Pov Helena
I wrap my arms around his neck, slamming my lips on his. Tingles erupt over my whole body making me feel blissful. He kisses me back with as much urgency. My fingers tangle in his hair, softly pulling at the roots making him groan in contentment. Are tongues wrap around each other, fighting for dominance.

His hands wrap around my waist pulling me into standing. He breaks the kiss and I try to catch my breath. His eyes are almost grey as he looks at me with lust in his eyes. I lean forward again capturing his bottom lip between my teeth. I capture his lips again, our kiss getting very heated.

I feel his erection press against my thigh and he pulls me closer to him. He starts kissing my neck furiously, nibbling on a certain spot making my knees weak, I grab his arm to prevent me from falling.

Our breaths are heavy and quiet moans leave my mouth. I feel his teeth graze softly over the spot between my neck and shoulder. His hands start roaming my body. He places his hands on my outer thighs softly stroking upwards, over my hips, over my stomach and just below my breasts.

He's got my panting like crazy. The tingles that spread over my body makes my vision blur and my legs turn into jelly. Nobody can give me this feeling like he does, that I know for sure. I feel myself being pulled to him, it's like we have invisible ties linked to each other, making me want him even more.

He stops kissing my neck and shoulder and looks up to me again. "You are so beautiful..." His voice sends shivers over my whole body. He looks briefly down to my chest who is now exposed because I'm standing in the water. His left hand slowly goes to the side of breast, his thumb slowly drawing circles around my nipple, making them even harder than before.

My heart beats double time and my shallow breaths are proof of what he's doing to me. I look him straight in the eyes, feeling the connection between us.

I feel his other hand slowly going down my body. My muscles tense as he stops just below my belly bottom. My core is pulsing as I'm thinking about what he will do to me. I can't help the perverted thoughts as it's clearly what's he's planning to do.

Then his hand goes down to my clit making me gasp for air as his index an middle finger draw small circles making my thoughts become reality.

My hands grab his shoulders for balance as he keeps rubbing me. I bite my lip to prevent the moans from escaping. When his index finger slides between my folds I feel myself leaning towards him. His finger rubs my entrance, only slightly entering before he pulls out again.

A few moans escape my lips as he keeps doing this over and over in a slow pace, making me lose my mind. I feel the need to lean my head against his chest, relishing in the feeling he brings me and when he finally inserts one finger I me I let out a gasp moaning. He pumps slowly in and out, sometimes bringing his fingers back to my clit before he enters me again.

He inserts a second finger and I feel myself getting closer to the edge. "Do you like that?" His husky voice almost sends me tipping over the edge. Sweat forms on my forehead as he keeps going.

"Yes...don't stop.." I moan. His fingers pumps faster, going as far as he can before pulling back out. That bundle of nerves build up in my belly.

He pushes one last time in, curling his fingers sending me over the edge. "Eros!" I scream his name loud as he keeps softly fingering me till my orgasm is over.

I feel my body fall onto his as he pulls his fingers out. He wraps his arms around me as I catch my breath, letting my heart rate slow down.

I can't believe I did this. It was amazing but I can't help feeling guilty. I just cheated on Andrew. Eros may be my mate but Andrew is still officially my boyfriend.

I pull away from him, looking at him with big eyes. "I need to go." I say breathless before quickly walking to the edge of the lake.

"Lena, wait!" He follows me grabbing my arm, obliging me to look at him.
"We need to talk." He lifts his eyebrow up with a soft smile on his face.

I shake my head. "Not now. Please don't let me do this right now?" I almost beg as my senses start kicking in again, scolding me for giving in to him.

"Didn't you like it?" He looks hurt and without thinking I walk forward wrapping my arms around him.

"Of course I liked it but I don't know how I'm going to tell Andrew and break up with him. I don't wanna hurt him. Uhh, It's all such a mess, and I still need time to accept you as my mate and accept this to be my life so please don't be hurt okay?"

I look up seeing his features go from hurt to understanding. I sigh in relief and reach up to kiss him again.

"I promise you that tomorrow I will handle this off." And with that I let go of him and go back to the edge of the lake putting my clothes on. I couldn't care less that I was soaking wet and my clothes were now too.

I felt actually happy and so much more bonded to Eros now than before.

I look back at him to see him put on his shirt and the rest of his clothes. He than looks back to me.

He extends his hand towards me. I hesitate at first but then decide to take it.

We walk hand in hand back to the packhouse and when we are standing just in front of my door I can't help but to blush as he looks at me with those intensive eyes. When I think back to how I moaned his name I turn beet red. He puts his hand on my cheek, rubbing softly with his thumb over my skin, tingles appearing where he touches me.

"I'm really happy with you as my mate, I hope you know that." I give him a small smile and then take his hand of my cheek and give it a small kiss before letting him go.

"Good night Eros." I turn around and open my door. As I'm halfway in I hear him say good night too and then the door shuts closed.

I sigh putting on a pair of pyjamas and letting me fall into the sheets. The moment I close my eyes I feel myself getting sucked into sleep.