October 26 2016,

It's so annoying when people think I care. Excuse me, have I given you any indication at all that I care? Sometimes I'm just so desperate to get rid of you.

This actually happened yesterday but you know it just triggered. I don't know whats that suppose to mean. So basically, today--

October 31 2016,

I forgot to continue my entry I also got tired of making entries, but here I am getting back into it again. So like a few days back me and my boyfriend made a deal if I distant myself from Baymax and he  doesn't meet and talk with this girl uhh I'll name her Marie okay so basically we made a deal not to talk or see them. Guess who did? Heh. It's so funny how I've been a fucking asshole to Baymax this past days. I did my part of the deal and he doesn't. I think its time tot let go. Yes, I've done a lot more horrible things to him, but I've never been in a mutual understanding with someone while we were together. Okay that's all in the past. Mahn. We just made that deal a few days ago, and here I see on snapchat that they were together? Talking? Enjoying? Wow.

-Alexis over, and out.