Sivaangi-"ennachu intha ponnuku? (What happened to her?)"

Deva-"ivanga poranthathum asiramathula sethutanga, valanthathu anga thaan, anga irukura friends, brothers oda jolly ah irunthanga. ivanga school la unlucky-nu solli romba kindal panirukanga. athu konjam avangaluku hurting ah irunthathu.. (They joined her in the orphanage soon after her birth. She had a happy childhood there by herself and with her brothers and friends. Nonetheless, she was teased at school for being unlucky, which really affected her.)"

Sivaangi-"achacho.. apuram? (Then)"

Deva-"apuram ivangala oruthar thathu eduthaanga. ivanga  per la sothaium eluthi vachanga, romba anba irunthanga.. ellam konja masam thaan, sila masangalla business problem nala silar ivanga parents ah konnutanga (She was adopted by a couple, who also registered the properties in her name. But, a few business rivals caused them to pass away within a few months as well.)"

Sivaangi-"achacho (Oh God)"

Deva-"ippo marupadium asiramathuku poitanga.. enna than ivanga perla sothu irunthalum marupadium ippo ellarum un-lucky nu thirupium kindal panranga..athanala romba stress agitanga.... avanga friends, brothers ala kooda normal aaka mudiala. just 13 vayasu ponnu.. avangalukku epadi hope kodukurathu-nu enaku theriala kathu-kutty, enna solrathu-nu yosichutu iruken (She has returned to the orphanage. Despite the fact that she had money in her name, she was once more harassed for being unlucky. Her sisters and brothers are unable to satisfy her. She is just 13, Now I'm not sure how to comfort her.)"

Sivaangi-"avala suthi nadanthathuku ava enna panamudium, avala kutham sonna epadi?  (How is it possible that she is to blame for what occurs around her?)" , she felt pity for her

Deva-"correct than ana avangalluku purialaye (Correct. But she didn't understand it)?"

Sivaangi-"Asiramathula vitutu ponathu-la iva thappu enna iruku?, asiramathula ellarum anba thane irukaanga? (What is her fault in grew up in orphanage, even there she had people to love her)"

Deva -"correct than kathu-kutty, anna adopt panavangalum konja masathula iranthutangale (Yeah learning-little. Yet within months, the adoptive couple passed away.)"

Sivaangi-"atha yen apadi pakureenga... avanga iranthu porathuku munnadi konja nalla parents ah santhosama irunthanga ivala la nu sollunga. kulanthai illaingra yekkam avangalukku theendathuku iva thane karanam? atha ellam sollunga dev. (Why do you perceive things from that angle?  She is the cause of their parental bliss. Just let her know this)"

Deva-"hmm, solalam... aana atha avanga kepangalanu therialayae (I might. But I'm not sure if she'll pay attention to me.)"

Sivaangi-"yen kekamatanga, venumna nan pesatuma? (Exactly why not. May I speak, if it is possible?)", she asked with hesitation. she doesn't want that girl to feel guilty.

Deva-"kandipa kathu-kutty, neyae pesu. antha ponnu photo ku keelayae inoru paper iruku eduthu paaru (Sure. you can. Take the piece of paper that is hiding under the picture of the girl.)"

Sivaangi picked up the paper and noticed her picture there.

Sivaangi-"nana? (Me?)", She remained still while recalling what they had discussed.

Deva-"kathu-kutty, irukia? (Are you there Learning-little)"

Sivaangi-"mm"

Deva-"purinchatha? (Understood?)"

Sivaangi-"mm, purinchathu (Hmm, Yeah)"

Deva-"nan unna orphan-nu solala, un-lucky num sola varala...but  (Your orphan status or bad luck is not my intention; I'm only saying. )", he stated in a calm voice.

Sivaangi-"aana nan enna pathi apadi thaan ninachukitu irunthen, athu ungalukku purinchuruku.  (But you recognized that I had such thoughts about myself.)"

Deva-"kathu-kutty, Nan mean pathu.. (Learning-little I mean to say)" 

Sivaangi-"purinchathu.. ena school laium ithe mathiri than kindal panuvanga, hurting ah irukum but nan atha romba perusa eduthukutathu illa, enaku enoda brothers than ellame, ippo annium irukanga.. apuram ippo thathu eduthanga  soththa thangatha koduthanga.. konja naal la vitutu poitanga, thirupium enoda brothers, anni than enaku ellame... and ippo neenga enoda friend, Dev. (Understood. I experienced bullying at school, which is obviously painful. But I didn't give it much thought. My brothers are there and now sister-in-law also. I was then adopted and was given thangam as an assert, and they also abandoned me after a few days. I still have my brothers, anni and you as a friend, Dev.)", She controlled her tears while she spoke, but she didn't cry.

Dev-"kathu-kutty (Learning-little)" , he called her in a low base voice

Sivaangi-" purinchathu, anna romba valikuthu... (Understood. But it is paining..)", 

Deva-"nee sonnathu than kathu-kutty, pen kulanthai venum asaipatanga, avanga yetakatha nee theethu vachiruka.. (As you said, you provided them the pleasure of being parents to a girl baby.)" , He said with a low base, calm voice..

Sivaangi-"hmm", She made an effort to gather herself.

There was a period of silence for a while. He gave her space to calm herself and get over her emotions.

Deva-"alugatha ma, unkita nan onnu solanum, solava? (Don't cry dear. I need to tell you one thing. May I?)" , he said in a concerned tone.

Sivaangi-"solunga (Tell me)".

Deva-"ippo unaku nee oru un-lucky nu feel panria? (Are you experiencing a sense of bad luck?)" , he waited for her to reply.

Sivaangi-"konja nerathuku munnadi varaikum irunthathu, ippo illa. (not right now, but a few minutes ago I had)", After some time, she spoke clearly. He intended it to turn out this way. His goal was for her to successfully overcome this emotion.

Dev-"unoda ella feeling-um baby kitaium reflect agum, intha feeling evlo hurting ah irukum nu unaku nalla-vae therium, nee inium ipadi feel panna athu kulanthaikum... (The baby will pick up on your emotions. You are aware of how painful it is to feel unlucky. If you still feel that way, the baby will too.)"

Sivaangi-"ini feel panna maten, athan neenga theliya vachuteengalae (In the future, I won't. You freed me. )" , She spoke in a regular tone. He also succeeded in altering her mood.

Deva -"okay, ippo sollu schedule ellam olunga follow panriah? (Fine, now tell me. Did you adhere to the schedules?)"

Sivaangi-"illa, konjam feeling ah irunthathu, but ini panren (No, I was anxious. But going forward, I'll)"

Deva-"nee oru thadava kooda ithuku yes nu sonathilla kathu-kutty (you never provided a yes answer to this question, Learning-little)" , He spoke with a moderate amount of strictness.

Sivaangi-"sorry dev, please sorry.", She pleaded as she spoke.

Dev-"kathu-kutty, baby um mukiam illaya, oru pakam feel panite inoru pakam schedule-um follow panirukalam la ma (Learning-little, Baby is also important. Why you let your emotions interfere with your plans dear.)", He simply inquired in a disappointed manner.

Sivaangi-"ini kandipa panren pa, please (Hereafter I will follow, Please)" , She made a hopeful statement.

Dev-"enna panuva ma? (What will you do?)" 

Sivaangi-"oru pakkam feel panite inoru pakkam ellam follow panrathu (I won't let my emotions interfere with my plans.)" , she confirmed.

Dev-"ippo ethuku ma feel pananum (Why are you emotional? )?" , He asked in a mocking tone.

Sivaangi-"illa illa, confuse agiten... feel panama schedule ellam follow panren  (No No. I got confused. Will adhere to the schedule without feeling under pressure.)", she gave an quick answer. 

Dev-"Good, test reports vanthacha?, enna sonanga? (Good. Whether test results arrived? What did the doctor said?)" ,He responded satisfactorily.

Sivaangi-"inum illa. but Pressure irukunu solirukanga (Still not. But claimed I was under pressure.)"

Dev-"hmm, health than first priority kathu-kutty (hmm, Health is first priority, Learning little)"

Sivaangi-"mm, Dev enaku delivery pakum pothu neengalum irupeengala? (mm, When I deliver my baby, will you also be there?)"

Dev-"yen kathu-kutty ennachu? (Why Learning-little? What happened?)"

Sivaangi-"konjam bayama iruku, romba valikum nu solranga, neenga iruntha konjam... (Little bit afraid. I heard that it will be very painful, If you will be there...)"

Dev-"kandipa irupen kathu-kutty (Sure I will be there Learning little)"

Sivaangi-"Thanks pa, nee enoda best friend (Thanks pa, You are my best friend)" , she said in a happy tone.

Dev-" Sure, I am"

After which they concluded the meeting while still talking about other topics.

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How is it?

I hope I justified the feeling she had, although I don't want to dig into it.

Please do and vote and comment.

Parvathi Suresh Sharma.