62: You're Broken
"WHERE THE FUCK IS HE!"
This is it...
Jungkook has officially lost his fucking mind.
His room is a complete mess right now; everything thrashed everywhere with his angry hands taking anything around him to just throw it against the wall or the floor.
He's completely livid.
He has officially lost his sanity.
"Jungkook, calm down-"
"THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU KARMA!" Jungkook shouts angrily, flinging a vase across the room, "I am going to find Jimin and STRANGLE HIM WITH MY BARE HANDS UNTIL HE BECOMES WHAT HE FUCKING IS! A DAMN DOLL!"
Karma narrows his eyes to the ravenette and suddenly strides towards Jungkook, grabbing a hold of his jaw, hard, angrily yanking him forward, "You will not kill him, understood?"
Jungkook grits his teeth, "He is the reason MY SON IS DEAD! HE FUCKED WITH MY HEAD! HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO-"
Jungkook is on the ground, clutching his eye from the hard punch Karma launched to his face. A painful whine escapes his wobbling lips, leaving him in shock that Karma just hit him.
He actually hit him.
He stopped doing that after a while....
Did he went out of line?
"You will fucking listen to me!" Karma yells with his whole chest, "Just because this happened doesn't give you an excuse to talk to me that way. UNDERSTOOD!"
Jungkook's eyes prickled with tears, bowing his head in shame, "I'm sorry Karma."
Karma only huffs and storms out of the room, slamming the door shut behind him. Now Jungkook is left alone, in this dark room, trashed, with nothing coating his vision beside his blurred tears.
Only his tears and his broken heart became his best friend.
Where he lets out his complete agony.
They never found Jimin after he ran away, so they returned back to the mansion as they wait for any updates from the guards that remained at the town. Through the travel back, Jungkook fell into a stage of complete silence, not uttering a single word at all.
Not until he came to his room.
He has tried to understand what could possibly have been Jimin's motives behind what he did but nothing fucking clicks. The tender hearted Jimin being the mastermind behind Jungkook's suffering just doesn't fit!
Yet Jungkook saw the traces from the USB Karma had.
It leads to Jimin.
While they were chained up to where Yoongi took them, Jimin managed to sneak out and get out of there. How he got out? Is that even a question? Jimin can get out of anything if he tries.
So he went to the police station, told them about Jungkook's disappearance with the fake name as Kim Taehyung, a name Jungkook still doesn't understand why he chose that name, and then returned back as if nothing happened to resume to the plan.
Why did he tell the police to not look for him?
Simple, if they find out about all of this, Jungkook could end up arrested if they dig more into it. They could find out he's working with Karma based on Hoseok or the Chinese clients that Yoongi met up with.
His life would've been fucked over.
Even then, that still doesn't explain why he would send those messages?
And it was right after he told them about Woosung......
This doesn't make any sense.
Nothing at all!
Now he's alone.... All alone.
In this cold.
Jungkook doesn't even knows how long he's stayed like this, feeling as if his body is on fire yet is in an ice cold cooler at once. Everything just hurts; his body, his soul, his head, everything hurts.
However, when he felt soft arms around his body, slowly lifting up from the ground, he suddenly didn't feel so much pain as before anymore.
He felt the comfort of someone there.
"Come, let me help you."
That voice.
The familiar voice.
"Jimin," Jungkook whispers, a familiar sense of relief filling him to finally be in his arms again, but that instantly got replaced with anger from the memories.
Because of Jimin, Yeosang and Yoongi are dead.
They're gone.
That thought was enough to drive Jungkook mad.
All it took was a second for Jungkook to yank Jimin's body to the ground, climb on top of him and instantly pin him down by the neck with his rough hands. Not once did Jimin fight back.
And suddenly Jungkook drily chuckles, "You have some nerves facing me after all THE SHIT YOU'VR DONE!"
Jimin blinks at him, placing his hand on Jungkook's wrist, "I don't want to hurt you, so let me go."
Oh this got Jungkook even more pissed off than earlier.
Hurt him?! Is that a threat!
He squeezes Jimin's neck, "I am going to snap your neck, remove your pathetic existence from this fucking Earth!" And snarls and leans closer to his face, "Any last words?"
Jimin stares back him emotionlessly, fluttering his eyes closed, "Woosung."
WHY DOES HE KEEP SAYING HIS NAME!
Jungkook's body is shaking in so much feverish anger, shackling Jimin against the ground, "Why?..... Why did you do this to me? YOU KNEW HE WAS MY WEAKNESS! WHY?"
"Because Woosung was your way back to yourself," Jimin says numbly, opening his eyes to stare at Jungkook, "I did it for your own sake. Being here, in this world, it got to your head. This false happiness, what you believed was love.... This isn't real, but Woosung was real and you haven't been able to move past his death since it happened. You never got to heal or see how you have this issue with dependency by labeling anyone as your master."
Jungkook's eyes began to pool with tears, his lips wobbled and his grip loosened, "T-That was so fucked up for you to do that to me."
"So is what Karma is doing to you!" Jimin huffs, rolling his eyes, "Sometimes remembering sucks Jungkook. The past hurts, I know it does, but it makes you who you are! You got hurt, you moved on to a brighter path while doing everything you could to be a better person. Now you will let a sadistic asshole break down all you've built because of an poor excuse called love?-"
"He does love me!"
"That black eye sure does proves it!"
Jungkook slams his fist against the floor, beside Jimin's head angrily, glaring into his eyes, "You don't know what we have..... H-He just got angry because I didn't listen-"
"And I got angry because I wasn't freed, you don't see me giving you any black eyes," Jimin snaps back, "Can't you see Jungkook? I did all of this for you! For you to snap out of it! To bring you back from that cloud even if it meant hurting you! Karma is destroying you!"
Jungkook shakes his head, letting a sob escape his lips, "H-He will change, he loves me," He sobs and glares into Jimin's eyes, "I thought I loved you, guess you had ulterior motives."
Jimin stares at Jungkook with his own teary eyes, "Why are you lying to yourself? Jungkook let me help you! Please don't fall into this spiral-"
"I'M NOT LEAVING KARMA BEHIND!"
"WHY!" Jimin screams back, catching Jungkook off guard, "WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO OPEN YOUR EYES! YEOSANG IS FUCKING DEAD BECAUSE YOU WEREN'T WILLING TO LISTEN TO HIM-"
"NO!" Jungkook fires back, "YEOSANG IS DEAD BECAUSE YOU FUCKED WITH MY HEAD ABOUT WOOSUNG THAT I HAD TO SEEK HELP FROM YOONGI-"
"THAT'S MY POINT!" Jimin is sitting now, completely fueled in rage while Jungkook scrambled back, "Why didn't you ask the agency huh! Why didn't you check the cameras? WHY GO TO THE BAD GUYS TO GET SHIT DONE FOR YOU? OH RIGHT! BECAUSE YOU JUST LOVE GETTING FUCKED OVER BY THE WRONG PEOPLE! SEE THIS IS WHAT I MEAN! YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE THIS! YOU ALWAYS LOOKED AFTER YOURSELF AND THAT'S WHY I ADMIRED YOU..... I really did admire you."
Jungkook is curled on the floor now, shaking his head numbly, "Stop it!"
"Tell me right now that I'm wrong!" Jimin continues to snarl, "Tell me thinking about Woosung didn't flash a sense of awareness to your surroundings? Tell me right now THAT YEOSANG'S DEATH DIDN'T MAKE YOU REALIZE HOW FUCKED UP YOU BEING HERE IS MAKING YOU BECOME!"
Jungkook breathes heavily, continuously shaking his head, "No! Karma protects me, and I'm happy-"
Jimin pushes Jungkook's body back, hover over his and he aggressively presses their lips together. For a moment the ravenette freezes completely, paralyzed on the ground from Jimin's sudden act.
He can't move.... More so couldn't.
Why can't he move?
The blonde angrily pulls away, "The Jungkook I knew would've pushed me off by now, saying I shouldn't treat myself like this. You couldn't even move your body could you? And I'm not even on you," He growls, leaning over to his face, "Who are you?"
So many emotions blur Jungkook's mind all at once, blinking his eyes to mask a glare, "Your killer."
There's no saving him now.
Jungkook..... Is gone and he wants revenge for his son.
And Jimin has no choice now.
So with a deep frown Jimin piles off of him, "You don't have to be hurting like this, or depend on others as a Master for an emotional stability.... I hope you know that," He whispers, getting to his feet and turns to the window, "I'll be seeing you soon, Jungkook."
And just like that, Jimin climbs out the window, disappearing in the midst of the night.
Leaving Jungkook like how he was before; Angry, confused..... And alone.
Completely alone.
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A/N:
Well.......
This was.....
Okay, sooooo let's see what happens!
I PURPLE YOU! <33
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