March 26 2017,

"I gave you all my love, and all I received were memories of someone I once knew."

I've been very moody lately, I'm in a debate with myself whether I want a closure or not. I don't really think I need it since I was doing quite alright without my questions being answered, however I am curious. Curiosity kills the cat right? I would rather not prey into my unanswered questions from the past. Let there be peace am I right?

Anyways, enough with that bullshit I've been very busy lately. I've been trying to study but I end up playing or doing something else that does not involve studying. 

March 27 2017,

I fell asleep and totally forgot about the entry, but today I have something that I heard on twitter that I would like to share.

"When I say that I love you that doesn't mean that I own you. You don't lose your individuality. You don't lose your free will. You don't lose your freedom because I say that I love you, and secondly when I say that I love you that doesn't even mean that you have to love me back as crazy, and unorthodox as it may sound you don't have to love me back. Why? Because I am a source of love I am a vessel of love, and once you see yourself as, and become a source, and a vessel of love you are fulfilled in your own love. Your cup runneth over to pour into the objects of your love. I truly appreciate your love I welcome your love I encourage your love but I don't demand it. If it comes, it comes. If it doesn't, it doesn't, but that doesn't stop me from loving you and you don't to pour into me in the same manner that I pour into you."

"We live ,and we learn we grow through what we go through, but don't let life break you don't let failed relationships make you harder, because when you do you loose your happiness you sense of love, and how to love, and create your own happiness happiness reliant on anybody other than yourself is only temporary, and love yourself, its a cold world out here."

"No matter the situation never let a break up defeat you, I know the healing is a long procedure but you have to stop relying on people to complete you. And when you become a diamond you'll see why life had to pressure you. Because some people just come along for us to learn a lesson through. And there will be days that you have to sacrifice your time for the things that you need the most, and anyone who doesn't add value to your life you will have to learn to let these people go, if you ever want to reach your goals. These are the things you need to know, in order for your seed to grow. A flower never blooms if it holds on to the weeds below. When destiny calls you have to let people go." 

Yeah that's basically what I wanted to share

-Over and out