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I've been so tired.

Making so many excuses, guess you could call me a liar.

Everyday feels like I'm walking on fire;

The more it burns, the more it hurts.

I ask myself,

"Am I cursed?"

The feeling of doing something right for once is what I truly yearn for because everything I do, everything I touch, turns into dust.

That is when the feeling of negativity starts to seep in the ever so thin cracks in my hard crust.

Seeing how even the little things I do, I mess up, my aching soul begins to rust.

It's exhausting living a life so unjust.

It's hard to believe in others when, even yourself you don't trust.

I tried my very best to adjust, but it seems changing myself wasn't enough.

The difference is hard to tell of what still is & what once was.

Because nothing has changed & everything I hold still breaks.

One by one, the glued pages of my heart began to flake.

With each one, I endured such overwhelming pain,

But I put up a smile, although it's fake.

All my efforts, in all the wrong timings, just to find a will within me to keep surviving,

So I guess, I'll keep trying, I'll keep striving.

Because maybe, just maybe,

It was the thought of living that was dying.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE

Here's for all of you who feel this way. I want you to know everything will be alright, so please stay strong! Although, you may feel like everything you do is wrong, there will come a time where everything finally goes right. ♡ 

Thank you all very much for everything.

I hope you have a lovely day & a great life.

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