Song recommendation: Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Ray

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Jeongguk kissed Taehyung.

His lips were liquid ecstasy. The moment Jeongguk's lips locked Taehyung's like puzzle pieces made to fit perfectly, every woe and worry left Taehyung's body without a whiff. Every distressing thought that lurked his mind vanished into thin air like magic. And the only thing Taehyung could feel was warmth radiating all over his body and soul, from the core of his heart.

The room fell away around them. Taehyung had never gotten so lost in a kiss before. His heart kept missing beats and he couldn't bring Jeongguk close enough towards himself. Jeongguk gasped, feeling Taehyung pull him closer, his own hands entangling around Taehyung's neck. The older made sure to invade Jeongguk's mouth with his tongue, taking advantage of the situation, to taste Jeongguk further. To repaint his memories.

Taehyung tasted Jeongguk and he realized he'd been starving.

He had kissed many before. But it didn't burn him alive. It didn't make his heart beat like crazy and butterflies to explode in his stomach. It didn't make him feel like home, where he belonged.

Maybe the kiss lasted a minute. Maybe an hour. All Taehyung knew was that no one could ever make him feel the way Jeongguk did. Jeongguk was his person. He'd been waiting for him his whole life. How dare he even think about letting him go?

Jeongguk made his soul sing with joy. He made him feel complete. A faint taste of alcohol numbed at his senses as Taehyung tasted Jeongguk, along with that saccharine sweet taste that always lurked on Jeongguk's lips. Taehyung's mind was in a frenzy, any kind of logic and reason not crossing his mind as he tasted Jeongguk, like a lunatic, drinking in the intoxication of the drug named Jeongguk. He was getting addicted all over again.

Taehyung felt Jeongguk sigh against his mouth and Taehyung inhaled him, his lungs filling with Jeongguk's scent of colonge and that heavently smell that clung to Jeongguk all the time. As if he inhaled a drug, a euphoric feeling numbed his body.

He missed this. He missed this so much. And as they kissed slowly and passionately, not too rushed, renewing every memory, the softness of his lips and the comfort of his warmth, Taehyung found himself melting into Jeongguk, melting into the kiss to feel back everything he missed, to feel every reason he wanted to keep Jeongguk close to him. He kissed him with every fiber of his existence, eager to just feel Jeongguk.

"I missed you" Taehyung found himself mumbling the ultimate truth between kisses. "Fuck, I missed you Gguk"

Taehyung heard Jeongguk hum in response but neither let go of each other's sweet lips. They couldn't. Both of them were tasting each other like they were addicted. And they were.

Taehyung didn't know who pulled away first. When he opened his eyes, he was met with Jeongguk's divine face. His eyes were still closed, as if he was trying to recover from the bliss of the kiss. His rosy lips were swollen and glistening with saliva, small pants escaping through them. His cheeks were dusted scarlet and moonlight illuminated his whole figure.

He looked ravishing.

When his eyes slowly fluttered open, their souls caught on fire. Jeongguk's onyx eyes sparkled. The cosmic galaxies in those bottomless voids of darkness and wonder that Taehyung could get lost in anytime, stared right through his soul.

He didn't feel the wetness of his cheeks until Jeongguk's small hands started dabbing at them, his own eyes twinkling with unshed tears.

"Why are you crying?" Jeongguk asked brokenly.

Taehyung could feel the warmth of Jeongguk's palms against his cheeks. He put a hand over Jeongguk's, shaking his head no. "N-Nothing Gguk...I just missed you s-so much" He sniffled.

"I missed you too" Jeongguk whispered, their lips only fractions away. "Too much"

When Jeongguk's arms wrapped themselves around Taehyung's torso, pulling him closer than ever, Taehyung let his tears fall freely as he buried his face in his lover's neck. He inhaled the intoxicating scent of Jeongguk and like on a drug, he started to feel alive again.

Taehyung felt himself being seated at the edge of his bed and Jeongguk climbed on top of him, placing his legs on either side of Taehyung and sitting on the older's thighs, without breaking the embrace. They stayed like that for what felt like an eternity and Taehyung didn't have to look to tell that Jeongguk was crying too. This was so much better than crying alone in the confines of Taehyung's bedroom. At least he has warmth around him.

The tears eased away after a while and Jeongguk pulled away to look at Taehyung. Taehyung hesitently looked up at his lover. The swirls of emotions in his eyes made Taehyung want to gasp. Love and need. The emotions were so raw that it was almost sickening.

Before Taehyung could ponder further, every atom of need and love for Jeongguk took over his being and he covered Jeongguk's mouth with his own. Their lips crushed together and Taehyung felt like walking on air. It was magic, the way his lips connected with Taehyung's. His mouth was so warm, the caress of his lips softer than he could have imagined and Jeongguk opened his mouth with a low moan.

Taehyung's every last fibre of need exploded at the sound and his large palm wrapped around the back of Jeongguk's small neck, bringing him closer, their mouths open wide as their tongues and teeth crashed, hurriedly, both their minds lost in the ecstacy of tasting eachother and arousal spreading like wild fire through their bodies.

In a fraction, Jeongguk was under Taehyung, their mouths parting for the briefest moment before a throaty growl of need escaped Taehyung's throat and he was devouring Jeongguk again. Jeongguk moaned into Taehyung's mouth, eyes shut tightly, unable to contain the libido. They lusted after each other's lips, rushed and frantic, like two lunatics. Their hands were wild on each other's bodies, gripping and carressing. Unable to get enough of each other.

Jeongguk found himself naked under Taehyung, except for the white shirt that loosely clung to his figure, the buttons open, leaving his pale, unmarked skin of his chest to prey under Taehyung's dark lusty gaze. His pink nipples were erect and so was his cock. Jeogguk felt embarresed at how needy he was. How messed up he got in such a small amount of time.

Taehyung, on the other hand, was fully clothed, except for the shirt that's buttons were popped off by none other than a needy Jeongguk himself.

"Baby" Taehyung whispered, eyes preying on the delicate creature under him, basked in moonlight, looking like the prettiest creature to exist on the face of the earth. The dried tears of sadness had left trials on his face but his eyes were still glassy with new tears. But Taehyung knew that these tears weren't tears of sorrow; but of arousal and neediness.

"Ple-please touch me" Jeongguk whimpered under Taehyung.

"My baby" Taehyung traced a finger down the pretty boy's chest, from the space between him collorbones to the red and erect cock that laid heavy on his stomach, dripping already. "My angel"

Taehyung bent down, to paint the pale canvas of Jeongguk's unmarked skin. He leaned down and softly kissed the tender area at the base of his neck. Jeongguk's body went rigid with surprise as trembles shook his body and the euphoric warmth blossomed within him once more. Taehyung continued to mark his pale skin up. Claiming him, bites and nibbles along all the sensitive places. It had Jeongguk trembling under Taehyung, whimpering and tightening his fists in the bedsheets. When Taehyung swirled his tongue over his right nipple, a needy moan escaped his throat. Taehyung wasn't bothered at all. Instead he was enjoying his baby's needy whines and moans. He continued to torture him, taking his nipples between his teeth from time to time. Jeongguk kept releasing moans and profanities. It only encouraged Taehyung to continue. He missed this. He missed making Jeongguk a beautiful mess under him.

When Taehyung had tortured the younger for a satisfactory time period, he started pecking him here and there, trying to calm down the mess Jeongguk had become.

Jeongguk was breathless with delight as he showered him with gentle, soft kisses, each with its own flicker of warmth. Jeongguk gazed up at him, thrilled beyond words to be the recipient of his affection, right after roughly marking him up. He drew back again and spent a moment studying his face.

Jeongguk looked enchanting. His blush deepened under Taehyung's preying gaze. He looked fucking pretty. Taehyung had never seen a more satisfactory sight in his life.

"Fucking pretty" Taehyung rasped, mesmerized by the beauty under him.

Jeongguk's eyes fluttered open. They were glassy as ever. "You think I'm pretty?" He asked in a small voice.

Taehyung cooed. "Of course, doll. The prettiest boy I've seen in my whole fucking life"

Jeongguk giggled. "Thank you, daddy"

Taehyung chuckled darkly and gazed at him lovingly, his eyes softening with tenderness before sparking with something else. Hunger. He tilted his head to the side and kissed him, his lips demanding. Jeongguk felt a smoldering heat deep within him as Taehyung's grip tightened, crushing his body to Jeongguk's, gentle yet firm. He slanted his head further, deepening the kiss.

Jeongguk moaned yet again, unable to keep in the neediness. When Taehyung finally detatched him lips from Jeongguk's, a string of saliva still conecting their glistening lips, they looked into each other's eyes. Jeongguk's eyes sparkled with lust and love, darker than ever. The swirling galaxies in his eyes were brighter than ever.

Taehyung got off the bed and stumbled to his bedside cupboard to get the lube. After throwing it on the bed, next to Jeongguk, he fumbled with his blazer to take it off. But he was stopped by Jeongguk's small voice.

"Don't take it off"He said. "Don't take off your blazer. Fuck me with it on"

Taehyung's cock twitched at the words. He quickly undid his pants, throwing them somewhere along with his boxers right before climbing back on top of Jeongguk. Kneeling on either side of Jeongguk, he spread his legs apart. His hole was already wet and glistening from the pre-cum that had dripped of his cock. Taehyung almost moaned at the sight of Jeongguk wet.

"Look at you" Taehyung rasoed. "So wet for me, hmm? Needy baby"

Jeongguk whimpered. Taehyung squirted a generous amount of lube to his long, bony fingers, coating them with the liquid and slowly entered one inside Jeongguk. Jeongguk whimpered, persumably from pain. Taehyung stopped momentarily, hearing Jeongguk's whimpers but Jeongguk signaled him to keep going.

The fingers soon became two and then three until Taehyung was holding Jeongguk down from one hand and his other hand thrusting in and out of a moaning and whimpering Jeongguk. Wet noices echoed through the silence of the night as Taehyung roughly fucked Jeongguk with his fingers. Jeongguk too eagerly moved his hips, needing more action that the work of three fingers.

"Fuck I'm close" Jeongguk moaned out. The words made Taehyung halt in his actions. He quickly pulled out his fngers, making Jeongguk whimper from the loss of fullness.

Taehyung quickly lubed up his cock, stocking himself fast and spread Jeongguk's legs further apart before positioning his cock by Jeongguk's gaping hole.

"Want me to fuck you, baby? Fuck you till you become a mess under me?" Taehyung growled.

"Fuck yes" Jeongguk moaned.

"Going to take me so good, are you? Like a good boy?"

"Hmm" Jeongguk whimpered, feeling Taehyung's tip slightly touch his rim.

"Words, baby"

"Fuck yes! G-gonna take your cock so g-good daddy. Please fuck me now" Jeongguk moaned out.

"Good boy. Since you asked so nicely..." Taehyung entered Jeongguk.

Jeongguk's back arched as a loud moan of pain and pleasure left his throat. Taehyung groaned too, feeling Jeongguk clench around him as he kept pushing in. When he was all the way in, both of them were panting. They stayed like that for a few moments, trying to regin their breaths.

Then Taehyung started thrusting. He wanted to start off slow. He really did. But he couldn't. Jeongguk felt way too fucking good to control himself. He started thrusting hard and fast and Jeongguk was moaning loudly as Taehyung kept hitting his prostate head-on from the begining.

Jeongguk's nails dug into Taehyung's biceps as he tried to keep himself anchored to reality, or he'd be too far gone from the pleasure being provided to him. Taehyung, himself held Jeongguk from his waist, his large hands gripping the younger's petite waist as he fucked into Jeongguk at an animalistic pace.

Both men chased their high, moaning each other's name in ecstacy. Taehyung could feel fire poolng low on his stomach and he groaned as he felt his climax approaching.

"T-Tae I'm close" Jeongguk whimpered from under him. Taehyung averted his gaze downwards toward Jeongguk's face. The younger boy looked like an utter mess. The moonlight lit up his sweat-covered body, illuminating all the curves in all the right places. The love bites Taehyung had left behind shone a dark shade of crimson. Tear stains, both new and old sparkled in his cheeks. He looked like a beautiful trauma. A trauma caused by Taehyung himself.

Taehyung buried his head in Jeongguk's neck, his mind and body in a bliss as he let out groans of absolute pleasure. He breathed in Jeongguk. His senses running wild with the intoxicating aroma of sweat and sex and must and love.

He had missed Jeongguk dearly, more than he could ever express with words. The tight knot in his heart was finally easing out as he was in the presence of his lover. His reason and his whole life.

And the raw feelings flooded from his mouth, repeatedly saying the same sentence over and over again. I missed you. I missed you. I missed you. Like a prayer.

He poured his heart out with the words. And Jeongguk didn't need words to understand the pent up frustration of being away from him finally being released in the form of raw need.

"I love you" Words of utter truth escaped his mouth as he felt the fire low in his stomach trying to escape. Knowing the beautiful boy beneath him needed his aid, he wrapped his hand around Jeongguk's shaft, stroking him hard and fast as he sped up his own pace.

Raw need fueled his every action. The only thing in his mind was Jeongguk. Jeongguk, things he missed about him and everything in between.

And as Taehyung made love to Jeongguk under the moonlight, every worry forgotten and Jeongguk the only thing on him mind, he felt euphoric. He wanted to keep doing this forever. He wanted to keep making love to Jeongguk forever. And only to Jeongguk. He wanted to spend the rest of his life with Jeongguk. There was no other happiness for Taehyung that waking up next to Jeongguk for he rest of his life. Jeongguk is Taehyung's only and ultmate happiness.

"I love you too"

When Jeongguk spilled his seeds to his stomach with a loud moan, euphoria making his whole body quake and Taehyung followed soon after, filling Jeongguk's little hole up from his hot semen, Taehyung realized that letting go of Jeongguk wasn't an option.

No matter what, fate is going to find ways to bring them together. And really, Taehyung didn't want to fight it.

Afterwards they lay side by side, hearts beating erratically in their chests. They found comfort in each other's embrace, for it's been a while since they got to enjoy each other's presence like this. Jeongguk smiled at Taehyung, as if on a bliss. Taehyung smiled back and wiped a lick of raven hair out of Jeongguk's pretty face.

His eyes gleamed with love, the myriad galaxies in there twinkling at Taehyung. And Taehyung felt full again. Because at that moment, everything was perfect.

Taehyung saw Jeongguk's eye lids becoming heavy, sleep trying to embrace him. So he quickly got up from bed and went to get a towel to clean up the mess the two lovers had caused.

When he came back to his room he saw Jeongguk sitting up on the bed, eyes big with...panic?

"T-Taehyung?" He called out.

Taehyung's heart tightened at the sound of Jeongguk's voice. He sounded scared for some reason.

"Baby I'm right here. What's wrong?" Taehyung sat himself next to Jeongguk, placing the wet towel on his night stand.

"Where did you go? I thought you left me" Jeongguk said, voice heavy with worry.

Taehyung wrapped his hands around jeongguk and brought him closer to himself. Jeongguk immediately returned his embrace, hanging onto Taehyung like a koala bear.

"No baby. I just went to the bathroom" Taehyung said softly, caressing Jeongguk's back soothingly.

He heard Jeongguk sniffle into his neck
"I thought you left me" he repeated, voice small. "Tae don'tever leave me again"

"I won't, angel. I will never leave you again. I'll do everything to keep you close to me" Taehyung said.

He was a coward, he knew. He needed to make sacrifices for his happiness. He needed to keep Jeongguk close to him. He'd had enough. In the last few weeks without Jeongguk had felt like he was barely alive. And above all, he couldn't bear to see Jeongguk like this.

Taehyung took Jeongguk's face in his hands. His onyx eyes stared right back at him. And Taehyung looked at Jeongguk the same way he looked at the night sky; with wonder and amusement.

The constellations in Jeongguk's eyes spoke of many wonders and futures. Taehyung couldn't pry his gaze away from the dark orbs for how beautiful they looked.

Jeongguk was truly beautiful.

Taehyung was a fool to even think he could last long without Jeongguk by his side. He overestimated himself.

He needed Jeongguk. He needed Jeongguk the same way the moon needed the sun to shine at night. The way he needed air to live.

Jeongguk has become a basic necessity in his life.

"I won't let you go, Gguk. I'll never leave you. Ever"

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Sorry for not updating any sooner. This chapter was kind of difficult to write .I don't know why. I ended up writing it twice owo

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