Pov Helena
Before I left I said goodbye to Luke. I promised him I would find a way to contact him but he had to promise he wouldn't tell anyone. He was the only one safe from me and the only one I can trust for now.

I know that the following days, weeks, months maybe even years it will be hard to trust myself so that's why I need one person I can trust.

I need someone to pull me back if it's necessary. Someone who can bring out me, the normal Lena. Not the killing machine who takes me over whenever it has the chance.

I don't know what will happen after I leave and find somewhere a lonely place. Will I learn to control myself? Can I find a way to stop this? And most importantly... Will I ever be able to go back to Eros, Luke and my pack?

Aside from all that I still need to deal with SSL. I need to free my parents and stop SSL for once and for all.
But before I can do that I have to stop myself from becoming that murder machine that they probably are waiting for. Even though I'm not myself, I will never go back to SSL. Never.

So as I disappear in the night, leaving only a small note for the mate I dearly love. In the note I tell him I love him and that someday we will be together again. I know deep in my heart that even though he knows it's for the best he will be heartbroken but so am I.

And the further I walk away, the more pain I feel as the connection between us becomes weaker and weaker.

With one last glance behind me I take goodbye of the very small good time I had here.

I guess my story isn't meant to get a happy ending and maybe that serves me right for doing all the bad things I've done in my life but I can't help to wonder... maybe my story hasn't ended yet but is just about to start...

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So this is the end, but is it really?

Make sure to stay tuned for book 2, Lena's Fate.