6/2/19
Sorry I haven't posted anything in a while...
So, here's two of my regrets...

My dad died of pancreatic cancer. While he was sick, I was ignorant, blindly believing that my dad was fine and would survive. When he went to hospis or whatever the heck its called, I thought he was getting better and recovering, while in reality, death was approaching and I was too blind, clueless, ignorant, innocent, and naïve.
I regret not saying goodbye the last time I saw him, what I had said was, "See you next time!" since I was ignorantly believing I'd see my dad again, that he was getting better, and that he'd survive.
I truly regret being so naïve and ignorant.

I'd always believed I would get to meet my birth mother, but before I ever got to meet her, or got to hear her voice, she was wiped out by esophageal cancer. She sent me a card, and I was planning to send a card back, but I never even created a card to send back. I never got to even communicate with her.

I didn't write this to beg for pity or whatever, I just want to share my regrets, so possibly somebody else can learn from my mistakes.

6/2/19 2:58 AM