my therapist emailed me today
and asked if i was feeling homesick
i didn't know how to answer
because that's a loaded question
im sitting here aimlessly
without an instruction or
at least even a goal in sight
im angry at fate for putting me
with the worst but best sounding
group there ever could be in this program
im angry, but there's oreos on the counter
it never would have happened at home
there's oreos on the counter
and they're all just for me
unless i tried to share
mom can't call me angry about a sandwich
if i put my phone on silent
and it makes me happy that i go online
and somebody maybe misses me
yes i miss the familiarity of home
and my friends that would
welcome me with their open arms
but she can't call me angry about a sandwich
there's oreos on the counter