to you in hopes that this'll make up for my disappearance. you have been the light to my life for so long. your videos with grayson made my day and i can't wait to meet you both. you both are the very reason why im still here, and i thank you both so much. you both have given me reasons to take care of my mental health first before anything and to always make life happy, even in the darkest of days. you both have showed me happiness and love, and i don't know how to thank you both. i hope you both have an amazing birthday.

love, y/n.