11.08pm.. 17th of wtvr

So I've been wantin to write about this since I got home.

I went to the retreat today and served. ( I don't wanna explain any further on the "retreat" nor the "serving" part of it)

And yeah.. I did. A TON OF MISTAKEZ.

So yeah.. I've been, yet again. A disappointment. So useless~

I feel so bad. lawl..

I dont know why this kinda thing always happens on my over-the-top happie days. It always somehow finds a way to end terribly. Like NYAZ.. then WAKE UP BISH.

Jonas. He's like.. our "director" and let's say.. I didn't go accordingly to what was scripted.

~

Here I am now..

-Singing to depressing songs like. Woohoo! partie partie!

-Wishing I could read minds.

-Askin what exactly I did wrong.. cuz am just abcdeggggggggg

-And feeling like, "I dont feel like showing my face to him tomorrow"

...

Tryin so hard not to swear on this entry.

ama sleep now

-bc I need to die.. bc I am still technically grounded.

.. And my life get's awesomer by the second!

Great. Just wonderful!

x))

-What's the point?? =_=