And so she asked

Do you always smile when you're hurt?

My eyes lingered on her gaze
Holding me in place
Unable to escape
I've decided she's a safety net
It took me an ocean of courage
But I admit

Not when I'm hurt by you.

Explanation: I feel like we often like to disguise our true feelings, whether it is to protect ourselves or someone else. Either way, once these negativity felt too unbearable you'll break. So why not be more direct but in a gentle way? Speak with wisdom. So that these honest feelings can connect not destroy.