(I got home at 12, not at whatever time this is now)

Uhh...

Heh...

There's...

Uhm there's a good excuse for me being back already

...

How do they expect a bipolar, enochlophobic (fear of crowds), ligyrophobic (fear of loud noises), paranoid in general Pisces (♓) to handle the first day of school with more then 1,500 kids when for the past year, I've been in a private school with only 22 kids in the whole middle school, and I cried even then on the first day?

Like did they really think I was gonna pass through the first day with rainbows flying outta my ass?

Even though, I eventually made it into my first class to get paperwork to sign while the students were staring at me (since I just came in but I got out quickly), then I left the school for the day.

Now I'm back.

My Mommom, Mommy (when I'm stressed out I call her Mommy... go away), and a few of the teachers who know me congratulated me on making it that far

Also my mom said that tomorrow she would be the one to take me to school so that's good

Anyway I'm pretty sure you all know what happened in between

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You don't?

Well okay, fine

For that one person who doesn't know I cried, cried, cried

Those of you who do know and/or know a lot about The Roleplay (my cousin, Andi, Holly (obviously), anyone I told my motto to), roleplay MatPat cries just as much as me (tbh more then me probably) except he has much better reasons to cry

But at the drop of a pencil I'm in tears

Well, I guess I've made him more like that over the past month I've been in The Roleplay (Yes, past month. The second of this month was the one month mark I think)