Sanskaar

I came in the kitchen to prepare something for her, whenever I came here I prepared for myself. I don't have hobby to cook but I love to cook and this quality family also don't know. I started to prepare breakfast.

"Shit" In her process I almost forgot about my family. I never stay outside house, I frequently got late to go home but I always inform them.

"Ohh God how will I able to face them and specially Ragini" my heart start beating fast due to the fear.

"I will see that later when I will face them" I quickly made breakfast and went towards her as I want to go home.

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●●Swara●●

He came taking breakfast and place beside me. He served tea and breakfast like gentlemen and gave to me. I silently took from him while looking toward him were his face showing some worridness but why I even care?? Thinking this I ignored it.

"Wo actually I am going home, if you need anything just call this number." He forward his Card.

"Sanskaar Maheshwari" so his name is Sanskaar Maheshwari. I just nod my head.

"When you feel better go and fresh, I will tell someone to arrange your clothes and don't go home alone, I will drop you after coming" I just nodding my head.

" Don't worry I will not go, I know now I am your slave" I smiled sadly thinking may be is worry what if I will not come back.

" You got unconscious before sometime, doctor said you have to rest and I am the reason that you suffer so it's my responsibility to reach you home safely" saying this he left. Listening his word I got little shock.

"Is he feeling guilty? But why??" Question raised in my mind but there is no answer for my question.

I switched on TV to distract myself. I started to watch news channel were big headline playing on "xxx club got raid" which made me shock.

"How this happened??" 

I looked out my phone but I did not found but then I remembered sanskaar got me here. My eyes catched the telephone which was my side. I dialled my friend no to know the matter, hopping she will be fine.

"Are you ok?" I asked her hurriedly when she picked the phone.

"Thank God you called me, you know how much I was worried for you but how are you swara and were are you?" she really sound worried for me. I really feel blessed having friend like her.

"I am fine Kavita and I am in his flat" I told her giving her relief.

"But what are you doing in his flat??" She asked me being shock, I narrated my story.

"I was thinking him good seeing his care but he also like other, you know because of him police raid this club" she sounded disappointed.

"Because of him means??" I asked her confusing.

"He informed the police" she said making me shock.

"What??? "

" Ya..."

"I will call you later" I cut the phone, thinking about his behaviour

"What this men want?? He is so confusing" I took long breath and release.

"Thank god, he did deal with me otherwise I don't know how I will able to arrange money" tear escape from my eyes but who cares.

Someone knocked on the door, I got up from the bed and open the door.

"Ma'am your clothes" she handover the clothes. I took and went to fresh up.

I looked myself in the mirror, yesterday night flashed infront of me, tears rolled down from my eyes feeling disgusting myself. I ran water from my body to remove his touch but water is not enough. I came out after refreshing myself, I was wearing white shirt along with black skirt till below knees.

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♤♤ Sanskaar♤♤

I am standing infront of my house, were first time in my life I hesitating to enter inside. I took long breath and enter inside were I spot my maa and badi maa sitting on sofa discussing something casually.

"Sanskaar were are you?" My mother shoot question while coming near me.

"Wo I am with friend" I lied without looking at them and I am really feeling guilty to telling them lie.

" But you can atleast pic the phone call na, you know how much we are worried for you, thank god I called your friend and he told me you are with him" she shakes her head in disappointment.

"I am sorry mom" I bowed my head in guilty.

"Don't do this next time, if you be with your friend then just gave us call" she pet my cheeks were I nod my head and went towards room.

I entered in the room were Ragini folding clothes thinking something and Lavya is sitting on bed playing with her toys, more guilty took placed in my heart.

" Papa" she sequel in happiness were Ragini tooked towards me.

"Where are you sanskaar??" She asked me which made suprised as she never asked me before.

" Wo I was with friend" I lied hesitantly. I walked towards the Lavya and took her in arm were Ragini went from there.

"I have to tell her truth, rest will be her decision" I took long  breath to calming myself.

She came with tea, I took silently from her without looking at her. I drank tea and went in washroom to get fresh as it suffocating me to stand infront of her. I took long shower to fresh myself. I wear clothes and again went outside.

Sanskaar pov end

Ragini pov
I don't know why Sanskaar did not return yesterday, he don't even inform mom. He always inform mom. Thank god mom called his friend and he told he was with him.

I was folding clothes when he enter in the room giving me relief. I asked him, he said he was with his friend but one thing I felt unusual he did not look at me. I don't know I am overthinking or something else.

I brushed my thought and bring him tea, he silently took from me and drank without taking to me but it's common and usual between us and it's because of me only.

He came out after taking shower, he took his belonging and again went outside without saying anything to me, this distance and silent created only me. I did not gave chance my relationship when he was trying to speak to me but I..

"Haa comming maa" maa called me breaking my thoughts.

Ragini pov end

Sanskaar again came in the flat, he directly went to Swara room were she sleeping peacefully. He slowly closed door and came outside, he sit on the sofa resting his head on back. He was tired so he also sleep that position only.

Swara woke up, she looked around and realised, this is not her home. She got up from the bed and came outside, her eyes catched Sanskaar who was sleeping peacefully. She looks moved her head to search something. She went towards the direction which she was searching. She took out vessel and made tea.

"What are you doing here??" She gapes as Sanskaar called out her back.

"Ohh sorry without asking I made tea" She asked sorry feeling guilty as she did not took permission from him.

"It's ok, I just asked you casually" Sanskaar made her relaxed.

"Thank you" she gave him smile.

"If you don't mind can I get tea??" He asked her as he still feeling sleepy.

"Yaa sure" she poured tea in two Cup. She gave one cup to him and took one cup for herself.

"Can I ask you one question??" Swara break the silence after gaining some courage.

"Ya sure" sanskaar took one sip of tea and looked towards her.

"Why you informed to the police about that xyz club?" She took long breath and looked towards him to know his answer.

"They are taking advantage of girls helplessness and this is illegal" he took another seeps of tea.

"But you also sleep with me to satisfy yourself" it's hurt her while saying this but it's also truth.

"My friend provoke me, making me drunk and I am seriously sorry about this, I never wanted to hurt you" her word made him more guilty.

"But you still want to continue this" she asked him getting confused as morning he gave her offer and now he taking something else.

"I lied as I don't want you to go there and I am sure you did not come for yourself to this shit" he said making her shock.

" You can't do this me ok, you did deal with me that you will give me money" tear escaped from her eyes, thinking if he cancel deal then how she will get money for her father treatment.

"Why you want to do which hurt you??" Sanskaar asked her, he was feeling bad for her.

"I am happy with it then What's your problem?? I want money to enjoy my life, if you want to break this deal then ok, I will go to somewhere else." tears continuesly falling from her eyes 

"I am going" before she can go Sanskaar pulled towards him.

"How much money you want??" He asked her angrily were she try to free herself with his grip.

" 8 lakh" she looked towards him while stopping her struggle.

He leaved her arm, he took out checkbook from coat along with pen, he write amount on check and forward to Swara, putting back checkbook in coat.

" How can I take this without giving anything??" Swara asked him teary eyes.

" I want promised from you that you will not go there again and if you tell me truth why you want money then I will be happy thinking I helped someone for good cause" sanskaar said looking at Swara who was thinking something.

" My father is in ICU due to heart attack and I don't have money to do his operations" she sit on floor while crying were Sanskaar sit infront of her bending in knees.

"Shhaa it's ok, now your father will be fine" he hessitatly put his hand on her shoulder were she immediately hug him while crying.

" You know I don't want to sale myself but I don't had option,it's so disgusting. I asked everyone for money but no one ready to gave me" she cried loudly were more guilty took placed in Sanskaar heart as he unknowingly made feel disgusted someone.

After sometime swara calm down and realised her position, she immediately pulled herself murmuring sorry.

" First get fresh then took this check. I will drop you in hospital" he forward his nepkin to her. She silently tookband wipe tears.

"How can I took check??" She looked towards him were her become red due to crying.

"First let your father get fine, then search good job or just call me I will give you, after that you can pay my money little little depth. Is it ok for you?" Swara just nod her head.

"Now get up and fresh" swara got up from floor and went to the room.

Swara got fresh and come out. Swara set on passager seat and Sanskaar sat behind the wheel and drowned the car.

Journey was silent, one was relief finding money for her father treatment while thanking him for help were other one guilty for cheating his wife.

Sanskaar Stop the car infront of hospital.

" Thank you for money, I never foget your depth in my life but Why you help me??" Swara looked towards him with thankful eyes.

"As I never hurt anyone in my life but I hurt you unknowingly" Sanskaar feels guilty.

" You don't hurt me, I was the one who came there myself. If instead of you if other person would be there, I don't know what was my state" her eyes filled with tears.

" one more thing your would be wife very lucky as she will get you who care for other so much " she said giving small smile were Sanskaar smiled sadly.

"By the way what is your name"

" Swara Gadodia " saying this she got down from the care and walked towards the hospital.

To be continued...