"After changing into something warm, lets meet up in my room" said jungkook

"ya sure, then we can have a warm cup of coffee" I said

Jungkook smiled and we went to our respective rooms to change up.

Y/N P.O.V

I feel so happy...not only that Jungkook kissed me but, also because I could help him in some way. I feel happy because I could keep the promise I made to Taehyung. 

I just wanted to dress up warm and go to jungkook for a warm cup of coffee..oh not forgetting this time I expected a long friendly conversation.

....

I knocked on jungkook's door, soon he opened.

He was still not dressed. He had track pants on but, no shirt or t-shirt to cover his bare chest..he just had the towel around his neck.

"I guess I'm too early to come...uhm sorry" I said

"Ya you are early..but its ok...I guess I just have to put on a shirt" said jungkook

"Hmm"

"well do you prefer a strong coffee or a light one?"

"anything will go though"

"I see...."

"If you want I can make good coffee...."

"No i guess i am better"

"As you wish then"

Jungkook switched on the electric kettle and added all the needed ingredients..and the room was filled with the rich aroma of coffee beans. Soon the coffee was ready. Jungkook carefully poured it in the mug. While doing so his veins seemed to pop out of his arms...the sight was overwhelming.

"Its ready"

"huh?...oh" I was startled a bit

He handed me the coffee mug and sat beside me on the bed.

I took a sip of the coffee, "Its amazing..and totally refreshing"

"Ya really..I always need a cup of coffee to end my day...it really refreshes me"

"Actually..."

"Well Y/N, we generally have not spoken to each other that much so, its a little awkward for me to suddenly become forward...sooo"

"sooo...?"

"So we can start with a movie..uhm..we can watch a movie together"

"great..."

"What genre do you prefer?"

"I don't have any specific genre about movies though..."

"So will you watch a thriller..i got a great collection"

"sure"

He switched on his laptop and searched for the file while, I was busy looking around his room. It was quite organised. He seemed to handle everything with great care.

"Hey..its going to start" he elbowed me. I nodded and fixed my eyes on the screen.

It was a really good movie, I was enjoying it but, I felt sleepy. My eyes seemed to shut at any moment but I tried to keep them open because I did not want to disappoint jungkook. But, who can ignore sleep. Soon I was lying flat on the pillow.

Jungkook P.O.V

As I turned to face Y/N....I saw that she was sleeping with her mouth open. Not to lie but, she looked so cute that my heart skipped a beat. I slightly pushed her chin up to close her mouth without bothering her sleep. She was still holding the cup of coffee so, I took it from her hands to keep it on the table but, her other hand had a slight grip on my shirt. Instead I kept the mug on the side table and fixed my eyes on her. 

At that moment I could not think of anything. All I could do was to admire her small, pretty face which was filled with innocency. After thinking about what happened today, I guess now we will be close but, I'm scared. My mind was jammed with many questions to which I got no answer.

Will I be able to take care of her? Will I be able to understand her?

But, more than this there was another question which scared me for real.

"Will she also leave me one day?"

I know I should not be negative but, the situations through which I have battled force me to think in such a way. But, after what she did for me makes me feel that she can be my strength and I also feel that I have grown some feelings for her. But, then I think that I should not let this relationship advance because I am scared that we will end up being hurt. I guess I should stay away from her.

I took her slowly in my arms and carried her to her room. I laid her down on the bed carefully not bothering her sleep. 

At that moment I could not find any better solution so, I took a paper and wrote my last words to her.

I leaned and pecked her forehead and placed the paper on the side table.

Soon I got up to leave her room and I guess her life too by shutting the door behind me.