I don't understand sometimes. I don't understand the way people process and the way that people express themselves. I feel like human feelings are so confusing and it's difficult for me to understand them. Like if body language is foreign to my processing system. It's difficult for me to comprehend when someone is genuinely upset and the fact that i don't understand seems to make humans more upset. It's something i've dealt with my whole life and i think its the result of neglect. Left alone to deal with my own problems has caused all these bottled up emotions because i want to be self dependent and help others with their problems but it's difficult because i can't even deal with my own, leaving me feeling worthless.