10th October 2016,

1:30am
'Goodmorning :) Im going go off to school okay? Iloveyou'
It's too early to be awake. Why am I even awake? Why do you keep begging me back? We did nothing but hurt each other. I tried. I got fed up.

5:20am
I haven't slept. I can't handle this plus my depression. His making this harder than it already is. Does he think it was just easy to blurt out words? 'Lets breakup'
Does he really think I found a new guy because I was lonely? That could be a possibility since we aren't even in the same country anyways.
I have been loyal, since the day he left.
He thinks I found a new man, to replace him.
'I love you and I still know you do'
I mean like do you just unlove someone just like that?
He was crying when we were on the call.
He was begging me back.
I don't know what to do.
Its like depressions asking me if I want more of it?
A. Yes
B. Yes
C. All the above

5:30am
I forgot he was my wallpaper.
Nice.

3:58pm
I don't even know if I should've done that but, I took him back with a threat I guess?
I'm just too nice, its a pain.

7:07pm
I got very productive today, I went out for a jog, I got back into dancing, I basically exercised the whole day. I ate a lot after so it's kinda useless. Wattudo.

-Alexis over and out