April 5th 2017,

Hey so like a little update on me? This is the first time I have struggled with moving on. I have gone through numerous ways of trying to move on unfortunately every single one of them failed. Tricking my brain into falling in love with someone who isn't real failed for the first time.

I have come to a conclusion that I won't force myself to move on. I'll just continue loving him until I start falling out of love. Does that make sense? I  know if it does, but

I'll just grow through what I go through.

-Over and Out