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During Ethans stay, Chris devoted most of his time into trying to make him find a hobby. Right now Ethan was trying Tae Kwon Do, which Chris had a black belt in, and several other martial arts as well.

Chris had to admit, Ethan was surprisingly good at it, his form was good, and his punches and kicks were powerful. Then again, he did put him through some military training.

"Alright, do a round house kick and hit this target." Chris held up a target. He made sure to hold it firmly, then nodded to tell him he's ready.

Ethan went into fighting stance, then lifted his right leg while twisting his left leg to create power, then kicked the target, there was a booming sound from the target and Ethans contact. Then he reset.

"Awesome, that was perfect." Chris smiled. They did this a couple more times, then they switched to punches, and finished with sparring. The timer went off, telling the both of them that the lesson was over.

"Damn Ethan, you're pretty good at this." Chris laughed, Ethan was catching his breath but managed to let out a thank you.

"Go take a shower, actually I should take one too, you want to meet up and have dinner? Or are you just going to eat by yourself." Chris grabbed his towel, Ethan grabbed his as well, "I think I'll just eat by myself tonight, but thank you." He smiled.

Ethan walked to his small room, which was originally meant for stationed soldiers, but luckily they had one open for him. He grabbed some clothes which were leant from Chris and stepped into the bathroom. He stripped down and walked into the shower which he already turned on.

He closed his eyes as he felt the water run down his back and over his face, he then opened his eyes and stared down at his hands, which were opened and facing up. He studied the scars, and the lines on his finger tips which made his finger prints. Then he brought his hands up and covered his eyes and sighed.

I miss you Mia... he mouthed.

"Ethan?" He looked up suddenly and saw Heisenberg in the doorway of the bathroom.

"What the fuck are you doing here?!" He yelled. Karl looked down, "I'm sorry but they let me out, they said they would if I let them study me. I followed your scent here..."

Ethan turned off the shower and put on the towel he brought in with him.

"K- Karl I'm naked please just wait..." he stuttered and looked away from him.

"I've seen you naked before Ethan, you're beautiful and I love looking at your body..." Karl flirted, he couldn't help himself, it's been so long. Ethan slowed the frantic movements of covering himself, and he felt the urge too.

"Karl I can't let myself do this again... I can't fall in love with you I can't... I can't..." he let Karl get closer to him and the door shut behind them.

"Ethan... I love you, I can't hurt you... I won't let myself hurt you. I killed that monster inside of me, I wanted to be kept in that room because I wanted to fight it... because I wanted to be with you but with you being safe." He caressed Ethans cheek.

"Karl, I'm so tired of having to run away from the people I love..." Ethan felt his pulse quicken when he touch his face.

"You don't have to run from me, not anymore." Karl smiled and then kissed his forehead.

"Dammit..." Ethan bit his lip, trying to hold back his feelings. But he couldn't, the person who was holding him was the person he loved, he could tell it was really him. There wasn't a trace of a monster in him.

Their lips met and they both started feeling each other up Ethan feeling the most of it since he only had on a towel. Karl took off his clothes almost immediately and pulled Ethans towel off. Ethan turned the shower on and they both went in, Karl closed the shower door and then pinned Ethan against the wall, and they started kissing again.

"Sit." Karl said, and Ethan did as he told. He looked up at him, then Karl followed and sat down. "Turn around." Ethan nodded and did that too.

He felt Karl's hand on his back, pushing him to lean forward, Ethan got down on his elbows, then lifted the lower half of his body up on his knees. He felt the water from the shower pool near his face, but he could still breathe fine. The hot water hitting his back soothed him.

He moaned when he felt Karl start to finger him, he exhaled making small bubbles in the water. Karl rubbed Ethans back, trailing his fingers down his spine with him free hand. Ethan swallowed hard and smiled feeling the pleasure he longed for.

Suddenly the steady rate of pleasure turned into a sharp pain when Karl pushed himself in. Ethan whimpered, lifted his head up and looked back, then up at Karl, "s- stop!"

Karl pulled out immediately, "shit! Are you okay." He put his hand on Ethans shoulder. He was panting and looking down.

"I can't... I'm sorry but just... any pain it makes me so scared." He turned to fully face him. Karl nodded and kissed his cheek, "it's okay, thank you for telling me." He smiled. Ethan sniffled.

Then he hugged him, "that doesn't mean we can't keep going..." he followed softly. Karl nodded and pushed him softly to lay him down on his back. He leaned over him their lips met again, this time they moved themselves against each other.

Since the shower was small, Ethan had to keep his feet lifted and against the wall to fully lay down. This made it easier for Karl to sit and grind on him though when they broke their kiss.

"Oh fuck...." Ethan moaned and rested a hand on his head, Karl swore he never saw something more beautiful than the sight below him. His hair was floating in the shallow water, eyes softly closed, his mouth barely opened, with the most intoxicating moans leaving it.

Karl started to move his hips faster, Ethan did the same in response, Ethans moans started to get heavier with pleasure, his breaths becoming deeper with every movement. Karl pressed a hand against the wall, and gripped Ethans upper-arm with his other hand.

"Ethan..." he mumbled.

"Heisenberg... you're so fucking good..." Ethan responded, smiling softly while he kept his eyes closed, he just wanted to feel. Suddenly the tension unraveled. They both moaned in relief.

"Fuck..." they both said.

-

They both left the bathroom and then laid in Ethan's bed together, Ethan felt free, like he didn't have to think about that monster Karl was, the person who was holding him was the person he loved: Karl Heisenberg.

Heisenberg felt at peace, like he finally proved to Ethan, and himself, that he was no longer plagued of that monster. That he didn't need to let him out anymore because he got rid of him, the only thing that was in his body was himself, nothing else.

A.N: Bro