A big thank you to harrysflesh on Instagram for letting me use this incredible edit.

Just a heads up.I changed Noah's roommates name from Caleb to Alex

Noah's POV

"Noah have you seen this?", Alex comes rushing into my bedroom holding his phone up for me to see.

And there right in front of me was a picture of me and Harry kissing outside his house.

I can feel my blood freez in my veins and my heart is threatening to jump out of my chest,how could this happen? We were always being careful.

" I thought you guys were keeping this a secret?,and I promise I haven't told anyone Noah,I wouldn't do that to you".

Alex is pacing the floor and I can't stop staring at the picture.

I don't know how this could have happened,Harry lives in a gated area,you have to go through a security guard to get in.

I wanted to scream,wanted to cry, I could feel sick rising in my throat and I throw up on the floor.

"Noah you're scaring me, say something please". I was just staring into thin air,and my mind was blank.

"I don't know what to do Alex,and I'm scared to call Harry. What if I've ruined the best thing that has ever happened to me?".

All I did was kiss my boyfriend goodbye,and now everything was falling apart. "He's not gonna be angry with you,he loves you,and you haven't done anything wrong".
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Instead of calling Harry I did something really stupid,I went on social media,and the picture of me and Harry are everywhere.

Every fan account on Instagram has posted that picture with various captions. And it's clear that not a lot of people like me,apparently I'm a gold digger,leading Harry astray and I'm ugly to.

There are even people talking about Harry's career being over because of me. I keep reading comment after comment torturing myself,"What is Harry doing with this idiot?,he's ruining Harry's career,why don't you just die freak".

I've always considered myself to be a strong person,but this is bringing me down,tears are streaming down my face and I feel a knot in my stomach.
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Harry's POV

"What do you suggest we do about this Harry?", Jeff is walking back and forth between the living room and the kitchen.

"We are not going to do anything Jeff. Noah is my boyfriend and i love him,and aren't you supposed to be on my side?".

I was getting more and more frustrated, "of course I am Harry, but this might ruin everything. The fans are going crazy,and my phone has been blowing up ever since this picture was leaked. Management and record label wants an explanation".

Now I was the one pacing the floor." Explanation to what exactly?,that I've met someone that I love?,that I'm happy?,what Jeff?".

I'm fuming and can't sit still." You know what, I want you to get the hell out of my house,you're being paid to be my manager not to tell me who I can and cannot love".

I slam the door behind him and throw my phone at the wall. Sinking down on the floor I feel the tears swell up in my eyes,and I cry like a baby.
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I just sit there with my back up against the wall. Pieces of my phone scattered around me,my body feels heavy and I'm not able to move. Noah the man that stole my heart, and now his face is all over social media,being picked apart and hated.

I've lost all track of time,my feet feels numb and my head hurts. I drag myself up off the floor stumbling into the living room.

"God,I know I don't turn to you very often,but I need you more now than ever".

Saying a silent prayer I fall asleep on the couch.
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Two days later.

Noah's POV

"Noah,mate you have to get out of this bed,it's been two days. You need to eat and you definitely need a shower,I'm worried about you ."

I can't move,I want to but I can't. Everyone hates me. Maybe they're right,I should just disappear. The world would be better off without me anyway.

"Enough of this madness Noah,get up now". I don't know how many times Alex has been coming into my bedroom,but he was persistent and not giving up.

"That's it,you're getting up even if I have to carry you out of this room". And he wasn't joking,lifting me out of the bed he carried me into the shower and turned the water on,ice cold water soaking through my clothes."Get out of this crazy mindset and come back to life mate".

I was slowly starting to feel like a human again,Alex wasn't letting me get away with this madness anymore," I didn't think I would have to feed a grown ass man,but you better take a bite of this pizza".

"Thank you Alex,for always being there for me".
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Harry's POV

Its been almost a week since the picture of me and Noah got leaked,and this had been the longest that we've been away from each other. I miss him like crazy,but it's my fault that this is happening.

I talked to his roommate Alex and he told me that Noah wasn't doing so good. He got back to normal for a day and now he was back to being apathetic.

Social media was blowing up and fans was being hard on him. This is exactly what I was afraid was gonna happen,and this is why I warned him.

I tried to stay away from everyone,couldn't take the questions or the looks from people . I told Jeff to stay away from me for a few days,and Ben had been trying to call me a dozen times. I regret having two phones.

I finally decided to talk to someone. "Mom I've ruined everything,Noah is hurting because of me". I turned into a sobbing child and I just wanted to go back to Holmes chapel.

I love Noah with all my heart,but this was just the beginning of the madness and I know what I have to do.

With fear and nervousness I got into my car to drive to Noah's house,this was going to kill me but I had to do it. I had to set him free.

Five minutes,ten minutes.I was to scared to go in. Rehearsing in my head what I was going to say as if that was going to make it any better,I just had to do it.

A knock at the door and it was to late to run.

I knew seeing him was gonna hurt,but I wasn't prepared for how much. Standing in the doorway was a defeated man,dark circles and empty eyes.

"Can I come in?" He almost felt like a stranger closing the door behind me.

"I need to talk to you and I need for you to listen", my heart is beating so fast and I'm shaking.

"Listen baby,I can tell how much this is hurting and weighing you down. I've read some of the comments and it makes me sick,this wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for me".

I take his hands in mine,and he just stares at me. Meeting you was the best thing that has ever happened to me,you have made me so happy. Your beautiful face,those lips and your soft skin.

Touching you and hearing you laugh,being happy with you.

I can feel my voice breaking and I fight back the tears. I can't let this go on Noah,this is to much for you to handle. It breaks my heart to do this,but I have to set you free.
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Noah's POV

His words hits me like a ton of bricks and it feels like I'm falling,"I have to set you free". The words keeps playing over and over in my head.

Set me free!. I launch at him and just starts pounding his chest,"you do not get to do this Harry ,you do not get to set me free.i don't want to be free,I want to be with you".

I've never been more angry in my life but I've also never felt more sad,I scream in his face and tears a fogging my vision. " I can take it,let them be mean to me,just don't let me go. I can't live without you". I'm like a wounded animal just staring at him.

He takes my hands to stop me from hitting,and just pulls me in. We both sob in each other's arms.

Time stops and my world is coming to an end.