so when i write this imagine i kinda thought like, there's happiness even after the hardest of times so that's what this is. so uM yeah.

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his tan skin rubbed against your brown skin and a smile formed on your face as you were with ethan dolan. he was no longer known as the boy who attempted suicide. he was much happier with his life, because he now had a reason to live. you came into his life at such a rough time and you made his dark days a lot brighter with just your smile. he knew he loved you from the moment you said you were going to stay.

"im nothing that a suicidal kid! that's what everyone sees me as, and maybe that's all i am. don't waste your time with a loser like me, y/n. go love your life while you still have it," he tried to tell you. his eyes were watering, but he was trying his best to not let it show.

you shake your head. "no. i know what i was getting myself into when i got with you and that's not changing. im staying whether you like it or not!"

"just go, y/n. please."

"no! you hear that, ethan? no! f.uck no! i love you too much to do that."

but that was all in the past. you now stood in his arms, feeling every ounce of happiness with him. there were fewer dark days, but he always held a genuine smile on his face.

"i love you, baby," ethan kisses your head softly.

"and i love you even more."