Moving out of my old place wasn't a big deal because I had only a few furniture. Most of the furniture was from the apartment. I had to leave some of the furniture like fridge, tv, fan there for now. I felt bad to give up the place. The apartments price in this area were hard to find. I decided to keep the room for now. Pam was a bit sour when I told her that I will keep my place.

"Are you planning to move back?" "Just in case."

"In case for what?"

"In case I have an exam and have to wake up early. This place is near to my university and it wouldn't hurt to do that."

Pam was mature enough to let me do that. We moved my stuff to her place.

We were together all the time, all day inside our apartment. We came outside only when we had a class or went out for food. The most important thing I took with me was my pillows. I carried them all here because I couldn't sleep without them. I felt bad that her well-decorated room now full of my pillows and old dolphin doll. It made her place look cheap.

"Dolphin? As if you knew."

Pam looked at my dolphin doll. We both laughed at our own little joke. "Yeah, I am so addicted to it. I couldn't sleep without it."

I said feeling a bit shy. "Yeah?"

Her jealous tone made me laugh.

"Are you jealous even with a doll?" "What do you mean?"

The sweet face didn't laugh. She was agitated. "I'm not that crazy."

"Then why do you look upset? Look at this, Pam. Here is a doll on my lap."

The sweet face was now laughing when she realized that she was really agitated.

"What happened to me?"

I looked at her sweet face who was now looking straight on the road. I fell in love with her over and over again and again. I understood her more in the past few days that we spent more time together. Pam was sweet, calm and always mature. But on the other hand, she was another woman who could feel up and down easily. Sometimes you couldn't predict how she felt at all. She was like a cat. And She was very very jealous. But she wasn't drama when she was jealous. Her facial expression was obvious when she didn't like anything. She didn't like me to dress too revealingly or talk about other men or women too often. I was dating a girl and not allowed to talk about other girls. Oh my!

"You are looking at me again. I'll drive off the bridge now." "I could die with you. We could be two naked angels."

"You always talk like this."

I was now being myself more. I didn't try to be polite all the time and she seemed to be okay with that even though sometimes she was too shy to talk. I tried to be a good friend and good girlfriend. It seemed to work.

"Do you remember you said you will wear the white gown often if I moved in with you? "

"I did wear it often. "

"Well sometimes you don't wear it."

I looked at her slender body and gently touched my finger on her arm. "Can you wear it tonight? Let's celebrate moving in together."

She slapped my hand teasingly. I cried out like it was so painful, calling for attention. She ignored me knowing I was teasing.

"Are you thinking about that when you look at me?" "I think about that when I look at someone else too."

I replied jokingly. But it seemed like the joke was too far. The atmosphere was now dead quiet.

"I was teasing. Don't be too serious."

"I just feel bad why can't you look at me and only me. Like the way I only look at you."

"I only look at you. Oh baby, why are you so sulky."

"You seemed to be more interested in other people than me. Dolphin and all..."

"The dolphin doll is a doll, Pam."

"I wanted you to be attached to me more than the doll. "

Sometimes the beautiful face was like a child. I wanted to kiss and hug her when she pouted. She was so cute.

"I'll stop paying attention to this doll."

I threw the doll away to the back and walked my fingers up her bright smooth art of the driver.

"If you wear the white gown for tonight, tomorrow night, the day after tomorrow night and the day after that and after."

"Do you like the gown that much?" "Yes."

I replied and looked at the sweet face passionately.

"But more than the white gown, I like to take it off more."

Pam switched back and forth, looking at me and the road shyly. "I guess I have to buy more gowns."

The beautiful face next to me already forgot what she said earlier. She hated men who looked at her sexually. I was a small girl who always talked dirty to her, no different than other men, but she was ok with that and was exceptional.

"If you don't like me talking like this, I won't do it again. I like to tease you, to see you shy I forgot that you don't like this topic and you don't like the sexual look people looked at you."

"Why did you mention this?"

"Once I was chosen by you, I forgot about how you feel. I don't want you to feel uncomfortable."

"No, I'm ok with that. I want to see you being yourself." Pam said softly I could hardly hear them.

"If it was you, I would feel ok."

My heart pounded so hard it was going to come right off my chest. I felt so good that I was an exception. I was special. She never rejected me and was content with me.

"I love you, Pam."

She looked surprised when I said that. "Why are you so quiet?"

"I feel like I'll get ripped off." "What rip off?"

"I feel like my clothes will get ripped off."

The sweet face whispered embarrassedly. I looked at her and giggled.

"I just said I love you. Why does it have anything to do with ripping you off?"

"Well, every time you said that, my clothes get ripped off every time."

Now I was shy, so I diverted my gaze out of the window. I wasn't only her passionate lover but also a horny one.

"Do you like me like this?"

The sweet face looked straight ahead on the road, didn't want to look me in the eye but nodded.

"Yes, I like it."

Oh, that was so cute. When we arrived at her apartment, Pam and I carried bags and luggage out of the car. But once we were at the lobby, Pam realized she forgot her mobile phone in her car. She put down all of the stuff down and returned to the car.

"I'll be back."

The sweet face walked back to the parking lot, leaving me waiting at the door. In the meantime, I felt friendly so I started a chat with a receptionist whom I saw frequently, including the security guy. After a while, someone touched my shoulder from behind.

"Is this a hundred-baht note yours?"

A clean, nice looking man pointed to the floor near me. I looked at the banknote.

"No, it's not mine,"

I said but I picked it up anyway and handed it to the counter in case someone was looking for it. The man looked impressed and we chatted a bit.

"Other people would say it's theirs."

"I don't want to take it. In case it's a dirty money.

The man laughed and he continued the conversation "Did you just move in today?"

"Yes, just today. I looked at my bags on the floor.

"I just moved in a couple days ago too. We are neighbors. Which floor are you?"

"ah.."

"Ruk."

Pam's voice was from behind me. I froze immediately despite the fact that I didn't do anything wrong. The man turned to Pam and smile nicely

"Excuse me then."

Now I thought I hated the guy. He quickly walked away as if he knew something would explode. Pam's tone was in a way, a signal that a small storm was forming.

"You're quick."

"I'm not that fast but it seems like you are having fun."

The sweet face walked toward an elevator with two empty hands, leaving my bags on the floor. I shouted out to her.

"What about my bags?"

"You carried your own bags."

Oh, again you little sweet face. I'll punish you hard.

As I expected she was sulky. She spoiled me about everything but not this. She was so Jealous and couldn't control herself. When we arrived in the apartment, she sat down quietly on the sofa at the end of the bed. I put down all the luggage I carried. I was quite exhausted but still walked toward her. Beautiful people can afford to pout.

"What's wrong baby?"

I hugged her but she rejected by moving to the other direction. "Are you mad that I talked to the neighbor?"

"You're fast to make friend. " "Noooo,"

I said slowly while rubbing my head all over her arm like a small kitten wanted to play.

"I just being friendly with everyone, reception, security guy," "Who is that man?"

"I don't know him."

"Why did you talk to him then?"

"We just had a chat like a neighbor."

"What about the reception? Why did you talk to her? "It's good to know her. I'll be living here now"

"But she is good-looking." "Pammmmmmmm."

"I'm jealous."

The sweet face admitted it and massaged her own head. "When can I stop this? I'm never like this before."

"You never dated with anyone before that's why you never be like this before. It's normal,"

"Did you have it before?"

"Neither did I. But I am falling in love for a long time," I move my face closer to hers.

" Think about it, if you were me, my girlfriend is so beautiful that everybody look at you when you walk past. How should that make me feel?"

The beautiful face was thinking about what I said. "How could you control your jealousy?"

"I trusted you."

"I trusted you too... "

Pam lowered her voice,

"But I don't trust other people." "I'm not a beauty queen."

"But you are for me."

What she just said made my heart pumped faster. My mood shifted now, so I pushed her to lay down on the sofa.

"What? You just.. "

"I love you, Pam." "Ruk."

"We're here now. Let me rip off your clothes. It's a celebration of the first day moving in together."

I gave her a big smile and looked at her passionately she didn't fight against that but looked surprise.

"Don't you have a part-time job today?"

My hand slowly took off the tiny t-shirt she wore. Now she had only a cute lace bra covered herself.

"I could be half an hour late. The manager won't say anything if you send me there."

"Half an hour is quite late. You should go earlier than that."

"This is up to you whether you're fast or slow to... your destination."

I leaned in and bit her ear gently. She moaned in her throat and that dive me in deeper in the mood.

"I want you to go slowly. I wanted to spend time swimming with you. I wanted to smell you and play with you."

"Poor Eak..."

Her voice trembled with heavy breathing. She tried to be quiet but that didn't satisfy me. Her moan was my favorite.

"If we drown, I'll save myself and then I'll save you. Let me check your heart. Where is your heart?"

I unhooked her bra and smiled tauntingly. I looked at her and licked my lip. "I think I found it. I'll check your heart."

Pam looked at me with her dazzling light brown eyes. She smiled and said. "You have to perform mouth to mouth resuscitation first. "

I kissed on her sensitive breast and smiled. Pam moaned and closed her eyes. She put her arms loosely around my neck.

"Let me check your hear first and I'll perform mouths to mouth later." "You're such a naughty kid."

It could be true what Pam said whenever we fought, it always ended up with me tearing off her clothes. It worked though and I like it. If I knew this would work, I'll do it the first thing when we were in the room. Why would I waste time on other things?

I was 10 minutes late to the coffee shop. I walked into the shop while Pam looked for a parking space. Eak, the manager called me in immediately after I walked in.

"Ruk, come here please. I want to introduce you to our new staff."

Said the manager. A sweet-looking girl walked in with a smile on her face. "Let me introduce you to our new part-time staff. Her name is Ne Ne. "

"You're her senior. Please advise her on the job." " Yes. "

I looked at the girl who gave a friendly smile to everybody. She was petite. I assumed she was a freshman. She reminded me of myself when I started here.

"You're very cheerful."

"Yes, but the manager is so strict."

"I've gone through that phase. Just do your work and if you have any questions, just let me know."

I gave her some advises. "Yes."

We introduced ourselves briefly and separated to do our own works. The manager tapped me on a shoulder and handed me a tray.

"Please take this order to the table by the window and be careful. It is hot."

I walked to the table as ordered with a hot cup of coffee. Despite the warning he gave me, I spilled hot coffee on my hand. It might be the move that I had been doing. I didn't have enough energy today.

"I'm so sorry. Did I spill on you? "

I asked the customer who were sitting there. She got up immediately but seemed to worry about me more.

"I'm ok. Are you ok?"

I would be lying if I said I was ok. The recently brew hot coffee was brewing on the back of my hand. Tears came out of my eyes. Eak saw the whole situation. He rushed in to help but got pushed out by someone else.

"Ruk!"

Pam squeezed pass everyone and quickly grabbed my hand. "Your hand is red."

"The coffee is hot but I'll be ok after I put some medicine."

She held my hand tightly as if it was the most delicate thing on earth. She looked at the customer accusingly. Eak quickly explained the situation after reading Pam's face.

"It was my idea to ask Ruk to bring coffee to the table."

"You asked Ruk to take it even though you knew it was very hot?"

Despite her sweet voice, her tone was stress and angry: The manager, who never saw Pam in this version before, paused.

"It was an accident. Nothing serious. It was my fault." I brushed off the situation quickly.

"If you put the right man in the right job, this won't happen". Pam said and blew on my hand as this would help.

"Do you know what this hand can do?"

Everybody in the shop who knew Pam, looked at us oddly. I quickly grabbed her and took her outside before she blurted out more dangerous things that could killed someone she loved.

"Please come with me." I said.

"You are coming with me." Pam said.

Now it was me who had to follow her. The sweet face dragged me outside. We got in a car and drove the nearest drug store. She fixed my hand with a bandage perfectly like she was a real doctor. I looked at her with worry. She seemed to be in a mood swing.

"You shouldn't say that to Eak. He looked so guilty."

"You should worry about yourself before someone else. Look at your hand."

Pam sighed and massaged her own head.

"Maybe I was overreacted but I couldn't help it. He knew it was very hot. He shouldn't ask you to do that. "

"But that's my job."

"It's so dangerous. You should quit. "

I burst out a laugh but she looked at me with a serious face. Obviously, she didn't understand why I laughed.

"Why are you laughing?"

"If I can't serve coffee, I couldn't do anything in life."

"Look at your hand, it's all red and blistered. You will be in pain tonight." "Why are you so worry about my hand?"

I said and looked at her cunningly.

"Are you worried about my hand? Or something else?"

I moved my five fingers to show her. But she didn't quite understand my joke, until she looked at me in the eyes. Her face blushed immediately.

"You silly!"

"You're so cute even when you said that." "Don't mock me. I'm still angry.

The sweet face was now laughing but stall aptated. I playfully put my head over her higher shoulder and check my watch.

"I got to go back in for work. Please don't go back in there. You should go back and wait for me at the apartment. I don't want everybody to feel uncomfortable. Please don't get offended."

"You just kick me out of there."

"No, it is not. Please don't get offended. Baby, believe me. I'll hurry home once the work is done. You will have time to calm down too."

She was a very jealous person but still Irrational, so she returned home. "Please hurry home."

"Yes, I will, I can't go anywhere too far. I miss you too."

Everyone looked at me when I walked back in. When I looked back at them, they all walked away. It was obvious that I was the topic they were talking about. That was too obvious.

"Ruk."

The manager approached me with stressful voice. He looked at my hand, now wrapped with a bandage.

"Is that hurt had?"

"No, it is nothing. I'll be ok. "

"Why Pam was so upset? She is so worry about you."

I wasn't sure if that was a trick question. I acted surprise and rolled my eyes. "Maybe it's a doctor instinct."

"Really?"

"Yes."

I replied quickly and wanted to walk away but the manager suddenly shot out the important question of the day.

"Did you break up with Pheme?"

I looked at him in the eyes and nodded my head. "Yes."

"Why? What happened?"

"Well, I guess it's a lifestyle issue. It doesn't match."

I said vaguely. Eak nodded acknowledging the information. "Are you have Pam has the same lifestyle?"

He asked and walked back to work. He didn't wait for an answer. I stood there quietly, no words came out. Or it might be better to tell everyone about it.