(I had an authors block yesterday, but I'm back, and hope you enjoy! Continue reading!)
I laid on the grass, my music blasting in my ears, catching my self from falling asleep in peaceful bliss, knowing that something will happen if I did go to sleep. I got my iPod out of my pocket, seeing that I got a text from Takashi, him wondering where I was, since I was supposed to come and train with him today. I sighed, and frowned slightly, texting him that I wanted to take the day off, and ignored the vibrations I was getting, knowing it was probably Takashi. I sighed quietly, my arms behind my head, just staring at the clouds. All of a sudden, my face was blinded by a flash of pink, my eyesight being token away from me and I growled, quickly grabbing the person's arm and flipped them onto their back, my ear buds falling onto my shoulders so I was able to listen to what was happening around me.
"Owwwwwwwww! Why did you do that Mit-chan?! Why would you do that to your own father?!" I heard Tamaki's annoying voice, and I snarled, saying, "Y-You are not my d-dad." I untied the knot that kept the cloth together, revealing my anger filled sapphire eyes, making him hide behind the tree I was under. "I-I was perfectly fine and relaxed f-for once but you r-ruined it!" I yelled, and Tamaki's eyes widened, and he sighed, closing his eyes. "You know, I would love to see you smile for once. Being happy, seeing those pearly white teeth...why don't you ever smile...? Maybe, there'll be a day worth smiling for!" Tamaki said, smiling his own smile, sounding genuine and speaking softly instead of his bold speaking.
I shook my head, sighing, and said, "A day w-worth smiling for? That'll never h-happen, my smile has been taken away f-from me, sadness taking over i-instead of happiness showing itself. I-I will never smile, even if I tried to, T-Tamaki. Now, leave me a-alone." My frown was a bit bigger than it was, and Tamaki sighed, getting in front of me from his hiding spot behind the tree. "Mitsuki....tell me....why won't you smile...? I mean, I know you don't want to tell me, but I think it'd be best if you told someone about what happened, otherwise than Mori Senpai..." I glared, and turned around, starting to walk off, but he gripped my wrist, and turned me around, hugging me, even if I was taller then him. "Please, Mitsuki. I want to know what happened in your perspective, not in Mori's..." He said, greatly sincere, and I shook my head, turning it away from his face.
"N-No...why should I have t-the reason to trust you...?" I said, and covered my face, pushing him away from me, starting to speak once again, "Why do yo-you care so much...? W-Why does anyone care a-about me...? I'm useless, I've a-always been useless...ever since t-that day..." Tears were running down my face, but I wanted to hide from him, hide my tears, making sure he doesn't see me. Tamaki tugged on my sleeve, but I didn't budge my arm, hearing him talk, "Damn it, why won't you just trust me for once?! I care about you because you are my friend! Don't you get it?!" I pushed him away again, and closed my eyes, covering them again.
"N-No...I've p-put trust in others a-and have been b-betrayed...w-w-why....?" I got to my knees on the ground, covering both my eyes, sobbing quietly, fat tear drops running down my cheeks as memories of trust being broken running through my head, and I heard nothing. Suddenly, a hand touched my hair, running it through, and my eyes widened, as my sobs went away, but only a few tears running down my cheeks, as I looked up to see a soft and sad look on his face, hearing him speak, "You don't have to run anymore, I'm here to help and guide you through trust, I promise..." I bit my lip, and got up, hugging him, and he sighed, saying, "Can you tell me now, Mitsuki...?"
I nodded, and started explaining my reasons for not smiling anymore in my life, and he seemed so saddened by the story, tears were at the edge of his eyes. I calmed down after awhile, having a headache from the crying, and I sighed shakily, saying, "I-I have never smiled because o-of that day...t-that day....it ruined me..." I got up, and shook my head, biting my lip softly, looking down at Tamaki. "T-Thank you...for caring so m-much...." I hugged him again, and he stood on his tip toes, kissing my lips softly, pulling away before I could respond, him saying, "It's no problem, Mitsuki. I will see you at school." He pulled away from the hug, and started walking away, leaving me dumbstruck from the sudden kiss, my hand touching my lips in surprise.
I blushed slightly, and looked down, pulling my hood up after putting in my ear buds, and looked at my phone, seeing that Takashi said I was able to have a day off today, but I'd have to make it up for extra hours tomorrow. I sighed, and sat back down under the tree, and fell asleep, the words A Day Worth Smiling For running through my head like a hurricane. Why do they care so much? Now I know why Tamaki does, but...why do the other's care? Do they take pity in me and just considers me as a friend out of pity...?
I sighed, those thoughts bringing a huge frown to my face, and I closed my eyes, drifting off into a peaceful bliss of sleep, these words running through my head, A day worth smiling for.... After an hour, I woke up to see the twins hovering over me, confused looks on their faces. I freaked out, and punched them both in the face, making them fall backwards in pain. "Ow! What did you do that for?!" The twins yelled in sync, and I sighed, stuttering, "Y-You scared me..." They both sighed, and rubbed their foreheads, sitting up from laying on their back.
"We saw you lying here, so we decided to see what you were doing, but you were asleep." They said, and I sighed, shaking my head. "I've m-must've fallen asleep, i-it happens." They nodded, and got up, saying, "We just wanted to see what you were doing. See ya later!" They ran off, and I sighed, getting up, heading home, since it was so late. Once I got home from a long walk, I went to my room, taking off my cast, wincing slightly from the sudden shock of pain.
I heard a knock on the door, and threw on a black tank top, saying, "C-Come in." I saw Takashi and he sighed, saying, "Where have you been? I've been worried." He hugged me from behind, and I replied, blushing a bit, "I-I was at the park, w-with Tamaki and the twins..." I know I wasn't telling the whole truth on the Tamaki part, but he can get a bit overprotective when it comes to me. He nodded, and started to kiss my neck softly, making me blush a darker color of red.
He pulled away, and said, "Goodnight, Mitsuki..." I nodded slightly, still blushing, and he walked out of the room, closing the door. I sighed and flopped onto my bed, wincing slightly, and stared at the ceiling, and soon fell asleep for the night, thinking of what kind of smile I would have if I could smile for once.
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