A/N: there's going to be a lot of flashbacks in this fanfic 😅

Rey POV:

I wake up 3 minutes later and I see a woman walk in with a silver cart

"Hux, please let me explain what happened" I beg him. "Let me explain why I couldn't run away!" I grunt in pain as He keeps punching me in the abdomen, arms, legs and face. I can barely comprehend what's happening.

He backs away from me and straightens himself out.

Every pulse in my body where I've been hit feels like he's still beating me. I feel more blood drip from my nose.

"Is it ready?" He says to someone. "Yes Sir" a female voice replies. I close my eyes and breathe heavily preparing myself for the impact of another punch. But it never came. Instead, I feel a sharp pain in my elbow. A tear drips down my face, as I whimper like a hurt dog. "What was that?" I ask defeated. "Oh, it's a little drug I like to call Prolious Vaccinus. It triggers old memories making you weak and easier to break."

I process what he said. I scream at the top of my lungs as the needle is jabbed into my arm.

Everything is blurry and slow.... and soon dark.

Fire... explosions... death... screams for help and mercy....

I'm 5years old sitting on my windowsill of my room as a commotion outside my bedroom door starts.

The Resistance is attacking my home.

"Mommy! Daddy!" I yell into my com link. I hold on tightly to my white stuffed bunny as the room shakes.

The door opens and my parents Tauren Kenobi and Gina Starkiller, come rushing to my side. "You're alright, we're going to get out of here and to your grandpa" people are afraid of my grandpa for some reason. He's my moms daddy and he's like no other grandpa ever! He taught me how to handle a gun at 4 and we would always swim at the lake near our summer house. He also taught me the ABC's and basic math and taught me how to read a year ago. My dad told me the story when he was exposed as a resistance spy, my mom felt betrayed since she was in the side of the first order. She still loved him though.

she successfully got her fathers permission to marry him since he wanted my mother happy, eventually my father faked his death and joined the first order and proved his loyalty. A few months after their wedding they had me. Their own sunshine.

My mom carries me as we run through the untouched base. "We're almost there darling" she reassures me.

Suddenly we stop. "Why did we stop?" I whisper. My mom sets me down and my dad kneels to my eye level. "Rey, we love you" she kisses my forehead as I'm still confused in what's happening. I turn and face my daddy "Rey" he strokes my face, looking at every part of my face, running his hands through my hair as he looks at me with sad eyes. "Daddy what's wrong?" I wipe away his tear. "Never forget us, no matter what they call you or what they do to you. You'll always be our brave, beautiful, strong daughter. Here" he takes off his pendant locket of angel wings and puts it in my stuffed bunnies secret pocket compartment.

My parents hug me like they're never going to see me again. A door opens and they pull me away from them. "Noooo come baaaccckk!! Noooo!" A resistance agent holds me while I'm trying to fight out of his grip as my parents mouthed "We love you" and are executed right in front of my eyes. I was balling out tears as I kept squirming. "NOOOOOOOO!! MOMMMY DADDDYY!"

I sit in a New room days later, looking at the last pictures of my parents and grandparents. from my fathers side and from my mothers side.

I heard a few people arguing outside my door the next day I was here and they mentioned a funeral and all I could think was my parents funeral or if they got burned by the flames on the base.

They're gone.

I awaken sweating and shuddering from that horrible memory. My parents are gone. Leia told me they were alive and abandoned me. She lied.

I take deep steady breaths to help calm me down.

My parents are truly gone.

Ben POV:

I'm awoken by screams of fear and sobbing.

They're coming from Rey. I've never heard her like this before.

She's always bossing people around, very tough but when I get her alone to myself, every once in awhile I steal a glance form her and see her staring at the ground. Clutching a chain to her face, shaking.

I couldn't recount the number of times she had saved me over the years when I only saved her once. She never wanted me to save her.

When I first saw her, she made me strong. She made me feel important and not tossed aside.

I'm 28 and Its my first day on the job. I'm getting a tour of the place until I see this girl in the back corner looking at a computer screen, with her brown hair done up in three buns, but they started to come undone. I notice some bloodstains on her tank top. she might've gotten back from a mission.

She has blood dripping from a gash on her forehead and bloodied knuckles on both hands as she types rapidly, constantly looking up and around like she isn't supposed to be doing something. She notices me and stares at me with daggers in her eyes as someone goes up to her with some water and tried to convince her to do something or go somewhere.

I immediately get suspicious until a man with dark hair like mine and in a orange jumpsuit with the resistance insignia takes me into a small office.

That night, I couldn't sleep I get up and put my grayish tanish shirt on along with some sweats and decide to walk around the base looking for coffee or at least water.

I walk into the main base with some hot cocoa and see that the girl is asleep in the corner by the computer. Someone must've come by and put a blanket on her knowing not to move her like she was an old bomb that didn't go off until decades later.

"Hey Poe, Right?" I say walking back into the cafeteria kitchen. He nods yes. "Who's that girl out there in the corner?"

"You do not want to go near her unless you're her friend" he says as I'm making another hot cocoa for her. "What is she doing on that computer?" "She told me it's "classified" like all her other work." He air quoted classified since she used it all the time. "She looks cute" I say stirring the hot cocoa. "So is a mountain lion, but you don't pet it" before he left I still didn't get her name "you didn't answer my question" he stops. "Rey, her name is Rey. But you didn't hear it from me" he leaves and I carry the cocoa to her.

Before I get to her someone pulls me aside and who has darker skin than Poe and the girl. "I wouldn't do that if I were you" he says. Finn I think. "Why not?" I almost spill the cocoa. "She gets tense and frustrated after missions, always pushing herself to save others, other than herself but we always get her out of situations of near death experience she had when she was just kid" he says, I sigh. "I'm just going to put this behind the computer if she wants it." I walk back over as I look over my shoulder seeing Poe leaning on Finn as Finn leans on the wall. I put it down carefully but suddenly she wakes up.

"What time is it?" She asks groggily as I freeze. "Who are you?" She asks. "I'm Ben Solo" I put my hand out to greet her but she doesn't extend hers so I pull mine back into a fist. "You're Solos kid and Organa's kid, I've done some research making sure I know the newbie frogs here." She takes a sip of cocoa and sighs. "Did you make this?" She asks and I nod. "It's amazing, thank you" she slightly smiles as I look over to Poe and Finn jaw dropping.

The next morning, as I'm working on statistics with my mom. I hear clomping feet coming towards me. I turn around but immediately, I'm hit in the groin. "Nice to meet you too" I randomly say.

That is my Rey.

The door opens again and I'm taken to another room with a spotlight on me and a figure comes closer. Hux.

His hand starts come towards me but I struggle as he tries to grab hold of it.

He eventually slams my head against the wall as he gains control, gripping it so hard I can't move it.

He observes my face again "what a shame you will not see the daylight and the girl ever again" cold threat. "unless..you fight me. No weapons, no backup, just fists" He stares me in the eyes. "If you win, you and the girl can go" another light turns on and reveals a shaking body on the ground in a small blood puddle, covered in blood all over and gashes on the back with three bullet holes in her left shoulder, surrounded by the bullet shells. "If you lose, I'll enjoy killing you both."

He lets go of me and backs up cracking his knuckles as the handcuffs and gag come off.

I look down at Rey, clenching my fists in anger to what they did to her. Looking back up at Hux he has this sinister look on his face.

To be continued.....

A/N:

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