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Gulf: Oh, phi jiya, you are really sweet but let's keep something secrets just like the truth that we are just friends.... Isn't that lovely everyone... He put it through like a joke or scripted lines avoiding all the cheers and noises.

Everyone cheered for them, as lead singers they were truly loved by their fans. They even paired for endorsements, shows and concerts. He just made it look as scripted and avoided all the Paparazzi. Though it will surely be rumourised and would be trending high but that's how the industry works. In this two years gulf had also signed up for TV show,  brand endorsement and even for a web series. His gifted looks and strong PR had given him lot of industry exposure.

Giving a beautiful closing message they bowed to their fans thanking them for their immense support.

Gulf came backstage where he was welcomed with applause and smiles from his crew member. It is going to be his last day with this crew but they all love him for his sweet and humble attitude. They have seen his tireless struggles day in and out to reach this stage. His eyes were scanning to see p'run the one who ran behind him to and fro still he never saw him tired.

Run: Here we are, you again rocked the performance.... You seem tired let's get back home and have a good rest.

He said handing gulf a bottle of his favourite drink  walking in from the exit area...

Gulf looked at him with scrunched eyebrows in confusion which run didn't notice.

Gulf: Phi, weren't you with me behind the stage how you came from exit area below stage.

Run(stuttering): That... Hmm.. yes i went to av room below stage and came back from here.

Gulf found it fishy but he nodded just thought of ignoring as it is not something major to be thought upon.

Run moved away talking to the other members of their own crew. He needed to check the wrap up of gifts and other stuff that gulf received from his fans.

Gulf sat back looking at the sunflower bouquet he got before program.

"When would i be able to meet you?

Are we really over, boo?

Thinking of moments an hour back when he came behind stage for a change. His act of rain dance was an immense rage with water pouring exposing his sexy side is a must have in his shows. He shivered when he ran all the way from the stage all wet as water droplets ran on his skin inside his thin clothes. It wasn't easy to be an actor lot of efforts went in making of a star.

A moment that passed in second was ignored in chaos. As he alighted from stage he slipped but a sturdy arm held him wrapping around his belly. He was carefully turned as his back crashed on other person he felt warm familiar feeling. He didn't have time to look back or think so he just thanked and left taking the person to be someone from crew. That moment and fragrance still lingered because the touch felt so known to him.

As he was walking in speed towards green room. That familiar figure was steadily behind him with a towel covering his wet hair worried that might catch cold. He couldn't remove that feeling but those moments are so busy that he couldn't glance around.

Then as he came in room and sat back on chair his hair was smoothly rubbed with single hand till it was enough dry to be taken over by his hairdresser. He thought it was run so he just smiled at that sweet gesture. After changing for next act as he stood to leave back on stage getting the cue for performance there was run wearing a smart formals neatly tucked in shirt with tight fitted pant adorning crew cap and mask tying his shoelace at least that's what he thought.

A loose shoe lace that no one observed in those light and chaos and it could have lead to disaster of slipping on wet stage. Gulf felt grateful for having p'run by his side always supporting him. He had not seen his face as he was kneeled tying his shoe lace. Sometimes such small gesture touches the heart.

Out of all the crew members p'run was the one who closely running with him. He was would be behind him helping him with the oxygen to refresh him as he would be running throughout the stage. His beautician to hair dresser all were on cue but run was always around him whenever he needed him.

He then thought how much weight had p'run lost to gain that perfect physique but now he thinks his eyes might have registered something wrong though the colour of outfit were same may be he mistook the person or may be he didn't see properly.

Now, he was back in his loose T-shirt, pant and a shirt showcasing his sweet belly and loose muscles like jelly. Gulf laughed on his thought but something bugged him. It's been many times in a year or may be in every show that he feels change in p'run, a warmth, a vibe which keeps him going. Suddenly he could feel his shoulder broad with beautifully arched back and a typical gesture of having his left hand dipped in pocket.

A soothing hug when he is down recharging him as a friend in that darkest cold corner of stage but always in darkness. Many such soothing moment's in dark were presented to him by this man but in light it's utterly professional. If someone notices keenly would think run has split personality disorder.

If he remembers those moments this run looks so different. Also, that fragrance which is similar to his boo.... Last time on enquiring he said his khun chai had gifted him his perfume. Gulf's heart was super confused why behind the stage in darkness when he froze in fear to make mistake.

While he fidgeted those warm palm enclosed his and sat with him in darkness without a single word?

When he was admist the controversy landed with high fever into unconcious state. Unable to even open his eyes lying on bed almost dead. He felt his life was ruined he had broken his boo's dream. Why his soothing words felt so encouraging?

Why that touch soothed him?

Why he felt home at those moments?

When his grandfather made it difficult for him to get work outside his contract and on bagging his first work when he was nervous.

Why leaning on his shoulder felt so calm?

So many why's were revolving in his mind without answer. Pushing the thoughts aside he rushed towards green room.  Upper mantle official from amigos were there to bid him adieu. They gave him a beautiful present and bouquet which was then sent out with crew.

We are very thankful Mr Kanawut that even after the misunderstanding a year back still you didn't sue us rather you completed the contract. Hope you would be our artist in the concert when we launch new comers. Our humble gratitude said a man in blue suit sitting on a sofa in the room. Gulf sat on his make up chair with soft expression sipping his drink from his favourite sipper.

Gulf: I think whatever happened we have worked it across. A year back my action could have led you to bankruptcy and my name would have been spoiled in this. Owing to fact that phi rain herself asked for forgiveness and begged mercy for her family name there wasn't any need to lengthen it.

(In thoughts) Phi Jiya made sure that I don't exaggerate the matter but with an out of court settlement I even got the remuneration in higher digits for future contract with all the comforts to choose my date and programs as per my wish and comfort. It was in my best interest i would be landed in trouble if she wouldn't have suggested right way. Even she helped me get out from police custody which isn't that easy specially if you are a new comer. Don't know how but she did it and I am very grateful to her.

Taking a deep breath and continuing.

(speaking to people) We both together earned the deserved profit. Fans and Paparazzi had to stop contemplating as i stayed instead of recklessly walking off. We both benefited in this deal all thanks to phi jiya he said looking at the girl who sat on the next chair while the crew were helping her remove the make up and hair do.

Management official: Yes, you are absolutely right thanks to phi jiya for her sensible decision and help then.
We take our adieu till we get back for work again.

Gulf observed Jiya's face which didn't show pride. Rather it was like she was tagged for something which is not her effort at all. He thought may be she is tired. His make up person was busy clearing his make up.

Gulf: Oh, yes please do come for my studio launch party tommorrow night. Hope you all received the personal invites.

Yes we all will be there... All the best... Said everyone in synch

Gulf: (to jiya as he laid his head back on chairs head rest feeling the cool mask on his face): Hey, phi good act put up on stage of proposal. I must thank the writing team so well scripted it would really increase the TRP of show tonight. It's already trending on social media.

He gave a sweet innocent laugh thinking of program production gimmicks.

She looked at gulf in surprise whose make up man had cleared his make up and applied a cooling mask on his face. She couldn't get his expression was he serious or just joking.

Jiya: Nothing was scripted gulf, i am serious about the proposal and waiting for the answer.

He felt at loss of words jiya had been with him like a good friend in all ups and downs but was he ready to make her life partner. He wasn't into girls but was jiya an exception no wonder she was beautiful. 2 years he had not heard anything from the person he loves except the flowers he received during every concert. Still that person seems to stay with him always.  Currently these things didn't matter as he was up for a big announcement at his launch event.

Gulf: I reserve my answer for conference at the party after my music studio launch....  phi, you are a good friend and would always be. Hope to see you there tommorrow.

Gulf was leaving the venue he waited for the lift when he was informed there is technical fault. When he was walking down the stairs he could hear screams on enquiring the crew informed that lift snapped on its pulling rope and landed into the parking at basement. It had people from crew who were around pavilion end the emergency rescue team was working on it 

He was worried for his members so decided to himself go and check there. The place was in chaos but maximum people stuck were moved out they said there were nil casualties. Slowly the place became quieter gulf stood there speaking to the emergency team. Police got rid of all the people making it empty and silent.

Still team was working as someone had fainted inside the lift and can't be pulled out. The person inside had helped all the ladies and kids to safety but lost his consciousness due to lack of oxygen inside. They seemed worried for the person inside as it was risky because they were in basement air wasn't flowing and the doors of lift were jammed. Team is trying to open the door.

P'run: nong, we are getting late. You also have a short interview before we land back home and unveil the studio logo launch online.

Gulf nodded and was about to make his way towards his car but his heart was still stuck on the issue. Suddenly he heard the et shouting the door is opened.

Et: Get the stretcher the person needs to be moved soon.

They were all on walkie talkie while gulf was still standing near the emergency units team leader.

Member: The ambulance has stuck up in the traffic outside. As people are moving and also the media had flanked to get the news. We are trying but it will take at least half an hour its too much crowded.

The senior standing near gulf seemed to be very angry he was screaming on top of his lung.

If something happens to the person we will be responsible he is an eminent personality.

Person from other end spoke in utter shock at the mention at eminent personality: why was he in this lift with crew members. Shouldn't he be in the VIP section in secured zone. His life could be in risk someone might just shoot him.

Et TL: I am to clueless about it but currently his safety is important.  Rich businessman and their work we can't speak about it and if media knows about it we will be having our heads tommorrow.

Gulf understood that this was of  importance and could cost them their job so he decided to help.

Gulf: If you don't mind can i take the person in my car. We would drop him at hospital it will be quick. As an artist my car won't be stopped and we would get out by back gate.

The team agreed and felt that was sensible. They hurriedly picked the person to shift him in the car. Gulf was sitting in backseat p'run had switched the AC on. When they made the person sit in car. Gulf was shocked at the familiar smell the Team leader was speaking to gulf through the window.

Emergency team leader: Please make a move soon the persons breathing is slowed. We have given him emergency injection but make it quick may be he has some medical issues.

Gulf didn't hear anything as he was in shock. P'run started the ignition pressing the gas pedal he made a move. Gulf even before looking  knew who was beside him.

Tears had made its appearance, his throat felt chocked he just softly said...

Gulf: Boo...

Hearing it Run also turned around his eyes went wide seeing mew who was all sweated his shirt was sticking to his body as if he had just bathed.  p'run lost his concentration on the way suddenly car jumped on bumper, he applied the emergency breaks gulf was quick to hold and hug mew tight preventing from his body being struck ahead.  P'run was back to his senses with the jerk. Run was shocked looking at mew's state but he wasn't surprised with his presence like gulf.

The parking was full of fans cheering and shouting but gulf was lost holding mew so close to himself after almost 2 years. A relief washed his face knowing the person was in his arms. Though mew was wet with sweat still he felt warm to gulf. He wore the same clothes gulf had observed the person wearing who tied his shoelace back stage. He kept touching mew's skin to assure he was with him.

Gulf: P'run, on the heater and please make it quick.

His voice shivered just like his body. It was cold night just like a year back and gulf was holding an unconcious mew. As he pulled his favourite blanket to wrap mew. He trembled at those thoughts but assured his heart nothing was going to happen.

Those moments passed like a slideshow infront of him. He could feel mews sweat as blood, his breathing started to get laboured. Closing his eyes he could see mews body pierced with bullets falling as he ran and gathered him in his arms. His shirt drenched in blood, which flowed on the terrace floor. Closing the distance between them he pulled mew even more close hugging him on to his chest kissing his hairs.

Back gate was less populated but Paparazzi was crazy to get glimpse of the star. Mew's phone rang gulf observed it was call from zee.

Gulf: Phi run it is phi zee.

Run: Don't worry i will talk to him.

He parked car on a side and picked the call keeping it on speaker.

Zee: Where the hell are you? I am calling from so long why didn't you meet yatch yet. She is so worried for you mew. How dare you to skip your lunch? You know we allowed you just so that you can attend nong's concert because of that i had to travel for meeting which you were suppose to attend. Here you are carelessly roaming around after having fever in the morning.

You know at night you must be back at house not roaming around its more than 2 hours the concert wrapped up. When will you stop being the Jackass and taking risk for nong gulf. Would he like if he knows you aren't taking care of yourself. I even assured you his security and no glitches in his work still you had to go isn't it. Now, what cat caught your tongue.. speak up damit.

Run looked at gulf who was curiously listening to everything that zee spoke. Gulf just wanted to be selfish and be with mew.

Gulf: Don't tell him phi is with me but also don't let him know he is unwell, he sounds worried.

Run (soft tone): Swasdee phi zee, this is run.

Zee(worried): swasdee nong run, where is mew? i hope he is fine?

Run: Yes, actually after the concert phi was feeling tired so, i got him to my condo he is sleeping, should i wake him up.

Gulf wanted to break run's head.

Zee: No, please drop him back home as he wakes up everyone there is worried for him.

Zee was angry but listening to mew resting he toned down. He was back to his calm self. Gulf asked run to ask the question he eagerly wanted the reply of.

P'Run: Would you be coming tommorrow for nong's studio launch?

P'Zee: You think mew would permit us the luxury of not attending. Each one of us have to be there it's a big day for nong after all. Mew has even announced holiday to the staff at company. I would be working overtime or mew would probably go bankrupt if he marries gulf because he would keep taking leave guarding his priced possession.  I am angry nong gulf didn't invite me personally but super happy for him.

Gulf had tears in his eyes listening to zee. He held his mouth tight so not to sob loudly. It's been long since zee ever spoke to gulf. Listening zee talking so casually with run it was clear they had been in contact.

While he was in contact with saint, win, yatch. Ruby and shael supported him all throughout. Herman was always supportive and helped him across.

Bright at least picked his call and replied in syllabe and sometimes even reverted to his messages. Being lead designer of his crew they spoke but zee and boat after the hospital incident never spoke to him.

Gulf wanted to hit himself for thinking negative about their relationship. When his family was shouting it out about their marriage.

What was his man's take on this?

Whatever it is now is the time to face the reality.

P'run started the car after disconnecting the call. The phone again' rang and this time it was phi yatch gulf picked the call.

Gulf: Phi yatch

Yatch: nong gulf... what happened why you sound like crying?

He could feel phone being snatched from her.

Boat: Gulf, is mew fine?

Hearing him sniffing boat also felt bad. He softened his voice and spoke

Boat: Take a deep breath and tell me what happened?

Gulf: He got stuck up in lift, currently he is unconcious. He had been stuck up for a longtime. I am taking him to your hospital.

Boat: Nong, he would be fine don't worry.  We no longer work at the previous hospital, i hope yatch informed you. You get him to our house i am sending you the navigation. Gulf remembered yatch and boat have there own hospital now.

P'run: I hope nothing happens to khun chai, he is just up from flu a week back. I had requested him so many time to rest but he never listens. Phi zee is also angry on him for taking his health for granted.

Run was just talking his fear out. Gulf on other hand was thinking something deeply. His arms were securely wrapped around mew while he allowed mew head to lean on his shoulder, as his breath fanned on his nape.

Gulf: What was boo doing in crew lift?

Run was already scared and lost he wasn't thinking straight his mind was in fear and chaos.

P'run: He was with our crew in my place with you throughout the concert.

Gulf: This the first time he has come for my concert, isn't it?

P'run: No, first one, as crew member was your first show you did after the rave party incident.

Gulf: You mean after i had a breakdown on stage it was him with me in that dark alley.

P'run: Yes.

Run was putting everything together and sobering up knowing he had let out his khun chai's most kept secret.

Gulf now was putting all the scenarios in line. He knew this was the golden chance to make run speak.

Gulf: Still the same old self centred person just thinks about what he wants to do.

Gulf knew how much run idolise mew. Run was very angry at gulf's comment how casually had he spoken about his idol. He called him self centred no one can insult his idol who is the most selfless person.

Run: Nong, he has been working his ass day in and out just to be free when its your show.  Every big stage he has stood behind you. Fought with everyone even his close family to protect you. You don't even know how much he have done for you.

Gulf (sad smile): Then tell me phi, i also want to know how much of a fool i was.
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Gulf reached boat and yatch's house which was just above their hospital. staff was waiting they took mew inside. Gulf got out and had a big smile looking at the board on which his phi's name were written. He was guided towards the house on top floor. On entering the beautiful lobby he was looking around when he felt someone holding his leg and trying to stand.

Me..mee.mmmeee....

A smily plump kid with two little ponytails wearing cute rompers was holding his pants and trying to stand up. Gulf lifted her and hugged her...

Gulf: Hey... Mia you are all grown up...

Being a friendly kid she was okay when gulf hugged her. She was a snuggly being so immediately snuggled into gulf... 'Mia misch(miss) Me'

Yatch: Mia, he is not me me. Sorry gulf she mistook you for mew.

Moving out of hug mia was looking at gulf's face curiously softly touching his face then she chirped at once loudly...

Mia: Me.. me.. mee' s... Gupppie..

Yatch: You little brat you recognised him isn't it. Mew trains kids very well she said teasing gulf.

Gulf also blushed knowing she had teased him indirectly.

Gulf: Hey phi, it's so good to see you.

He said and hugged yatch sideways.

Yatch : It's been so long since we met. We surely watch all your concerts and shows. Now a days our weekend meet up if just about your shows gone are the days of movie time.

She sighed and took mia and droped her on floor to play with her toys. gulf laughed looking at the little drama queen pouting but then a toy caught her attention and she began to play.

Gulf : Who pesters you phi? You can't re-watch the concert they are kind of a boring.

Yatch: You know we can do anything for mew. So, that's it even after being at  live concerts we all watch the re run with disclaimers and all back stage extra cuts added by mew. We just do what makes him happy because it's rare to see him smile...

Gulf: What keeps you all away from me phi?

Yatch: Nothing it's just that you are a big star and busy with schedules so, we just think not to disturb.

Gulf: Phi, you are forgetting no one can be busy for the family or do you all still blame me for the pain i gave boo.

Ruby: Who dares to blame my sunny?

Gulf: Mae

He said walking towards her and hugging her allowing his head on her shoulder and letting the pent up tears to flow.

When no one spoke to him then to ruby stood by him. She would cancel her meetings to be with him. They have spent days roaming around the city just to make him feel better after his rave party incident.

Ruby: Gulf, they all love you and would be their for your launch program tommorrow. Just remove all negative thoughts from your head.

Gulf: How should i forget mae?
If everything is really fine then

Why phi zee and p'boat still don't talk to me?

Why boo is helping me still staying away from me?

There are so many why's without answer haunting me... 

Yatch: I thinking we should tell him everything.

Saint had just walked in...

Saint: I had told this earlier but you all didn't agree.

He said walking ahead and wiping gulf's wet cheek. They all settled on the sofa.

Saint: I will clear up for zee first he was angry with you earlier but now it's more of elder ego. He is just like a kid nong you call him i am sure he will talk. It's just he didn't have any reason or occasion to talk to you. Has been too busy lately with mew.

Yatch: About boat, out of all of us he is more close to mew. He looks at him as a younger brother and seeing him in pain he was surely hurt. I am sure he is also okay now you just need to talk to him.

After seeing you with leo mew was really broken. His condition detoriated but he never blamed you or uttered anything against you. Rather he also made us believe that you didn't do anything wrong. That day when i told you about his health and you came to hospital from Bangkok we were all in dilemma because mew's lungs were giving up. We all feared he won't make it so, when you came we all just avoided but bright and zee the angry birds really needed you to get back. They couldn't do it directly so they got stern with you. Finally aunt Ruby allowed you to meet mew.

Ruby: Mew, had turned completely blue and his body couldn't move the next day. Some internal infection had aggrevated, he was breathing with difficulty. He knew if you saw him like that you won't leave his side but those days were crucial for your career. So, to push you away he went to New York just leaving that letter for you.

Yatch: He also knew you can't be left alone. So, he made sure ruby mae, Saint and win kept a watch on you. Those days in New York were very bad we almost lost him but he didn't allow us to tell you anything. He took 3 months to recover fighting everything alone. None of us were allowed there except once a week to meet him.

Saint: He couldn't see us crying we literally saw zee on his knees crying at that time.

Yatch: Why just zee? Didn't you cry till we had to get you in emergency.

Saint: phi, is it necessary to make me look that bad.

Yatch: I was just telling him how we had to handle so many cry babies day in and out.

Ruby: At one such visit while he was recovering i spoke to him because boat asked me knowing he was lonely without you. He would murmur your name in unconcious state all knew he needed you.  So, when he misses you so much why doesn't he call you once or let us tell you so you can come to him.

He said, "The day you called him Mew, infront of your colleague. It made him realise though you accepted the relationship infront of your known people you were still afraid infront of unknown people or society. May be you were still not ready to make your relationship official. You were going to be a big name in industry and if people knew you are in a messy relationship it will become a controversy for sure.

The fact that you weren't fully ready to accept this relationship made mew take the decision to give you space and time. In this if you chose someone else he would step back but won't allow anyone else in his life. He didn't want this things to have exposure.

Saint: Later, we got to know from win  that Rain and your grandfather's were with leo. They were planning badly against you targeting you at each step. So, whatever happened was all well planned just you fell for it.

Yatch: After surgery we got back to Thailand and mew took almost 7 months to get back on his feet. He lost weight, had frequent relapses but got back to work and dug up everything Rain was doing. You being alone was somewhere a push for him to get well. He put in his maximum effort but even after he got back on his feet his left hand still didn't work. 

Saint: In the meantime he knew about Rain and her girlfriend.

Gulf: Rain has a girlfriend?

Ruby: (smiling): They are now better halves, mew got them married yesterday. He had promised Rain to be her best man.

Gulf: What is still keeping him aloof, when he is backing me since Rave party in incident?

Saint: Your rave party incident was all planned. Mew was in New York after his hand surgery. He went mad knowing you were scandalized for something you would never do. He wasn't going to use Rains girlfriend but he had to knowing she played dirty with you. Rain was scared of her parents, and ofcourse your cunning grandfather's. Mew made her understand and promised her he will stand by her and get her married without any issue.

Gulf: So, now when everything is sorted then why isn't he coming back to me? Why isn't he talking to me?

Yacht looked at ruby and then at saint they all were in conflict whether to tell it or not.

Boat: Because he thinks you are in a relationship with Jiya.

Boat spoke bluntly instead of going all around.

Gulf(shouting): What??? How can he even think like that? Has he got over the trust and love.

Boat: Calm down boy... It's just that the media attention on this matter and your silence. Also, your proximity with Rain sharing all the moments. Secondly his left hand is still not fully recovered he hardly has any strength in it. So, he feels he is not worth you being crippled and your Jiya's not so exciting confession after tonight's concert.

Yatch: How do you know?

Boat: I spoke to him he was crying. Run was with him i think...

Gulf glanced at Run who sat across him he just nodded in affirmation.

Boat: Nong Gulf i could see anything but seeing him broken is the worst pain ever.

Gulf: Don't worry phi not any more.

They all took a long breath and sat laid back knowing they had finally filled in gulf with all they needed him to known. Gulf was sitting on edge of the sofa.

Gulf: Mae, phi can you please make sure boo comes to my music studios launch party tommorrow.

Ruby: Though he has made sure we all go but there only one person who can assure he comes.

Gulf left a long sigh whom they were talking about. Though saint assured him zee wasn't angry gulf it wasn't going to be easy because he had hurt mew. Zee would never forgive the person making his mew cry. He was going to talk to zee first thing in the morning as he land backs.

Gulf: phi boat, How is boo?

Boat: He is fine nothing to worry, we have sedated him. He won't get up till tommorrow morning.

Gulf: Can i meet boo?

Boat: Yatch, please get him to the room.

Yatch lead him to the room looking at which gulf looked back at her in confusion.

Yatch: He started hating hospital so he got a complete floor near us. So, you both can stay here whenever you want.

Observing around he can see their pics. Above the bed there was big frame holding their pic in which gulf was kissing mews cheeks wrapping his arms around him. The smile and mew's face shone brighter making the pic beautiful.

Gulf walked near mew who was in deep slumber while monitor checked his vitals. Softly allowing his fingers to trace mews sharp features he softly glanced at him with glassy eyes. It's been 2 years he had seen him truly he lost weight and also his skin appeared more pale.

It was the day when 2 years back mew took the bullets to save him. He wanted to replace that painful memory with a new happy one therefore he arranged for his music label launch on this day. Now, he had to make it even more special and grand. He gently kissed mew's forehead and soft lips.

Gulf: I am not allowing you away from me. May be i am not the best but i am not willing to leave you. Sorry i took time to understand, you were right I am stupid. Whatever I am, However I am i just belong to you.

Gulf cancelled everything for that night staying with mew and his family. Knowing all the hardships mew went through for 2 years gulf really felt small infront of his boo. His plan to surprise his boo was all in vain because as usual his boo had surprised sorry shocked him by being behind him always.

Mew was under sedation whole night to allow his body to relax. Gulf just kept sitting by him thinking and arranging plans for next day. Taking oppurtunity he kissed his boo, running his fingers through his hair. Leaving in the early morning, it was going to be the biggest day of there life. He wanted it to be a grand surprise for his boo.

Receiving a call from the person he never anticipated caught him by shock. It was Rain on other end....

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At the party:

Lush garden spread in acres was beautifully decorated with exquisite flowers. Sun was setting in horizons spreading the hue. Bartender's were enthusiastically mixing up drinks. Place was filled with celebrities, artists from entertainment industry, God knows who all from top business class to elite personalities were present to grace the occasion. His parents, Ruby, yatch, boat, bright, win, zee, saint all sat on a big round table arranged with their name.

Gulf had also had a face to face talk with zee at airport as he return from a business tour in the morning burying all the differences. He had requested zee to get Mew still he was nervous

All the eyes travelled in direction of entrance when his man made grand entry. Not a single soul could be saved from his charm.

Mew dazzled in his pitch black suit with a equally dark black shimmery shirt inside. All the girls had their eyes on him as he walked in. His stance and perfectly straight body structure made him look enigmatic. His left hand was in his pocket while his right held onto a glass of wine passed to him by zee.

He was an eligible bachelor after news of Rain Rangron made appearance in headlines a day before. Tonight girls just wished to throw themselves on him but he didn't cared anyone around.  His eyes landed on gulf and it sparkled. He looked charming as always in his white with black combination suit. Mew, always looked at him as a kid and today he felt his kid was grown up. His face glowed as the spot light walked with him towards the big projector among the live coverage arranged right across.

To avoid giving up mew started looking around. He could feel gulf's gaze at him with that tease smile. Everyone can sense the pride in mew's stance because his kids dream had finally come true. Today, gulf Kanawut was a reknowned name in entertainment industry.

Soon the logo and music label was unveiled getting attention of Paparazzi.

Gulf smiled and glance at Jiya.

Gulf: Phi, you asked me earlier what this music label means. So, before telling the world i wanna tell you.

Media waited for gulf's attention but what caught mew's attention was the girl who stood close beside gulf. He heard few reporters saying tonight Jiya looked like a bride surely gulf was going to make big announcement about them being in relationship.  Mew tried his best to avoid but such word surely hurt. Looking at them so close and talking with smile made mew uncomfortable.

Though mew was finding himself unworthy of gulf but it was difficult to see him getting attached to someone else. Mew stood few steps away from stage while jiya was standing on stage near gulf they both were talking and smiling at each other. Unable to take more of the gossips around also, it was painful watching the person he loved so close to someone else diverting his attention at some business associates he stayed.

Gulf: This label means world to me it is someone's dream that i completed today. That person is the one i love.

Jiya was shocked at his confession but then she smiled.

Jiya: At least tell me the name of girl why so much of suspense. Let me also be jealous a bit.

Gulf: I am a gay phi and love men.

Jiya: Are you in a relationship with Mr Suppasit?

Gulf: How do you know?

Jiya: No, wonder he was so restless when you were in custody and went mad to get you out. He literally stacked his company to get you bailed out and even made sure you are not touched. It was him who made me tell you not to leave the contract rather stay and make your demands. It was all his plan against amigos i was just helping deliver his messages. Even when you were about to attacked he literally crashed the police for your safety.

Gulf just thanked jiya and asked his crew to give him headphone and attached mike.

Mew was on verge of breaking looking at gulf so close to jiya as she was talking in his ears. He was about to move when zee held his wrist and gulf's voice stopped him. His back was facing the stage. 

Gulf: Hello Everyone good evening and a warm welcome. Today as i unveil my music label and music studio MG. I want to thank each and everyone who stood by me in this journey.  My fans, my crew, my team each in one of you. He said keeping his hand on his heart.

I want to introduce everyone to my family. (Smiling): shocked, who doesn't know Kanawut's but my identity is not only because of kanawut but because of all those smiling faces there.

He said walking down from the stage as the spotlight travelled along.

My mae shael Kanawut and Ruby Suppasit(Many reporter's gasped at that mention. After all she is the leading businesswoman) , my phor Herman Kanawut, my phi's who had been my strong supporters even when i wasn't a star. Phi yatch, phi boat, phi bright, phi saint, phi win and last but not the least phi zee. Mew's eyes got wet knowing he was not even in the list of his family. May be it was over for them.

Gulf walked down the stage towards his family. Phi zee can you please join us here gulf requested as he stood at a distance. Also, my little mia he said carrying her in his arms kissing her cheeks. He was slightly sweating due to all the running around but still held the smile. The earphone and mike in his ear looked ever so stylish with those diamond danglers in left ears..

'They complete my life, I thank you for being there with me' He said giving a soft wai.

They all stood up and applauded for gulf.

Every interview, every fan of mine wanted to know what made Gulf Kanawut the star he is today.

I want to reply this question first then the next that is plastered on each face today.

A naive boy who had not understood life lived it care free until he met someone who became his life. He fell in love with a selfless person who could get stars under his feet. Love is just not enough there has to be trouble in the path so did they have.

Loosing him once was not enough but the boy lost him twice. Once he almost died and second time he became soul less. That selfless soul was ready to go to any extent just for the boy he loved.

Though that loving soul always felt bein incompetent for me but forgot that soul hadn't taken that dangerous step 2 years back gulf wouldn't be standing here alive. My life is indebted to him and would always be. He gave me a second life.

I remember i said in my interview after my first concert in Bangkok 'Once i receive what i love i would leave everything behind' i was very serious then. Therefore the person who knew what i was talking about decided to give me a reality check with a harsh slap and he did by taking himself away from me.

It hurt a lot but more then me it hurt that soul. Going through most crucial phase, that person fought bravely.  Struggling to live even counted breaths so i could be saved and i wasn't near him because of my own deeds. Getting a little better when he knew i landed in trouble he ran for me. Guys, i am truly a jerk i have broken this person's heart but heights that person still trusts me.

When I was caught in rave party incident whole fandom was in chaos. My family also had second thought but that person silently kept supporting me. He fought with our own (looking at his parents) Am I right mom dad? They nodded in affirmation... Just to prove I would never do drugs.

Everyone here probably know phi Jiya helped to get me out of the case. She is a sweet girl, smart, beautiful. Her support meant a lot for me but no one knows the brain that worked hard keeping a complete company as  bait for my release.

Am I right phi jiya?

She just nodded with tear in her eyes.

Thank you phi zee for informing me how that person was with me in the times of my unconciousness due to stress and unwanted drugs given to me. Throwing everything away just to be my anchor. Became my shadow which no one could see.

That person took over as my crew member to extend his support to me at my every concert unknown to me.

Grandpa you were happy isn't it knowing we were away (he said looking straight into his grandfather's eyes). I took up the challenge 2 years back you made it a point to hurt my love. When that person knew you were behind the rave party incident you challenged him through phi Rain to get me harmed.

'Just to get us separated. "

You also threatened him saying you won't ever allow me to fullfill my dreams and crush everything if that person continued to be with me. To save me from all humiliation, pain and cruelty my love gave up. Taking all the pain and striving within being unnoticed.

Thank you phi Rain for all those recordings and statements.

You all thought we were away and broken apart forever isn't it? (He said staring straight in eyes of his grandfather)  Only i was away not him my love stayed near yet away to save me from the harsh plans that you were playing along with others. I can see the happiness shone in your eyes and i hate it.

Why you did this for money, pride, property?

Today you also thought that i would just leave my boo forever isn't it?

I just hate you grandpa for even thinking of separating us just because we are both man.

At this media started chit chatting but gulf cared least he continued.

The deal made between us two years back is completed and i would wish never to see you again. I am sorry to say your dream of separating us would never come true.

The grandfather's were about to say further but he went near his grandfathers stood in between and spoke softly Boo, is a businessman so he didn't use those proofs against you but I am a naive kid and would destroy your name and complete empire. You both dared to hurt him and would have to pay for it. Move now before i open up everything here infront of everyone.

Shouting: Breaking all my ties with you both i warn you to stay away and if even a hair of my boo i will not even allow you a grave.

He again started walking towards the stage making grandfather's storm out of the party after having such humiliation.

So, today i Gulf Kanawut gives way to the biggest news of my life.

I stand here with so many songs to my name all credits to him because he separated soul from me and i put that pain in my songs. He taught me to love, to live, to prosper, to fight, to conquer.

He wiped his eyes...

But in doing this he never left my side. As said he stood right beside me  gulf said pointing on his side, entangled with me. World cannot see him but i always felt him.

It took me 2 years to know, that person attended my each concert sitting in pavilion. As member of my crew he ran behind me supporting my efforts. He bought my each signed music album copy. He fanboyed me on social media platform and reached my voice to millions working as distributor for my label.

World created lot of difference and kept hurting me to save me from pain 😢 every moment he gave me pain once and for all. He separated himself from me and never allowed me to know all the knives hurled at me because he was shielding me.

A media person asked me about my name being attached with Eminent artist phi Jiya are we in a relationship and yesterday her proposal with all pomp garnered a lot of media attention. She was the one who stood by my me helping me to clear my name from the controversy that occurred. She is indeed a very good friend but surely not the person i love. Though my fan saw her as my messiah who helped during my downfall but the truth is she was not the only one. It was my family who silently supported me.

Thank you phi zee, phi bright, phi saint, phi boat, phi yatch, big thank you and gratitude to my mae and phor who accepted me as I am, loved me a lot and even after being angry stood by me.

Still if answer to my relationship is not clear then i today clearly state my answer to every proposal sent across.

My answer is 'No'

I am in a steady relationship for past 2 years. That person is only one i love and would keep loving. You had asked me to choose two years back but my answer never changed boo it was always the same. Yes, i was scared but today i stand up head high and accept this relationship.

So, now let's get to the know the person i love. He is a respectable businessman and his name is enough in market to shake the stocks but he is enough to shake my complete world.

Reporter: Is it a he???

Gulf(smiling): Yes, it is a he... He is a man only my man... 

After my dad a person whom i admire and love to the moon and back. He is my family, life, love, everything i ever desired off My Boo, My tharn,
Mr Mew Suppasit.

Boo, i want you to come on the stage. Enough of hiding boo it's been two years and it's time to tell the world we belong to each other. The proof was always on my finger he said flashing the promise ring mew gave him back on the island.

'Kana just loves his tharn'

Grandpa we completed two years without any controversy so here's to the biggest controversy i gift my boo.

Gulf bent in adoration and thanking then went down on his knees with beautiful sapphire ring held in his finger.

"Will you get entangled with me?"

Mew: Sorry, i just need sometime to answer this. Thank you for coming and giving your time.. kindly enjoy the night...

He didn't know what to answer so he just gave a simple thank you speech before moving. Mew was drenched in his tears.

He walked towards the stage accepted the ring but didn't adorn it. Holding it between their palms he pulled held gulfs hand. After thanking he pulled gulf alongwith him. Gulf followed him smiling because he was ready being fearless for whatever was coming ahead. His crew and family was competent to handle the rest.

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Mew got him to the closet room in studio. It had his clothes hanging neatly at a side, a L shaped floor mattress laid for seating which can be extended to bed in the middle with a low tea table.  There were drinks nicely laid with flowers arranged on the table.

Mew pushed gulf inside and locked the door. Gulf raised an eyebrow looking at mew licking his dry lips. As mew made his way towards the mirror gulf walked behind and stood at a distance near a wall resting his back and crossing his arms.

Mew stood infront of a full size mirror with lights around it. While gulf  stood behind him leaning on the wall. He was surely raising gulf's heartbeat, he was completely flushed watching mew. Mew removed and dropped his suit.

Gulf: Are we so desperate that couldn't wait for the party to get over?

Mew rolled his eyes but didn't reply he softly unbuttoned his shirts pushing his shirt from his left shoulder as he couldn't use the left hand , exposing his naked body. He shivered as the silk shirt slipped off and cool air touched his skin. Gulf was breathing heavily looking at his man .

Gulf: Just handsome as you were.

Mew pulled gulf towards the mirror making him look carefully at his body. Gulf was clueless what mew was trying to do.

Mew: Open your eyes wide and see I am not the same person you met 2 years back. Not as handsome or healthy or smart as i was. I am just a scarred human with a disability he said looking at his left shivering hand which he left to hang.

Your life partner should be someone who can shoulder your stardom and stand infront to get clicked by Paparazzi. A person who would make you feel precious.

Tears ran down his cheeks as he closed his eyes. This was not easy it felt like tearing his skin and removing his heart.

Gulf knew this was going to happen but didn't feel mew would be hurting himself this badly. Gulf held his elbow and turned him around now there body was facing each other. He softly touched each scar brushing it with his cold finger sending shiver across mews body.

Gulf: Don't you love me?

Boo answer me.. look into my eyes and answer... He said softly looking into mew's eyes which opened shocked at gulf's first question. Gulf was still sober didn't shed a single tear he was very calm observing the person who stood infront of him. He knew mew was broken he had been through lot of pain it was his turn to make mew understand that they aren't meant to be away but together.

Mew was struggling to get out of gulf's grip which made him angry. He just wanted mew to confess his heart. Only one way was what gulf could see and he was sure it would work that was provoking.

Gulf: Tell me boo it won't matter to you if i die...

Mew: I love you damn it and your life matters. I am alive because i knew you are safe.

Gulf had smile as if he had won half war he allowed his fingers to trace a long scar that ran along mew's chest. Mew caught his hand because he couldn't take that soft touch anymore. He was craving for it, he wanted him but his conditions were stopping him.

Gulf looked at him with sad eyes.

Gulf: If you being scarred is the reason to be away from me then i am the reason of these. These don't make you ugly but make me look horrible for being the one because of whom you have these.

He gently held his left hand firmly in his as mew was trying to remove it from the grip.

Gulf: Stop struggling boo, i am not leaving this hand ever... He said lifting and placing a chaste kiss on it.

This hand isn't working because this body was shielding my life and reached to this point. These are the hands which have picked me up at my weakest. Engulfed my palm when i feared and sweated back stage.

How could you even think of separating from me when my life is residing here. Gulf said softly touching mew's chest on his heart area. Allowing his soft lips to lay kisses on his pectorals travelling towards his nipples. Unable to take the sweet torture mew closed his eyes.

Gulf was kissing mew like a hungry lion. Softly swirling the tongue around nipple he earned moan from his boo. Mew knew he had lost the war raging within him because his body was surrendered to his kids touch.

They both indulged in the kiss and gulf walked backwards pulling mew along towards the low mattress. Turning him he pushed on the bed tying his hands with his silk tie binding it together and pulling it upward.

Biting his nipple he allowed his hands to open mews belt and unbutton his pants. Mew was completely lost.

Mew: ehhhhmmm... Don't stop... Ahhha.

Gulf: I am not allowing you to touch me. I want you to feel how i felt for two years... Yes, I won't stop till you make me yours forever. He was kissing mew biting and sucking his lips again and again.

Mew: I was also away from you and equally hurt.

Gulf: You met me touched me unknown to me.

Gulf said turning to take ice cubes kept on the table.

Mew:.hmmmm oh god

Gulf had taken an ice cube in his mouth and was tracing it from his chest till mews pelvis. He looked at mews erect member and moved tye ice on it slit making it ooze with pre cum. He was in mess moaning unable to even touch gulf.

Mew: Stop torturing please...

Gulf continued to trace the ice over his body turning his pale skin red with cold sensation. Taking the cube to the navel he dug it making mew moan louder sucking ut hard.

Mew: Please.... I... Ehhmmm

Gulf: Tell me boo what? Would you dare to go away from me?

He said holding mew's genius in his palms stroking it softly.

Mew: No ahhssshh would never leave you. I want you... Hmmm

Gulf: How badly do you want me boo?

He softly allowed mew's dick into his mouth with the ice sending different sensation throughout mew's body. Mew's body was tensed up and his little genius twitching with pain. As gulf's head bobbed up and down on his dick mew squirmed with pleasure.

Mew was in ecstasy trapped under the person he loved the most. Gulf untied his hand mew immediately held his back tight. With gulf helping in discarding his clothes and throwing it away mew allowed his body to feel the warmth of gulf's skin. He basked in the fragrance how much had he missed it.

Gulf: Boo, say again that you love me.

Mew was now in tease mood but Gulf said with a evil smirk showing him the lube. Mew smiled knowing his little devil wanted more. He lubed his finger allowing it into gulfs hole scissoring it.

Hhmmm... Booo... I...missed you so much..

While gulf enjoyed the tease his hands played with mews nipple.

Mew: ehmm you are too tight baby...

Gulf was going mad with pleasure he just wanted to feel mew inside him.

Gulf: Pl.. eeass..fuck me deep and hard i have craved for you boo every night.

Mew loving sucked Gulf's cock while he fingered his hole getting him ready.
Finally feeling gulf is ready he entered h earning a stiffened scream as it hurt.

Mew held him in embrace allowing his body to adapt. Then letting him on his back and raising his legs on shoulder he started moving in and out..

Gulf: This is so goo.. fafster...

His word weren't supporting him as pleasure surged in his body. His cock was grinding between their bodies as mew slammed into his whole. Going in full speed mew was making gulf moan louder. At ever slam gulf sweared on his man's love to be forever with him.

Mew: Cum for me my love...

Tears of happiness ran down gulf's cheek finally hearing his boo's loving words straight from the heart. In few final strokes kissing each other hard both cum in unison. They didn't have enough of each other but needed to stop because gulf needed to think about mews health condition. Mew was breathy heavily and looked tired.

Cleaning themselves gulf gave mew his clothes to change as his suit was crumpled. Gulf arranged the bed properly he made a call informing his family and 'run that they weren't joining back. His eyes landed on the ring that he had given mew it was kept on the dressing table beside the mirror. He took it and  allowed himself to lie on his boo's chest. The harmonious rythm of mews heartbeat was like a soothing music to his ears.

Gulf: Were you serious with whatever you said after entering the room.

Mew (sighing): I love you bii...

On hearing the sweetest word bii gulf kissed mews chest he slipped the ring into his boos finger then kissed his hand holding it around himself and hugged him even tighter.

Gulf: I don't care even if you meant any of those because i am going to be with you.

Mew: (smiling) I Didn't have courage to stay away from you neither, could i make up mind to ask someone as handsome as you to be with an handicap..

Gulf: Boo, mind your words while talking about my husband...

Mew smiled ruffling gulf's hair

Mew: Being afraid that you might not want to be with me because of my state... I decided to speak up and accept the rejection from your end.

Gulf raised his head in shock..

Gulf: How did you think i would reject you?

Mew: Though i was jealous but seeing you with those handsome men and woman on cover page i wished that beautiful life for you. I thought may be you would also wish the same.

Gulf: Life behind the make up is not true you know that phi. You are more handsome then any man i have met and your heart is beautiful then of any women. You would see the best boo .. I am sorry for hurting you..

Mew:  You have really grown up bii.. I have missed you every moment. Lying on that hospital cold bed i wished to feel your warmth. When i couldn't breath due to lungs being stiff i would pray for each breath just a little extension of life. A night when i almost gave up my breath were just few i saw phi zee crying kneeling beside my bed. Bright lost his consciousness leaning of win who was in pain seeing me and Bright.

I just imagined if that's phi zee and brights condition who are so strong what would happen to you on Knowing i was no more. I can't even think of dying due to fear of your being alone and scared. With Grandpa's being so shrewd scared me even more.

Gulf: Enough boo, don't hurt and stop thinking anything negative. I just want to be with you till i breath my last. One thing is bugging me how did you made P'Rain ask forgiveness?

Mew: Her GF is my ex collage mate she is a good friend. Also, her father's company was in debt after my shares from Jay uncle came under my name. Due to uncle Thara's criminal background investors backed out she was in huge debt. Many projects stalled there was a time that IT department was to seal their house throwing them out.  Uncle thara was assaulted in the jail.

Gulf: You did it?

Mew: I can go to any level to save you bii. She had raised her hand on you how can i leave her so easily. Finally she had to agree but knowing about her fears i could relate her problem with ours. So, i decided to help out and now we are on good terms.

Gulf: Boo, Let's get married i am scared you would run away.

Mew: Jealous haan.. (smiling) I could never run away because I am 'entangled with you'

It was beginning of a blissful time together. May be in life they would incur a lot of challenge some might throw them in chaos but they would fight them together and stay each other as bii and boo forever....

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Thanks a lot for all the supporters and love you all gave this story...  I might be tortoise in update but I am an Lion true to my words and would finish my story....

See you in the next story coming up soon it's also a mewgulf spin off with a twist...