R-18

When we arrived back in Manila, there was just a week left until my birthday. I don't plan on telling the person who's with me right now.

"Aren't you going to cook?" I asked Silas while I was sitting on the couch, reading a book.

We both have the house to ourselves because my Dad was visiting his friends, and he'll be gone for the next three days. Pinayagan ko naman siya umalis dahil okay siya ngayon.

Hindi na siya nahihimatay, nanghihina, and other symptoms of his medical condition. He was doing so much better for the past days kaya ayon, hinayaan ko siyang umalis.

"Oo nga pala, buhay mag-asawa na tayo," he said before walking towards me and jumped on the couch. Inirapan ko naman siya at pumatong naman siya sa akin. I put my arms around his neck and smiled before leaning in to kiss him.

"Asa ka naman na pakakasalan kita," I joked and he scoffed. "Bakit? May angal ka?"

"Sus! Baka ikaw pa nga ang mag-propose sa ating dalawa e!" Sambit niya sa akin so I pulled on his hair playfully before going back to reading my book. Kinuha naman iyon sa akin kaya sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.

"Give it back," I said.

"Kiss muna ulit," he pouted his lips pero iniwasan ko lang ulit siya. "Parang kailan lang sinabi mo Silas... I want to tell you that I also like you so much that I am willing to accept your flaws and problems." When he said that, my face immediately got flushed so I looked away for him to not notice.

Right... Umamin nga pala ako sa kaniya two days ago. I was expecting him to be overwhelmed or not expecting me to say what I feel pero tinawanan lang ako! Okay lang, siya pa rin naman ang obsessed sa akin.

"Mag-luto ka na lang, Silas Vincent Javier," I said in a monotone at agad naman siyang tumayo at sumaludo sa akin. After an hour, he called me for dinner kaya kumain na kami.

"So kailan mo 'ko sasagutin?" Tanong ni Silas at iniwasan ko lang ulit 'yong tanong niya. He had been asking that ever since I told him that I like him kasi hindi naman automatic na kami agad kapag gusto ko na rin siya.

We still have to go through a lot, get to know each other more in order for us to be together. I told him that and he seems so impatient about it. Gets ko naman siya kasi he has never been in a relationship yet.

After eating, hinugasan ko ang aming pinag-kainan bago maligo. We both did our skin care before dozing off to sleep.

Lumipas naman ang ilang araw at dumating na ang araw na hindi ko inaabangan.

My alarm rang and it's another normal day.

Well... Not really. Today is my birthday and I told my Dad to not tell Silas. Ayaw kong ma-abala ko pa siya at gumastos para sa akin dahil hindi naman kailangan iyon.

I don't like too much attention, that's why I never celebrated my birthdays. Hindi lang naman dahil doon ang dahilan kung bakit ayaw kong mag-celebrate. I also consider the money that is going to be put to waste kapag kumain kami sa labas ni Dad or nag-handa ng pagkain.

Lagi kong inuuna ang iba.

Nauna akong gumising para mag-luto ng almusal. Habang kinukusot ko ang aking mga mata, binabati ko 'yong itlog. Pumasok naman ng kusina si Daddy kaya binati ko siya. "Oh, Dad. I thought you wouldn't be here until later in the afternoon?"

He smiled, "Inagahan ko na dahil gusto kitang batiin. Happy birthday, anak ko." Hinalikan ni Daddy ang aking noo bago ako yakapin. " Batiin mo na 'yong kambal mo. Binati ko siya kani kanina lang, hindi raw siya matutulog." I yawned before nodding.

"Ako na kaya riyan, 'nak?" Dad said but I shook my head.

"Ako na po. Gusto ni Silas 'yong luto ko, maarte pa naman 'yon minsan," I chuckled and he scoffed.

"Kapag nag-reklamo 'yon sa luto ko palalayasin ko siya sa pamamahay na 'to, Clementine," he said in a monotone but cracked up into laughing immediately. "Hindi mo ba talaga sasabihin sa kaniya na kaarawan mo ngayon? Sayang naman 'nak."

Kumunot naman ang aking noo, "Bakit naman sayang?" I asked confused at nagkibit balikat lang siya sa akin.

"Malay mo bigyan ka ng mamahaling regalo. O 'di kaya bulaklak, 'yong gusto mo! Pink tulips," he said at inilingan ko lang siya habang piniprito na ang itlog.

"Dad... Silas already used enough money sa akin. Kung i-cocompute niyo po iyon almost half a million na ang nagastos niya sa lahat ng napuntahan namin! Nakakahiya na," I told him at tumango tango na lang siya sa akin.

After a few minutes, narinig ko na may bumababa na galing sa taas at alam ko agad na Silas iyon. "Babe, dress up. Sienne said we're going to Intramuros," he said in a casual tone before taking a bite on the french toast.

I gave him a weirded look, "How many times do I have to tell you na don't call me babe? Hindi naman tayo," I rolled my eyes before sitting down right next to him.

"Doon lang din naman 'yon papunta," he said and I chuckled.

"'Di mo sure," I answered. "Kailan uwi ni Sienne sa states?"

"Next week na. That's why she wants to go to Manila na dahil isang linggo na lang ang natitira sa kaniya before going back to studying," pagkukwento niya. "Ako two weeks, three days, and seventeen hours na lang."

I chuckled, "Matagal pa 'yan. May oras ka pa para yakapin ako," I joked. "Pero ma-mimiss kita," I said genuinely.

"Ako rin."

I decided to wear a beige trouser, and a white plain shirt. Hindi ko kasi alam kung ano ang dapat kong suotin kaya nauwi ako sa simpleng outfit. Habang inaayos ko ang aking makeup ay lumabas si Silas sa banyo and we were matching.

He was wearing a white sweatpants and a beige sweatshirt. Gaya gaya talaga kahit kailan! He would always pretend na we accidentally matched pero alam ko naman na sisilipin niya muna kung ano ang outfit ko before picking an outfit.

Sabi ni Silas na sa Intramuros na lang daw kami makikipag-kita sa kapatid niya. We first went to San Agustin church at pag-pasok namin doon ay agad akong nag-dasal. I was thankful for another year being alive.

Of course, pinagdasal ko rin na sana gumaling pa si Daddy, and pinagdasal ko rin siyempre si Silas. I wanted him to find his happiness beyond our little relationship. Kasi hindi puwedeng ako lang ang magiging rason para maging masaya siya because it would be unfair.

As we turned a corner, I stumbled upon an open plaza, bathed in golden sunlight. The vibrant colors of the flowers in bloom breathed life into the surroundings, contrasting against the sepia tones of the old walls. I couldn't help but pause, my gaze sweeping across the landscape. It was a moment of tranquility amidst the hustle and bustle of Manila's modernity.

We ate lunch at a nearby restaurant at after no'n akala ko ay uuwi na kami agad pero sa ibang direksyon kami nagawi. Kalagitnaan ng ride, piniringan ni Silas ang aking mga mata and I was confused.

He said he has a surprise for me. Ano kaya mayroon? Hindi niya naman alam na birthday ko e! Unless, sinabi nga ni Daddy at sinuway ang bilin ko.

When the car stopped, Silas guided me gently, leading me to a mysterious destination. With each step, my excitement grew, tinged with a hint of nervousness. May iba akong naaamoy, 'yong amoy ng chlorine? Don't tell me nasa resort kami ngayon?

"You can untie your blindfold na," Silas said.

I untied the blindfold and let it fall away, revealing a scene straight out of my dreams. Before me stood a breathtaking Airbnb, exuding the serene beauty of Bali. The sight took my breath away, and for a moment, I couldn't find the words to express the emotions swirling within me.

"Surprise!" Sigaw ng mga pinsan at kaibigan ni Silas. May malaking happy birthday sa harapan ko at may mga pagkain ding naka-handa sa amin.

Nilingon ko silas at agad ko siyang niyakap ng mahigpit, "Who told you?" I asked him and I saw my Dad gave me my iPad at nandoon si Jireh.

"Happy birthday, pangit! Ang tanda mo na," he chuckled through the screen and I rolled my eyes.

"Tanga ka, parehas lang naman tayo ng age!" I said and he just disregarded what I said. "Bakit mo naman sinabi kay Silas? Sabi ko ayaw ko na ng gastos e!"

"Baliw, I paid for half of the airbnb. Alam ko naman na gusto mong makapunta sa Bali pero hindi ko pa afford 'yon kaya ito na lang muna," he said with a small smile. "I also sent you cash. Para sa college expenses mo." Nilabas ko naman 'yong cellphone ko at nakita ko na sinendan niya ako ng 65k!

"Hoy, gago ka! Hindi ko kailangan ng ganiyan kataas na halaga," I said and he argued with me until tanggapin ko na 'yong pera. After the call, I roamed my eyes again to the lush, tropical plants adorned the entrance, their vibrant hues dancing in harmony with the gentle breeze. The sound of a nearby waterfall-like reached my ears, its rhythmic melody creating an atmosphere of tranquility. I marveled at the intricately carved wooden accents that adorned the structure, each piece a testament to Bali's rich artistic heritage.

As I explored further, I discovered a private courtyard, complete with a stunning swimming pool framed by swaying palm trees. The crystal-clear water beckoned me, promising refreshment and rejuvenation. It was a slice of paradise, a sanctuary where I could unwind and reconnect with my inner self.

"Ilang araw tayo rito?" I asked Silas noong umupo ako sa gilid ng pool para ilublob ang aking paa roon.

"Sa Monday ng umaga tayo uuwi," he said and I nodded. Sabado pa lang ngayon kaya may bukas ako para mag-babad sa pool. Bigla ko naman na-realize na wala akong damit na dala! Nabasa naman niya ang mukha ko, "Nag-dala ako ng damit mo, and I bought you two swimsuits. You don't have to worry about anything, Clementine."

"Come with me, I have to show you our room." Tumayo si Silas and he offered his hand para alalayan akong tumayo. He intertwined our fingers as he guided me upstairs towards our room. Pagbukas ng kuwarto, agad kong nakita ang mga rose petals na naka-kalat sa kuwarto.

I saw a box on the bed as well as a bouquet of pink tulips. He knew. Umupo kami sa kama at inabot niya sa akin 'yong kulay pink na kahon. As the wrapping paper fell away, my eyes widened in awe. There, nestled within the box, was a brand new DSLR camera, glistening under the soft glow of the room. My breath caught in my throat, and I looked up at Silas, my eyes filled with gratitude and amazement.

"What... H-hindi... Ano 'to..." I was lost for words. "Silas, you didn't have to get me a gift," I said at hindi ko namalayang naluluha na pala ako. Agad naman siya nag-alala at hinawakan ang magkabilang mga pisngi ko.

"Hey... Don't cry," he said softly as he wiped the tears away using his thumb. "You deserve that. Para hindi ka na manghihiram ng camera para sa projects mo lalo na sa thesis film na ishoshoot mo sa upcoming academic year."

Out of joy, I pulled the hem of his shirt and kissed him. It was tongueless... Soft with pure intentions. After the kiss I hugged him tight. "Ano ba 'tong ginagawa mo, Silas. Mahihirapan akong mag-move on 'pag hindi tayo nag work," I chuckled and he shook his head.

"'Wag mo muna isipin 'yan, Clementine."

After my crying session, kumain na kami ng pagkain at nag-labas na ang mga pinsan ni Silas ng alak. May inabot naman si Sienne na isang box din sa akin.

"Ano 'to, Sienne?" I asked habang inaalog 'yong kahon. When I opened it, it was a compact lighting kit. "Salamat ah. Pero dapat hindi mo na ako binilhan nito," I said. May binigay din sa akin 'yong isang pinsan ni Silas na mic kit.

Lahat 'to magagamit ko sa future! Aalagaan ko 'to at pahahalagahan nang buong puso. After a bottle of JD and a few bottles of beer, nagpalit na kami into our swimwear. Ang binili sa akin ni Silas ay isang champagne colored monokini.

It was revealing pero bet ko naman siya. It fits my curves right. They cheered on me when I slowly dipped in the water. Hindi malamig ang tubig, it was just the right temperature.

We all continued the party while we were in the pool. This was the first time that I'm going to be celebrating my birthday. Naririnig ko ang tugtugan nila, mga tawanan, pati ang tubig. it's everything I've ever wanted. I glide through the water, feeling the cool embrace of the pool as I swim from one end to the other, feeling weightless and free.

"Game, volleyball tayo sa pool!" Aya ni Mark kaya we all gathered in each side. Kalaban ko si Silas at kakampi ko ang mga girls.

We were just laughing the entire tine we were playing. Sobrang saya pala ng ganito! "Ang daya mo naman, Sienne! Pasok sa inyo 'yong bola ah?" Silas said.

"Tanga, ito 'yong linya," turo niya roon sa pool. "Sa side niyo bumagsak ang bola!" She argued.

The night goes on, and the almost all of them were already tipsy, singing their hearts out sa karaoke. I can't help but smile at the sight of them gathered around me, all to celebrate this special day.

Tinatapunan ko ng tingin si Silas, my heart skipping a beat every time our eyes meet. There's something about him that draws me in, something magnetic that I just can't resist.

"Una na kami, Clementine. Lasing na kasi 'tong boyfriend ko. Matutulog na kami." As the hours pass, the weary party-goers retire one by one, naiwan kaming dalawa ni Silas sa pool.

The water now feels warmer, the air is heavy with anticipation, and the silence between us is electric. As he swam closer to me, my heart races, and I can feel the heat radiating off of his body.

Umupo siya sa aking tabi at nag-tama ang aming mga tingin na tila kaming dalawa lang ang nandito sa mundo. I sat on his lap, and I already felt his bulge growing. The air around us thickens, and I can feel the pull between us growing stronger. It's intoxicating, and I can't help but be drawn to him like a moth to a flame.

"Silas... Thank you for making my day so special. Thank you for this. Salamat sa regalo mo, sa bulaklak. Thank you for being present, I appreciate you so much," I said as I held onto his shoulders.

Tulala siyang nakatingin sa aking mukha so I spoke again, "Ano na mangyayari sa atin, Silas?" I asked and he just smiled before leaning in. Our lips meet, and I'm consumed by the passion of the moment.

The water around us seems to ripple and surge, echoing the intensity of our connection. Our bodies press together, our hands exploring each other, and it's as if we're both drowning in desire.

"Silas..." I said after we stopped kissing to catch our breath.

"Hmm?" He slowly reached for my hand to give it a kiss.

"I want you... I fucking.. want you right n-now," I said while panting. He stopped for a second because he wasn't expecting me to say that.

"Not here," he told me before getting up from our position. Kinuha niha 'yong towel at pinulupot sa aking katawan. He held my hand and pulled me to our room's bathroom.

He placed me on the counter and aggressively kissed my lips as he was taking off my swimsuit. This was my first time letting a man see my whole body.

Natulala siya sa aking katawan bago ngumisi, he made me look in the mirror and pointed at my boobs down to my pussy. "Look at yourself. You're so fucking sexy!" Pagkasabi niya no'n ay siniil niya ang aming mga labi.

Ramdam na ramdam ko na ang kaniyang miyembro na gusto nang kumawala. I was about to take his board shorts off pero hindi niya ako hinayaang gawin iyon.

"Spread your legs for me, Babe."

Sinunod ko naman ang kaniyang utos and I shyly looked away. "You look so fucking gorgeous, 'wag na 'wag kang mahihiya, Clementine." I bit my lip before nodding and I thoughts he was going to start slowly pero bigla niyang pinasok ang isang daliri sa akin!

"Ah!" Ungol ko. Inupo niya ako nang maayos ulit sa counter para ilabas pasok ang kaniyang daliri sa aking kababaihan. He was teasing me by the pace of his finger, kapag alam niyang malapit na ako ay bigla niyang babagalan.

"Why... Are you doing this to me— Ugh, fuck!" Malakas na ungol ko. Sobrang higpit na ng kapit ko sa kaniyang mga balikat at ramdam ko na malapit na akong labasan pero bigla niya itong tinigil.

"What the hell, Silas?" I said frustratedly and he just chuckled before kissing my lips again. Nawala ang inis ko sa kaniya noong bumaba ang kaniyang mga halik sa aking boobs. He sucked on it before massaging it.

Dinala niya ako sa kama at hinubad na niya ang kaniyang pang ibaba. My jaw dropped when I saw his member standing proudly. "Do you want to measure it?" He joked at inirapan ko naman siya. Pero kinakabahan ako! Ang haba e, gago.

"Before we continue, Clementine... Are you really sure about this? You know I'll be fine if we stop. Ikaw ang inaalala ko," he said and I smiled before kissing his cheeks.

"All the way, babe. I'll be fine. Just try to be a little gentle," I said.

"Your first time, right?" He asked and I nodded. Pinasok niya naman ang kaniyang dalawang daliri at binilisan ang pag labas pasok nito. "You're so fucking wet, Clementine..." He said and I was biting my lip so hard para hindi ako umungol ng malakas.

Moments after, he positioned his cock on the entrance of my pussy at walang warning ay pinasok niya ito. Naramdaman ko ang hapdi nito na tila napupunit ang aking kababaihan.

"Don't move yet..." I said, and a tear escaped my eye. Pinunasan naman 'yon ni Silas before giving me a comforting smile.

"Tell me if you've already adjusted. Hindi ko pa buong pinapasok," he said at nanlaki mata ko.

"Gago?" I said and he chuckled. After a few minutes, he started moving slowly and the pain faded as the pleasure came through. He noticed that I wasn't aching because of the pain kaya binilisan na niya ang kaniyang mga ulos.

"Don't stop yourself from calling out my name. Sound proof 'tong kuwarto. No one's going to hear you, babe," he said at agad kong nilabas ang mga pinipigil kong mga tunog.

"Ah... Putangina mo, Silas. Fuck... Ang sarap ko, sige pa. Bilisan mo pa... 'Yan. Right there, ooh. Babe, faster," I pleaded and he obliged.

When I was close to my climax, bigla siyang tumigil para idapa ako sa kama to take me from behind. I was gripping on the bedsheets and I swear I feel like the bed is going to break sa sobrang sarap ng ginagawa niya sa akin.

"I'm coming," I told him.

"Come for me, Clementine." Moments after, I reached my climax and it felt so fucking good.

"Oh, Silas. You make me feel so good," I said as I catch my breath. We didn't stop there though.

"Suck my cock and make me fucking cum," he said as he shoved his dick on my mouth. I swirled my tongue and used my hands too because the whole thing doesn't fit in my mouth.

I felt him shaking at hinawakan na niya ang aking ulo, "Stop... Stop, fuck. Ohh, Clemen...tine. Ah!" Hindi ko naman tinigil ang paglabas pasok ng kaniyang miyembro sa aking bibig. Eventually, he came in my mouth and I didn't know what to do with the load.

"You can spit or swallow it, babe. Do what you want with it because I know that I can give you my cum anytime and anywhere," he said.

I chose the latter and swallowed his cum and it tasted a bit salty and sweet. Siguro dahil sa pineapple juice na ininom niya kanina.

"Hindi naman siguro ako mabubuntis 'no?" I asked and he chuckled before shaking his head.

"Nah, I made sure to leak my pre-cum on the bed and came on your mouth so... No."

I smiled.

The best birthday ever.