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"I hope you'd enjoy the free samples you were given. It's been a pleasure to introduce my new product to all of you, my friends. Thank you" Taehyung ended his introductory speech on the new whitening cream. Applause rose from the crowd before him, many smiling at him and others speaking to each other or observing the small carton of the cream they were handed.

He could see his parents in the audience, clapping and grinning at him proudly. Taehyung smiled at them before he descended from the stage. His parents had decided to attend, since it's the last day of the summit and because it was an important day to Tan Corporation.

Taehyung took a seat next to Jeongguk, who smiled as Taehyung came over to the empty seat. The two men had decided that it'd be appropriate for them to sit beside each other, without any discussion the previous day, since they are the organizers of the event.

Taehyung nodded at Jeongguk in approval. Taehyung had noticed that Jeongguk was tenser that day, since his father and his Aunt had attended the event too.

The summit was coming to an end and Taehyung could say he was distracted enough throughout the day not to break down any moment after seeing Jackson peck Jeongguk's cheek in the parking lot that morning. He had cried himself to sleep the previous night; feeling useless and disappointed in himself. He hated himself for the situation he'd put himself in; and for what he did to Jeongguk. After all, maybe Taehyung deserved this kind of sadness.

Maybe Jeongguk was dating Jackson. Maybe he had moved on from Taehyung. Whatever that had happened with Jeongguk, Taehyung needed to confess. Or else he wouldn't be able to live with himself for the rest of his life. He didn't want to live the rest of his life like this. Or even live at all.

The summit ended in after a few hours. Businessmen and women came up to Jeongguk and Taehyung to congratulate them and bid their goodbyes. Jeongguk having had announced the launch of his own product, a new version of their headphone series. He could see Jeongguk talking to his father and aunt. The older man with greying hair had a scowl resting in his face. Taehyung figured it was permanent by now, since he always had it, no matter venue or situation. Shouldn't he be happy that his son did great a great job? With everything?

Taehyung hated him. The amount of times he had fucked the depression out of Jeongguk, depression caused by Jeongguk's own father, was uncountable.

Taehyung sighed, seeing the father and aunt taking their leave. Taehyung's eye was caught by Jeongguk's aunt Taehyung's eyes widened seeing her looking at him, a suspicious smirk playing at her lips. What game is she playing? Taehyung thought and ignored her, turning away and walking towards his parents.

"I'm proud of you, son" His father said as he approached them. "Everything was perfect"

Taehyung smiled and thanked him. His mother patted his back and smiled at him fondly. "I knew you'd do this perfectly. We can't be any more proud of you than we are now"

"Mom stop" Taehyung, embarrassed.

His father chuckled. "We'll go now. You'll go out with the rest?"

"I think so. Jimin said something about going to a Korean barbecue place after wrapping up. I guess I should go too, since all the staff is going"

Taehyung wasn't in the mood for partying but...

"Yes yes you should go" His father said.

After Taehyung bid his goodbyes to his parents, he saw Jeongguk walking towards the parking lot. After quickly telling Jimin that he should leave with the others and that Taehyung will join them, he ran off to where Jeongguk headed earlier.

He caught on with Jeongguk before he could enter the parking lot.

"Jeongguk!" Taehyung called, breathless from running. Jeongguk paused and turned around.

"Yeah?"

"I...I need to speak to you" Taehyung said now facing Jeongguk.

"Taehyung I need to go now. Jackson is waiting for me. Besides form today on, we'll have nothing to do with each other. Everything will go back to how they were. Isn't that good?" Jeongguk smiled at Taehyung.

Taehyung felt like someone stabbed him in the heart. Jeongguk is actually moving on from Taehyung?

Taehyung gathered up some courage. "Are you and Jackson dating?"

"Yeah" Simple.

"Don't lie"

"I'm not?"

"You are"

"Seriously, Kim, when did my private life become any of your business?"

"Since the moment you fell in to my office and we decided to fuck. And then we kept fucking and you fell for me. Since that bitchass moment I decided I can't love anyone and still had it in me to care about you with every atom of my body. Since the moment you left me and I figured I fucked up big-time and I might've lost you forever. Since-" Fuck this shit "I realized I'm in love with you"

Jeongguk looked flabbergasted. He stared at Taehyung for a few long seconds. "What?" He whispered.

"I'm-"Taehyung choked. His throat felt like it had closed up. Saying the words were difficult. But not as difficult as admitting to them. He managed: "I'm so fucking in love with you, Jeon Jeongguk. I'm so, madly, foolishly fucking in love with you. Fuck!" Taehyung wiped his face and ran a hand through his hair, the perfect hairstyle becoming a mess.

He couldn't believe he just said it out loud. He just can't believe it and fuck, that felt amazing. He felt like he had put down the weight he was carrying for weeks now He was relieved. Everything was fine now, right?

Oh wait...

Jeongguk could still dating Jackson. Time to kill a bitch.

Taehyung looked at Jeongguk who looked like someone told him he got a girl pregnant.

"The fuck?" Jeongguk said.

Okay....that sounded so passive aggressive. Abort mission! Taehyung's mind screamed. He wanted to go and hide somewhere and never come out. Because-

Jeongguk laughed.

Taehyung looked at the younger in surprise and confusion. Why was he laughing?

"Haha! You think you can just tell me you love me and expect me to just waddle into your life like some lost puppy?" More laughter. "So you can fool me again and I'd let you fuck me. And when you've gotten enough of me you can throw me away like trash? Not a chance. You might think I'm a naïve and foolish boy but I'm not"

"Jeongguk-"Taehyung whispered. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. There were tears in his eyes and they fell, unable to keep them in anymore.

"I never-"Taehyung could hardly speak because he was sobbing now. Jeongguk was caught by surprise to see the older man cry. "I'm so sorry Ggukkie. I just never meant to hurt you. I never intended to use you. Please-"sniff "Please believe me. I just don't know what to do. I'm dying inside, Gguk, I can't live without you"

"T-Taehyung" Jeongguk said in a small voice and the next thing Taehyung knew, there were arms around him. Taehyung felt Jeongguk press close to him and that only made him cry harder.

"Hey, calm down. Let's go somewhere else and talk. Your apartment?"

Taehyung nodded.

With a hand on his back, Jeongguk led him to his car and seated Taehyung in the passenger seat and get in to the driving seat himself. They drove off in silence and tears kept running down Taehyung's face the whole time.

"Please don't cry" Jeongguk said, his voice sad as if he was about to cry too.

Taehyung stayed silent. All the pent up sadness ran down his cheeks in the form of tears. He didn't want to hold them back.

When they arrived at the apartment, Taehyung sat down at the sofa and Jeongguk slowly walked towards Taehyung, taking a seat beside him, as far away from Taehyung as possible. It was as if he was afraid that Taehyung would hurt him again.

Taehyung couldn't blame Jeongguk for thinking that.

Silence stretched between them: hollow and suffocating. Taehyung didn't know what he should do.

"You know I'm waiting for you to speak, right?"

"Oh" Taehyung said, finally looking up from his feet to Jeongguk, who was staring at Taehyung. He looked so beautiful. He always had been. He looked so soft and Taehyung wanted to hug him close and never let go.

"I'm sorry" Taehyung said. "I'm sorry for hurting you"

"You already said that"

"I just" Taehyung looked for the words. "I want you back"

Jeongguk was silent for a few seconds.

"I don't expect you to forgive me or take me ba-"Taehyung started but was cut off by Jeongguk.

"I was going to move on from you. I was starting to do fine without you" Lies, Jeongguk knew. "But then you waltz back into my life like this like you didn't break my heart and now you want me back?"

Taehyung had stopped crying moments ago but fresh rears started falling down his cheeks again.

Jeongguk didn't want Taehyung anymore. He let that sink in

"Please" Taehyung sobbed. His heart clenched painfully. "I just...don't even know what I'm feeling I'm-"Taehyung was choking. He gasped out. Suddenly he couldn't breathe. His vision blurred and blood pounded in his ears. He could see Jeongguk's figure, blurred but closing up on him, eyes wide with fear?

Taehyung heard his name being called. It sounded distant. And the next thing he knew, arms wrapped around him and someone was rocking him, to and fro. A small hand caressed his back, attempting comfort.

Taehyung rocked with Jeongguk. And he heard a familiar voice:

"Breathe for me, Taehyung. I'm right here. You're okay. I'm right here. I'm not leaving. Breathe"

Taehyung gasped out, the tightness in his chest was dissolving and his heartbeat calmed down. His surroundings came into focus and so did Jeongguk's voice that was whispering sweet nothings in his ear.

"You're okay" Jeongguk said now, turning his head to look at Taehyung, whose head was stilled on Jeongguk's shoulder. He realized that there were tears all over jeongguk's cheeks. And the boy sounded so scared and concerned, voice choked on sadness, hardly audible when he said "Breathe"

Taehyung was feeling better. Jeongguk's voice calmed him down.

Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jeongguk tightly and Jeongguk whimpered a little, maybe out if surprise. And Taehyung released him, not wanting to touch the younger in any way, without permission. No matter how much he needed it.

"Are you alright?" Jeongguk's voice was calm but full of concern.

"Yeah" Taehyung said.

"I'm sorry" He whispered.

"Hey, it's fine" Jeongguk whispered. He took Taehyung's hand in his and offered small caresses along his hand, as if to assure him of his words. "I accept your apology"

"You-you do?" Taehyung looked at him with wide eyes.

"Yes" Jeongguk said. "But that doesn't mean I've forgiven you. And I think I'll need more time for that"

"Yes, yes I understand that. Thank you" Taehyung said. Jeongguk smiled at him.

"I want you back. But if you don't want me anymore, I'll understand that. You're the first person I've fallen in love with. Please, I'm being honest. Please believe me"

"I believe you" Jeongguk said and relief flooded all over Taehyung.

"And you're dating Jackson. I don't deserve you. You deserve so much better than me. But I hope he treats you better. It's okay if you don't love me anymore but please don't leave me now. I don't think I can bear it. We can go back to hating each other if it makes it easier, just don't leave me. Please-"

Taehyung's speech was cut off by Jeongguk's lips on him, shutting him off.

Taehyung's eyes widened as he realized what was happening. Jeongguk was kissing him. Taehyung recovered the shock soon and closed his eyes.

Jeongguk's lips were as soft as he remembered. Warmth started flooding through his cold body and he was starting to feel alive again. Still, tears cascaded down his cheeks, remembering how much he missed this.

Jeongguk drew away. When Taehyung opened his eyes, as if woken from a daze, he could see Jeongguk smiling at him. He was crying as well. His eyes shone as if there were a million stars shining beneath those dark orbs.

"How could I ever stop loving you? I had fallen too deep for you, Taehyung. I'm not dating Jackson. I never was. I don't even like him that way" Jeongguk whispered. Fresh tears ran down his cheeks as he smiled at Taehyung.

Taehyung reached and wiped the tears from Jeongguk's cheeks with the pad of his thumb. His cheeks were as soft and delicate as Taehyung remembered. He missed caressing them. Fuck, he missed all of Jeongguk.

"I love you so much" Taehyung pulled Jeongguk in for a hug.

Taehyung was happy. In so fucking long he was finally happy. He felt full. And he missed this warm feeling. He missed being happy. Only now did he realize that Jeongguk was his happy little pill. The moment Jeongguk stepped out of Taehyung's life, he took all warmth and happiness from his life, along with him. Now, finally in the clutches of his enemy, he was happy.

Funny how people finds happiness in the strangest places.

"Jeongguk I just..." Taehyung stumbled for words. He held Jeongguk tight as he whispered: "I don't know how this works. I've never felt this way before. I'm not good at this"

Jeongguk chuckled. Oh Taehyung really missed that. "We can take this slow, don't worry"

"No I don't want to take this slow. I want to give you my all. Give us my all" Taehyung said, taking Jeongguk's small hands in his and kissing them. "I really love you. I was just so blind to myself. I want to date you, I want to sleep with you, and I want to spend all my time with you. I want to do all that. I want to take you out to the public but so many things are holding me back. But I really love you. Let's forget about our families. Do you want to date me?"

Jeongguk was bemused. "Are you asking me out?"

"I...I guess...yeah?"

Jeongguk giggled. "Yeah. I'd love to go out with you. I'd love to date you"

Taehyung smiled, his mouth forming a rectangular shape when he's happiest. He pulled Jeongguk towards himself and hugged him. He pressed his lips on Jeongguk's and Jeongguk instantly responded; wrapping his arms around Taehyung, no less tightly and pressing himself closer.

Taehyung was smiling against the kiss and he was surprised when Jeongguk climbed on his lap, legs on either side of Taehyung, straddling him and started kissing Taehyung harder.

Jeongguk held Taehyung's face in his hands.

When they pulled away for breath, Jeongguk whispered against Taehyung's lips, "I missed you so fucking much"

"I missed you more" Taehyung whispered back.

"No me" Jeongguk said.

"No me!"

"Shut up" Jeongguk whispered and kissed Taehyung again. Taehyung laughed into the kiss making Jeongguk giggle too and then they were laughing rather than kissing.

"I love you so much" Taehyung said.

"I love you too. You're impossibly hard to un-love" Jeongguk said and Taehyung laughed, pulling the smaller to another kiss.

Taehyung smiled in to the kiss and- "What about Jackson?" Taehyung asked, pulling away all of a sudden.

"What about him?" Jeongguk asked.

"I thought you were dating him"

Jeongguk laughed. "I'm not. I lied. We didn't even hook up once. I wanted to make you jealous"

Taehyung was star struck. He actually thought Jeongguk was dating Jackson. "Well it sure as hell worked. I hate you" Taehyung said.

Jeongguk laughed. And Taehyung couldn't help smiling back at the beautiful boy making the most beautiful sounds. "Shut up you love me" Jeongguk said and leaned down again to kiss Taehyung.

Jeongguk licked Taehyung's lips, seeking entrance and Taehyung opened his mouth without a second thought. Soon their tongues were against each other and they kissed feverishly.

Taehyung started kissing Jeongguk's neck, feeling breathless and bit the soft skin. An involuntary moan escaped Jeongguk's lips, making Taehyung's cock twitch in response. Taehyung stopped kissing Jeongguk and before he could muster up any thoughts about where the situation was leading to, Jeongguk was kissing him again.

Their kisses were needy and desperate. Longing, as they hadn't had this kind of affection in a while.

Jeongguk started grinding his ass on Taehyung's cock, which hardened in response. Taehyung's eyes snapped open as Jeongguk started bouncing lightly on his lap. Jeongguk pulled away from Taehyung and moaned and Taehyung watched Jeongguk look at him with half-lidded eyes, dark with arousal.

And Taehyung was hard.

You can't really blame him, honestly. The poor man hadn't gotten any action in the past few weeks.

And he could feel Jeongguk hard against Taehyung.

"Jeongguk-"

"Fuck I want you" Jeongguk said.

"We shouldn't-"

"Why not? Aren't we dating now?"

"No...I mean we are but we just got back together and-"Taehyung looked at Jeongguk. He was staring right back at Taehyung." Are you sure?"

"More than anything I've ever been sure of"

Taehyung didn't think it was physically possible for a man of 25 years to feel butterflies in his stomach.

Taehyung gulped. He wanted Jeongguk too. More than anyone. Anything.

"Then let me make love to you"

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I'm hella satisfied with this chapter uwu. like it came out better than i planned

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Sara💜