October 9th 2016,
12:20pm

I wanted to be the sports captain so bad and yet, here I am, lost to an 8th grader who's new to the school.
So fucking depressing.
What else could go wrong?

6:47pm

So, I broke up with my boyfriend today and, he wants to 'fix' this and get back together.
'Only know your lover when you let her go'
I've had enough of him treating me like shit.
He just cares about me now? Talk about jackass.
He wouldn't stop calling me so, I answered.
24 minutes of continuous repetitive questions.
I told him I'd think about it.
I don't want him to make me feel happy then feel like shit.

-Alexis Collen Smith