☆ミ ☆彡

Only when asleep does my soul wander.

Only when asleep does my mind ponder,

upon feelings that shouldn't be there,

and thoughts I have when no one's aware.

I wonder why life isn't fair,

it's eating me up just like a grizzly bear;

and I can't do anything.

Like a small kid in a room full of adults,

I look up at them like tall skyscrapers in amusement.

I'm still crawling,

crying,

and I just keep on falling.

They tell me it's alright, but I know they're all just lying.

Making my way around the house like a maze,

but I wish it was just a big bean sprout.

One way up, one way down.

You either climb, or just stay there and frown.

Climbing up the bean sprout, life is so hard.

I hope I don't fall down.

Once, I see the light and I'm so up high, I could touch the clouds.

It will all be worth it. 

I'll look back and smile,

seeing how small my problems really were.

☆ミ ☆彡