25: Kissing Temptations



"I am going to slice through that pretty marked neck of yours brutally slow so you can feel every awakening - painfully - single moment of my utter rage, and hang your head up my damn fireplace as a REMINDER AS TO WHY I DON'T TRUST PEOPLE!"

Jungkook pushes Karma back as he tries to lunge at Jimin, who is shaking on the bed with pools of tears in his eyes, yelling out how sorry he is. This has been a ticking bomb ready to explode, and Karma is definitely feeling the full affect of it. The car ride back here has been deafening silent, only Jimin sniffling against Jungkook's chest, begging to go back to the mansion and away from Yoongi, while the other gently caressed his arm to calm him down. The second they stepped into Jimin's room when they arrived, Karma completely lost it.

He's absolutely furious.

"You will be fucking sorry when you feel my damn teeth chew your tongue out and chainsaw through your legs so you won't be able to fucking move when I tell you not to!" Karma snarls in utter rage and tries one more time to lunge at him but Jungkook grabs his shoulders pushes him back a bit too hard.

That's enough.

"Don't you dare lay a hand on him!" Jungkook shouts angrily, freezing Karma in his place, "Can't you see he's already had enough! Calm the fuck down!"

Karma scowls his lips to his words underneath his mask, "He has to get his shit together and man up if he's going to seduce the man! How are we ever going to trap Yoongi if he's being a crying little bitch-"

"Wait."

Jungkook screws his eyes shut, mentally murdering Karma on the spot as the time has arrived where the name is revealed of their mysterious serial killer.

Fuck.

Now Jimin will most definitely not want to fucking comply now.

Jimin suddenly stands up, arms crossed as he glares at the two, "The serial killer..... It's Yoongi? We're going after Min Yoongi!?"

Karma runs a hand through his hair in frustration, not daring to look into Jimin's now angry eyes that's completely flooded in darkness, "Yes we are," And his gaze suddenly snaps towards him, "And you are fucking going to do your part!"

Oh great.... Just as expected.

Now it was Jimin's turn to get pissed off, storming towards Karma but Jungkook instantly held him back, "Do you have any mother fucking idea what I went through with that monster!" He screams with his voice louder and angry than they have ever heard it before, "He ruined me! And you want me to go back there and see his face again you cock sucking, hiding under a fucking mask like a damn coward little bitch!"

Oh shit...

Karma narrows his eyes at him, royally pissed now, and steps closer, "If you want him gone and to leave your ass alone, you will do your fucking part!"

Jimin snarls and tries to lunge at him with his fists, but Jungkook holds him back once again. That's when Jimin snaps his eyes to look up at him, "And you knew about this. You were there, and you're just okay with this? Just became I'm a whore, you expect me to not have feelings?"

Well that escalated pretty quick.

Karma lowly whistles to this while Jungkook gawked his lips and turns towards him, "You're blaming this on me! I want Yoongi gone as much as any of us does in this room, and you agreed that you would comply-"

"That was before I knew it was damn Min fucking Yoongi!" Jimin roars with his face completely red now, "You know what, fuck this. You can take me back to the damn brothel for all I care. I am not about to face-"

Jungkook turns to Karma that same second he was about to pounce on the smaller man once again, with a knife this time, and clasps his hands on the mask, "Give me a minute with him," Jungkook breathes lowly, making Karma look up at him from him murderous gaze, "Just.... Let me talk to him. Go think about the location on where the plan will go through, okay? I can convince him."

Karma glares up at him and then looks at Jimin, moving his face away from Jungkook's hands before storming out the room without another word.

It's an odd sight seeing Karma so cooperative with anymore, but at this point it was either that or having to clean up Jimin's dead body. As much as Karma won't admit it, he would rather keep Jimin alive than slaughter him like a damn puppet.

Not for his own personal wants obviously.

You could say Taehyung perhaps gained a small personal attachment to him after all, not a surprise due to Jimin's softer nature when he's alone.

The room is left deafening silent now the second Karma left, and Jungkook had to go over and lock the door just for precaution of Karma's doubts before turning to Jimin.

The other only crosses his arms with pursed lips, "You are not making me go back there. He abused me Jungkook! You saw how harsh he was with me!"

"Well, the times I've seen you two together, you seemed to have enjoyed it quite a bit," Jungkook snaps, letting his inner feelings about the entire situation of Yoongi and Jimin sputter out, "All you have to do is get his attention, stray him away and me and Karma will do the rest, that's all you have to do!"

The lethal glare Jimin snaps at him slowly weakens and his lips began to wobble, moving his attention away from Jungkook's stare in defeat to this stupid mission - that he obviously has no choice on, "And w-what if he..... What if he hurts me again? You don't know what it was like for me being with him, not everything was at it seemed!"

He's right, Jungkook wasn't there to know what the fuck happened, only saw with his eyes the rare times in the car or the club place. He didn't know if Jimin enjoyed it or not. Seeing how horrified Jimin looks now, he can see that what Yoongi did to him was far beyond than what he thought.

Jungkook frowns softly to this and approaches him, carefully placing his hands on his shoulders, "He won't, okay," He assures sternly, gently making Jimin look at him with his fragile stare, "Not if you do everything exactly as planned. He won't ever have you in that way ever again, let alone any person that you don't want to be with."

The smaller man allows a careless tear caress down his cheek, letting Jungkook gently wipe it away with his thumb. The odd whirl of emotions to this moment felt a bit suffocating, as if there's something more that needs to be said but it's not.

Well of course there is.

They have a shit ton of issues to settle, the reason why it's always so unbearably tense between them.

Especially the misunderstand with each other's perspectives of one another.

The two just study one another carefully, almost as if trying to understand the emotions that's lying underneath the dark fog. Then all so suddenly, Jimin begins to lean towards him, and instinctively Jungkook jerks away.

Once again did that emptiness appear back into Jimin's eyes, and Jungkook's heart instantly sank down.

"There you go again," Jimin mutters, slapping his hands off of him, "You know what, I get the hint. Just leave if you find me that infuriating."

Fuck!

No!

It's not like that!

Fuck Jungkook get your shit together!

Jungkook grunts as Jimin starts to walk away, and impulsively he grabs his wrist and drags him back to his chest, a tad bit too hard.

Immediately Jimin shoves him back, "I'M TIRED OF EVERYONE FUCKING MANHANDLING ME!"

"Don't fucking YELL AT ME!"

Silence.

Just silence.

The two are breathing heavily, glaring at each other, but Jungkook slowly tried to get his shit together by taking deep breathes and runs a hand through his hair - Looking at Jimin in a much more calmer look.

"Look, I'm sorry," Jungkook eases out, making Jimin purse his lips tight together, "Me not wanting you to touch me has nothing to do with you."

Jimin remains silent, glaring at the ground, so Jungkook continues, "I don't know what it is this thing you have with wanting to be physically close to me or something, but I made a promise to myself to not pass boundaries. Please respect that."

The words seem to be sinking in Jimin's head, the words flying through his eyes with a slow nod before his eyes fixed to Jungkook.

And there he saw something.

He doesn't know what, but it was enough to make him feel as though he just shattered Jimin's soul to pieces.

But it was concealed so well by Jimin's experience in concealing his emotions, who only fogged those empty eyes, "I get it. Trust me, I do," He mutters, "If I'm honest, I guess some old habits die hard huh? Physical contact is the closest thing I have to feeling as though someone wants me, in whatever way. But I get it. Don't want to mess with a whore, it's whatever."

And Jimin goes to walk away again.

Jungkook suddenly blurted out.

"Kiss me."

Jimin froze.

He froze right when he was at least two inches away from his hand touching the door knob, slowly moving his gaze from it and to Jungkook's wide eyes.

Clearly shocked himself by what he said.

Jimin blinks at him, "W-What did you-"

"Kiss me," He repeats, this time more sure, "If physical contact makes you feel less of a shitty person, I want to help you."

There's a long moment where Jimin looked as though he was debating his moves, but suddenly he scoffs and shakes his head, "Now it sounds as though I'm making you do this. You know what, that's enough of this conver-"

Jungkook strides towards Jimin, clasps his jaw with his hands and slams their lips together.

Jimin remained still on the spot. Very still. His mind flew blank and his heart rate remained still.

But Jungkook almost instantly pulled his lips back, still centimeters away from Jimin's parted lips.

Waiting.

Making sure Jimin is okay with this.

Their eyes remained closely staring into one another, studying every single detail of the emotions that they refused to show that laid underneath.

When Jungkook's eyes glances back to Jimin's lips and his eyes, Jimin this time gave him a small and barely noticeable nod.

Jungkook once again took Jimin's lips into his.

The touch alone felt nothing like Jungkook had imagined while he was undercover; it felt better, far more better than what he expected.

Jimin didn't even waste time before hungrily kissing him back with his bruised bottom lip, raking his fingers through Jungkook's long raven hair with a needy tug.

It's been years since Jungkook wanted this moment to come true, years. Now, it feels like he's living in a dream as it's happening, especially with the acknowledgment that this is something Jimin has also hungered for.

The ravenette devoured the smaller's lips as he trails his rough hands down his body through his large sweater and under the end, groping hard to Jimin's round ass from his pants.

Jimin muffles a moan between their lips and jumps up, wrapping his legs around Jungkook's waist while the taller pins their bodies hard against the wall. Jimin's fingers tugs hard on Jungkook's hair now while his other hand remained on his neck to force Jungkook to stay close to him as possible, urging a rough groan from deep in Jungkook's throat.

The feeling felt delirious.

A little kid's dream coming true.

Even though they both knew this had no sentimental meaning laced between their lips.

Soon their lips parted and Jungkook trails his lips down his neck, all the while gripping hard onto Jimin's hips as he moves to rub against his parted thighs.

Jimin sighs heavily and shutters another moan, all the while Jungkook was having a hard time controlling himself with those sinful noises coming out of his throat. His body only grew more and more heated with lust to the point he was seconds away from acting fucking Jimin against this damn wall.

However, before he got ahead of himself, he stopped.

It was that same second a quivering cry escaped Jimin's lips when Jungkook subconsciously kissed over a dark and ugly hickey on his neck, right on Yoongi's mark.

That snapped both of them out of it immediately.

Breathlessly Jungkook pulls away, panting heavily as he stares at the mark and instantly began to grow even more guilty than he already did before.

He didn't save him again.

He wasn't there to protect him.

He swore to protect his life from any man who would want their way with him, including himself.

What the fuck is he doing?

So with a heavy heart, he leans to Jimin's ear with his forehead pressed against the wall beside his head, "I don't touch you because I don't want to hurt you, that's my reasoning, not because I see you as any less than a human being. Happy now?" And with that Jungkook carefully puts him down, unable to look back to him as he just walks out the door without looking back.

He didn't want to leave, shit he really didn't, but he knows that right now they both need their space to clear up their minds.

Especially Jungkook with his pants feeling tight on his thighs.

If he stayed, they would have a hard time focusing on a casual conversation after what just happened.

A fucking cold shower for his problem sounds like a damn amazing idea right now.

However, he's just never that lucky.

"Well, you look like shit."

Jungkook snaps his head to the voice, seeing Karma right outside the door of his bedroom with his familiar mask.

The two didn't say anything, but Jungkook didn't fail to notice the way Karma roam his eyes to his messy wavy hair, swollen lips and obvious erection under his pants. An odd tension raised between the two, a tension that felt all too familiar whenever they're around one another.

It's about time they ease it down, right?

Then Karma lazily opens the door to his bedroom wider, and nods towards it with dark eyes.

"Come in Mr. Jeon."

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A/N:
Soooo I just want to let you guys know that just because they get affectionate or sexual, doesn't mean there's an automatic sentimental care between them.

Don't confuse lust with love, possessiveness with protectiveness, being territorial with care, control with attachment.

There's a very thin line between them and that's something we're going to see the difference within this story.

This story is very slow paced, so don't expect them to gain any sort of deep care so quickly.

I also want to remind you guys that this story does have romance aspects to it but I can't say exactly if they do end up together. The ending is written already and for those who have read it know that the ending is a bit complicated.

Just go with the flow.

This story is definitely much more than just a ship book :)

I PURPLE YOU! <33

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