As they sat opposite to each other, Seokjin then got to see how Yoongi looked like. Yoongi seemed to look the same, with his stern cold face but the fire that always seem to be in his eyes was gone, they were empty.

"How have you been?" Yoongi asked, not waiting for a reply"You always like that, just keep on keeping everything to yourself. Look at you. Look at those dark circles. Are you having insomnia again? You also so thin now, are you skipping meals?..."

Starting with concern, his tone soon filled with rage. He sure was hurt just by seeing how Seokjin look. But it wasn't Seokjin that he was mad with, it was him. He failed took care of the one he loved and he hate himself for that

"I just...I'm sorry for everything. I thought that I was good, that I can achieve everything on my own. I was too full of myself by thinking that you wouldn't leave me because you love me. I was wrong, you know? I was too ignorant. I think of myself too high and when I realize the truth, you have already gone. I'm sorry. I truly am."

His eyes were teary as he said what he thought. All he knew was that, if he didn't try to save this relationship, he would forever ost Seokjin, who had been sacrifice everything for him without complaining. And losing Seokjin is just way worse than losing everything he was having now.

" I...I don't know what to say, to be honest. I'm sorry. It just...I can't think of anything right now."

"You don't have to say anything. I know how hard it is for you to think right now. Just listen to me is enough as all I ask for was forgiveness."

"Yoongi...I just don't want to keep running in that circle anymore. I'm afraid of the house that hold no warm. I'm afraid of sleeping and waiting for a person's warmth on the bed meant for two. Can you give me time? Just to let both of us think back about this relationship."

Silence soon filled the room. The air was suffocated. It wasn't like Seokjin missed the despair in the other's eyes, but he got no choice left. He just couldn't be the only one holding on to this relationship. Yoongi was too much of a workaholic to the point he forgot to eat, sleep, and even worse, him. He thought maybe a "rest" would be better, for both of them.

He assumed Yoongi would deny, would convince like how Yoongi always would but in fact, his agree surprised Seokjin once more. Had the past weeks really help?

"Is one moth good? I would have a one-month trip to Japan for a new movie. After that, I shall answer you."

"Will you hide from me? Will you talk to me?"

"No" Seokjin smile "I shall not hide. And yes, you can still talk to me."

"One month it is."

Yoongi started to leave right after his confirmation. He afraid he would break that newly made promise if he stayed any longer. He knew that he needs the other but now all he could do was being patient. One month was enough for him to take a look at everything, at him, at Seokjin and at them.