I entered in the room and closed the door.  I went towards him bowing my head. " He Was drunk" He looked towards me with desired lusty eyes and start kissing me which made me feel disgusted but  have I right to say no?. "Big no" I smiled on my fate sadly as he payed for my body. In this shit we can't say no, let men use our body how they want to use,  just satisfied them if you are not ready also.

He was touching my neck were his every touch making me disgust. I just wanted to run from here and hide somewhere but that not option available in my fate. I wanted to cry, bang infront of him not to touch me but I have fear that what if he tell to my owner that he did not got happy with me. I can't take risk so decide to keep quiet.

He removed my blouse reviling my things, tear slide down from my eyes. " If he dud not get happy then you will not get pay for it so think before doing something" word rang in my mind.  I quickly wiped it as I don't want him to unhappy.

He picked me and placed me on bed. He came upon me and start pleasuring himself were my heart crying in pain but no one there to wipe my tear. I clutched bedsheet tightly to bearing the pain. He took my last varginity which I saved my husband but took it some unknown men. He slept over me after satisfacting
himself were I was crying in pain which was feeling physically and mentally.

I swara Bose who was dancing in Bar, it's not my shock but my helplessness. My mother died while giving birth to me. After 2 years my dad married again as he thought I need mother but my bad luck she never love me as a mother. Two years back my dad got heart attacked and doctor strictly said him to take rest which lead to incomes stop comming in my house.

My mother blackmailed me to dance in bar and if I denied he will stop my dad treatment. I promise her that I will do job but she told if I do job then my sister have to dance. I love my sister, what if she is my step mother and dad daughter. I can't let her do it , so I agree finally.

Last two year I am dancing in this club but I never let anyone touch. But today my father is in ICU so I have to sold myself to save my father. From today I don't know how many men going to touch me, tears rolled down from my eyes but no one going to wipe my tears. Sleep took over me due to tiredness.

Swara POV end

Sanskaar pov
I open my eyes were I felt headache, feeling like my head will brust any time. I felt something under me, I widen my eyes as some girl lieing under me without any clothes. I looked myself were my state was same. I immediately got up from her were she winced in pain. I wears my clothes which was lying with her clothes.

"How can I do this??" As I remembered what blunder did in alcohol effect.

"How can I cheat Ragini?? she is my wife"  I held my hair in frustrating remembering about my wife.

I looked towards that girl, Who was holding bedsheet near her chest covering herself. She looked towards me but looking my gaze she immediately looked other side giving me disgusting look. It hurts me but I deserve it . Her eyes was puffy, may be she cried whole night, her nose and eyes become red. Her face was pale. I felt guilty. 

"Why you did not stopped me??" I asked her without looking her as I am feeling shame on myself.

"If you don't want to do then why you buy me to pleasuring you" she statistically smiled making me more guilty. Tear rolled down from her eyes but she quickly wiped it as she don't want to show.

I was about to tell her but she got up from bed and wince in pain. I hold her from shoulder.

"Carefull" I said being concerned. She looked towards me and took her step back as I was holding her bare shoulders. Seeing her face I guess she felt uncomfortable. I leave her seeing her uneasiness.

One thing I got sure she was not here own willing seeing her behaviour.

"Should I ask her?" I asked myself but before I ask something she fall unconscious on me. I hold her from waist were I got panicked. I petted her face but she did not response.

I picked her in arm and made her lied on bed. I was about to run outside to call someone but I realised she did not weared anything. I came back to her and picked her clothes.

I was hesitant to wear her clothes but I don't have any option, murmuring sorry I made her wear. My eyes went towards mark which was unknowingly given by me.

"How can I hurt this girl?? I know God never going to forgive me and I am ready to accept what ever god give me punishment" tear rolled down from my eyes feeling guilty as I never hurt anyone.

I went outside and called the owner of this club. I asked him to call doctor but he gave me uninterested look.

"She don't have experience that's why she got unconscious" he picked the glass of water and about to throw on her but I hold his hand angrily.

"What are you doing??" I shout on him angrily.

" Why are you getting angry?? You enjoyed that it, why are concerned about her. She is just sl*t and she is getting money for this" he said casually.

"Just because you like you men they are like this, you are using their weakness offering them money. You just getting money through them but not more now" I got angry on him and I know making  understand them there is no use as money more important for them instead of humanity .

I dial police no and called them, he tried to stop me but I did not listen to him. I pic that girl and made her sit in car as it's not good to leave her here. I sat behind wheel and drive the car.

I came in my flat while picking in her arm which was not big. I offenly came here when I got sad. My family know about this but they never came here as I always prefer to go home at night.

I made her lie on bed and called the doctor. I took here as there club many investigation going and I don't want to drag myself nor her but atleast other girls will realised from that hell.

My thoughts broken when doctor entered in the room. She checked her gave the medicine. She told me due to the stressed and physical pain while giving me disgusting looked which I never got from anyone. Doctor left.

I looked towards that girl who was still unconsciousness. I disgusted myself. I never touched or see any girl with bad eyes but why I did this disgusting thing. I know she got money for this still how can I do this?? How can I cheat my wife.

I was so lost in my thought that I did not realised when she got conscious and sit on bed.

" Are you fine?" I asked being concerned.

" Where I am??" She asked me instead of replying me while looking here and there.

" In my flat, you are unconscious so l took you here" I politely said.

"How can you do this?? I have to go there" she try to get up but I hold her arm to stop her were tears running from her cheeks.

" You are not going  there again" I said as I am not going to send her that again.

" Who are you to stop me?? You got what you want now leave me or you want more but you have to pay more. Just quickly do what you want and leave me" she said without looking at me.

"If I will pay you every night then you will not go there??" I asked her as I know if l let her go she will not able to go that club as already police raid there so she will try to find other club.

I know She is doing for money but I don't think this money for her, if she was doing for herself then she did not cry. But she is crying and I don't want someone use her weakness.

"But you have to give me amount what ever I will ask" she said with chocking word.

" Ok, but you take rest now, I am coming with breakfast" I left from there.

Sanskaar pov end.

Swara pov

I opened my eyes feeling pain in me as he got up from me. He weared his clothes were I just hide myself with bedsheet. He was looking towards me which making me feel disgust myself.

" May be he want more but I don't have any energy to bear more as my body paining like hell" tear rolled down but I quickly wiped it as I don't want show him .

" Why you did not stopped me??" He asked me making me confused as why he wanted to stop me if he paid for me. I brushed my  thought.

""If you don't want to do then why you buy me to pleasuring you" I smiled sadly were Tear rolled down from eyes but I quickly wiped it.

I got up from bed but I winced in pain. He hold my shoulder saying careful, I looked towards him thinking why he is caring now? I felt uncomfortable feeling his hand on my bare shoulders so I quickly took my step back, may be he sensed it and leave my shoulder. I was about to go but my eyes got blackout.

I opened my eyes were I was lieing on some room. I quickly sat on the bed and I got to know that this is not same room. My eyes went towards him who was sitting on sofa.

He asked about my wellbeing but I ignored him and asked him where I am. He told me he brought me in his flat as I got unconscious. My one friend told me in this work no men care for our state, they just use it how they want and leave it on bed without looking our wellbeing.

I felt little good as he care for that I was unconscious but I don't understand why he brought me in his house. I jerk my thought.

I have to go there again as I want money. I said him I want to go there but he denied. 

" May be he want more?? My mind said so I told him to do what ever he want to do quickly so I can go from here but he have to pay while saying this my heart crying in pain.

He offered me deal instead of going there. He want to sleep with me every night. Now I got to know why he brought me here. I smiled sadly on my fate. I thought sometime and accepted this deal as it better to sleep one men rather then many men's.

Swara pov end

To be continued