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The letters I had intended to send you a long time ago, still remain unsealed.

Not sure if I ever will, but I just can't find it in myself to peel those stickers,

to find whatever courage I have within me to send them.

The room's thick walls seem to filter my screams,

turning them into quiet whispers about all my big dreams.

This burden in my heart just keeps on growing. In fact, it's overflowing.

But I keep it all in. Because for others, it's not worth knowing.

I wake up every morning with a plastered smile on my face.

Participating in society's never-ending rat race.

I can no longer keep up with the pace,

and so I'm left behind as a disgrace.

I can't seem to find my way out of this maze,

Where do I go,

when I don't know?

Who do I call,

when no one's home?

But then again,

there never was a home where I truly felt like I belonged.

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