10 - Contemporary Hindrance
I squinted against the weight of the morning fog, a thick blanket of mist that dulled the vibrant greens of the rainforest, shrouding everything in a muted gloom. All around me, the air was alive with the sounds of nature: the distant call of a songbird, the rustle of leaves whispering secrets, and the occasional thrum of insects buzzing through the damp air. Yet, amid this tranquil ambiance, I found myself fixated on a decidedly less serene interlude.
"Get up, Damian! You can't lie there all day!" The voice sliced through the morning like a blade, coarse and impatient. I tried to lift my head, but the world around me swayed, drowning in a blinding mix of sensation and confusion.
"I'm trying," I grumbled, my throat dry and my body unwilling to comply. Why? A question that cut deeper than my physical constraints, as I could barely muster the thought to articulate it. I forced my gaze upward, where the frantic figure of Eunora emerged from the swirling fog. With wild hair and sharp features that seemed carved from the very shadows of the forest, she was a tempest wrapped in the skin of an old woman.
"No, you're not. Move those legs! Do it now!" Her voice thundered. Despite the warmth of the spring sun trying to pierce through the mist, her temper cast a chill over the small clearing - a mossy glen carpeted with soft earth and tangled roots.
I struggled to grasp the wooden crutches, gripping them with both hands until my knuckles turned white. "And if I fall? You're only making this worse!" The crack in my voice betrayed the panic that lurked just beneath the surface.
"Enough with those lame excuses!" Eunora barked back, her sharp gaze narrowing in my direction. "If I'd known you were paralyzed, I would've started the therapy days ago!" she retorted sharply, a huff following her words.
"Is being unconscious a valid excuse?" I shot back, unable to hide the bitterness lacing my voice. The gaps in my mind still yawned wide like dark caverns. Days of my life spent adrift, caught in limbo. Eunora didn't seem to care. She only scowled at me as I made another attempt to hobble across the small clearing.
Eunora had been helping me regain my strength; I had overheard her muttering to Misha about how "soft" I had become during my unexpected stint of helplessness. But every time I dared defy her, her fury brought fresh doubt upon my heart that I could ever fully recover.
"Don't talk back! Keep moving!" she howled again, her gnarled finger pointing like a spear toward my defiant hesitation.
"It's not like I can just sprout legs like a sapling, you know!" I retorted, fueled by frustration. The fog swirled around us as the humidity settled on my skin, mixing with my pent-up anger. The trees stood witness, whispering in the rustle of leaves. A shadow fell across me as I attempted to laboriously maneuver my wooden crutches, wooden and rough-hewn, under me. My palms were already sore from the pressures of attempting to stand, to walk, while my legs betrayed me - still paralyzed from the mysterious affliction that had rendered me immobile.
"Move more, you dimwit!" Eunora spat, her last word practically flew like venom.
"I'm fucking trying!" I snapped back, my jaw set in resistance to her tirade. How dare she wail at me, demanding more when I felt as though I were wading through quicksand. The shift of my weight brought forth an ache, and I stumbled. A stray limb threatened to trip me, but I gripped my crutches tighter.
Eunora threw her hands up in frustration. "I said don't talk back! Move!"
With a grunt, I forced my legs to shift under me, feeling the frigid air bite against my skin. I pushed myself upright, the wooden crutches scraping against the earth. My heart hammered in my chest as I took a shaky step forward, and another. I felt like a newborn fawn, unsteady and unsure, my body reluctant to cooperate. "I'm not a puppet you can control," I retorted as I fought to keep my balance.
"There's the spirit! Now, do it again!" She only seemed more agitated, spurring my progress with a relentless zeal.
Perhaps there was something about her fiery spirit that both annoyed and intrigued me. It made me feel alive, if only in bursts like this struggle to walk. Just as I found my footing, the sudden appearance of Misha diverted my attention.
"Master-" Misha stood there, arms piled high with a tray of refreshing herbs and sweet honeyed water, his wide eyes darting nervously between Eunora and me. "Perhaps you should let him rest. He looks as if he's about to collapse."
Eunora shot him a withering glance. "Rest? He needs to learn to walk again, not lounge about like a lumbering bear. This is life and death, Misha!" Her voice rose another octave, making the surrounding birds flutter into silence.
Slumping against my crutches, I glanced between them, torn between the furious shaman and the angst-ridden apprentice. Misha placed the drinks down on a nearby stump and offered me a worried glance, the tension of the moment tangling within his eyes.
"I'm sure whatever you have in mind, Master, it can wait a moment-"
"Not a chance!" Eunora's voice rang back, biting and fierce. "This is a lesson in resilience, Misha, not a chance to dote on his every whim!"
Misha shuffled nervously, but I could see the concern etched on his brow. "Respectfully, Master, you might not be the best at prioritizing gentleness. Maybe take a moment?"
Eunora rolled her eyes dramatically, a gesture honed from years of exasperation. "I am being gentle, Misha. I promise." Her declaration hung in the air for a moment, heavy with irony.
"Gentle?" I scoffed, rigorously shifting my weight from one crutch to the other. "You're a whirlwind, not a healer!"
"Stop talking, just keep moving!" she snapped, but I could see her lips twitch at the corners, fighting back the precursors of a smile.
"Fine, fine," I muttered, the fatigue accumulating in my limbs. Each movement felt like dragging stones through the mud - a mysterious weight that tugged me back to the shadows of that moment immediately before consciousness returned, jarring like the thud of thunder.
I resumed my laborious journey across the glen, but a brief flicker of emotion caught my attention. Misha's gentle demeanor contrasted sharply with Eunora's tempestuous presence. "You look worried, Misha. Do I appear that pathetic?"
"It's just..." He glanced at Eunora, evaluating the precarious balance of our situation. "She pushes too hard sometimes. I worry you'll hurt yourself."
"She's right," I injected, pinning my gaze on Eunora as my frustration turned to resolve. "But there's a thin line between healing and pain - especially when you lack the memory of how to do it yourself." I leaned heavily against the crutches, breathing through the stings of my muscles.
"Insolence!" she shouted, cutting him off. "You've no idea of the trials it takes to reclaim strength after such an ordeal! You-"
"Eunora," I interjected, catching her off guard. Her tirade fell short, and in that moment, the weight of her frustration combated with mine. With my voice as steady as I could manage, I continued, "You don't know my trials yet. I don't know them, either. I can't reclaim what I can't remember."
Silence hung like fog around us, thick and uncertain. The words lingered, floating out into the fog-laden forest. Eunora remained motionless, her face softer than it had been - contemplative, perhaps even remorseful.
Misha stepped closer, his voice quieter now, the hum of compassion replacing the storm. "You're stronger than you think, Damian. It's just... sometimes healing isn't as straightforward as simply pushing through."
Eunora frowned, but the fire in her eyes had dimmed. "We all bear burdens unseen," she said with gruff understatement. "Take each step as it comes. Even the tiniest movement matters."
I looked down at my crutches, the smooth bark beneath my hands gritty and comforting. The thought of moving forward seemed daunting, yet in that moment of shared silence, I could feel the echoes of strength from the old woman beside me and the youthful conviction of her apprentice.
Maybe there was something woven in this fog, something beyond memory and paralysis. A thread of renewed hope.
"Alright," I said, resolving to press on once more. "Just one more step."
"More!" Eunora urged, but the savage edge of her command had dulled.
Misha stepped forward, a hand resting lightly on my shoulder. The warmth anchored me, a thread of connection amidst a storm. "You can do it, Damian. We believe in you. You will find the way."
I nodded, emboldened, as I took another step. If they believed in me, maybe I could believe in myself too. The fog that had enveloped my mind began to lift the more I exerted myself. Beneath Eunora's demanding voice and Misha's quiet encouragement, I started to be the man I could still feel hiding in the recesses of my mind.
So with determination ignited and hearts entwined in my struggle, I moved onward, each faltering step a defiance against the shadows of my forgotten past as I lifted one crutch, then the other. Each motion resonated through the trees, fragile yet grounding. And in the foggy expanse, amid the murmur of life within the rainforest, I felt the stirrings of something more - the promise that with every step, I was reclaiming more than just movement. I was reweaving the tapestry of my own story.
...
The sun had dipped beyond the jagged horizon, casting shadows that stretched long and deep across the fog-laden rainforest. The air was thick with moisture and the earthy musk of damp leaves. I sat panting on the forest floor, my exhaustion settling into my bones like a thick blanket. The physical therapy Eunora prescribed left my muscles throbbing - a merciless routine where every move reminded me of my limitations like a relentless drumbeat. Though she possessed a remarkable skill in divination and healing, her temper was legendary, and I soon discovered that her patience for my condition was wearing thin.
With a soft groan, I set aside my wooden crutches. The grass yielded beneath me, and I lay back on the damp earth, staring up at the fog-draped branches above. I shot a quick glare at Eunora, who, despite my struggle, strode toward the cabin with an air of indifference that irked me. I exhaled sharply, slumping deeper into the mossy ground. My muscles ached; her sessions worked me to the bone, and at that moment, exhaustion eclipsed my frustration. I closed my eyes, surrendering to the pull of sleep.
I don't know how long I had drifted in that half-slumber when I felt gentle fingers on my shoulder. It was Misha, whose anxious nature often manifested in the way he wrung his hands or glanced nervously at Eunora. "Damian," he whispered urgently, "you need to come inside. It's night already."
The urgency in his voice cut through the fog of my mind, and I groaned in response, attempting to sit up. Every movement sent fresh waves of discomfort through my muscles, and I grimaced. "Food is ready," he added, his eyes darting toward the cabin door, as if he were fearful of being scolded for my delay.
"Thanks, Misha," I managed, though my voice was thick with irritation. I was tired of needing help. I gripped the crutches, testing my strength as I leaned into them for support. "I can manage," I insisted, and though Misha offered his help once more, I waved him off with a glare. He nodded hesitantly, his brows knitted in concern, but he complied and stepped back to allow me to stand unaided.
The journey from the forest floor to the cabin felt interminable. Each step was a battle against pain and uncertainty. I finally made it to the entrance, pushing the door open to reveal the warm glow of candlelight spilling from the interior. The scent of herbs, spices, and something earthy greeted me, and despite my weariness, my stomach grumbled in response.
Eunora sat at the wooden table, her frizzled hair cascading like waterfalls of moonlight over her weathered hands as she stirred a pot that bubbled with a healthy stew. "About time you dragged yourself back inside," she said without looking at me, her tone sharp yet tinged with something softer - perhaps concern? "I won't have you sleeping out there, inhaling the damp air and courting trouble."
I shot her another glare but found I no longer had the energy to engage in a battle of wits. Instead, I hobbled my way to the table, leaning heavily on the crutches, and took the seat opposite her. Misha immediately poured a bowl of steaming stew and set it in front of me, his worry dissipating somewhat as he settled down beside me.
"Please," he said earnestly, "just let me know if you need anything."
"Just the stew is fine," I replied tersely, lifting the wooden spoon and dipping it into the fragrant broth. I could see bits of root vegetables and mushrooms floating inside, the colors vibrant against the dark stew. Hunger gnawed at me, urging me to succeed in navigating this task, even amidst the discomfort.
Misha shifted beside me, his brow furrowed as he poured tea from a chipped ceramic pot. The liquid swirled with a rich amber hue, speckled with tiny floating leaves. "Here you go," he said, his voice soft and controlled, the timbre of calm amidst the chaos that often surrounded Eunora.
"Is there anything else? Perhaps some of those fruits? Or perhaps some honey?" I asked, my stomach rumbling amidst the unceremonious clanking of utensils.
Eunora, who occupied the far end of the table, glowered at me over her bowl of steaming soup, her white hair wild and unkempt as it framed a sharp, weathered face lined with the wrinkles of many storms. "Stop being picky, you ungrateful wretch! That tea is more than enough for a man who seems to have forgotten how to walk." Her voice cut through the air like a rusty knife, sharp and brittle.
I huff, glancing at my bowl as if it has personally offended me. "Are you always this grumpy? Is being old making you cranky?" I find myself reading her softer wrinkles like the lines of a map, tracing the journey my observations take us on.
Misha, with an ever nervous disposition and a heartbeat that drummed heavy in the still air, was caught between us, his fork paused mid-air. "Um... perhaps we should focus on the food?" he suggested meekly, but the words fell flat in the growing tension.
Eunora shot a glance at Misha that seemed to say, Stay out of it, boy. Her lips curled into a smirk. "You think being old gives me a temper? You seem to be forgetting that youth is often fraught with foolishness, and I'd take my temper any day over your petulance."
A spark ignited within me; I couldn't quite help myself. "At least, with youth, there's the option of improvement. How does one improve upon being an old crone?" I leaned back in my chair, the grin popping up unbidden as I anticipated her retort.
"Old crone? Is that all you've got?" Eunora shot back, the fire in her eyes brightening. "I have lived longer than you've likely breathed. How many of those breaths have you lost in your blindness?"
"None. I simply lost my memories, old woman. You wouldn't know that - too busy feasting on the bitterness of your own words!" I laughed, realizing the absurdity as I spoke, the crackling warmth in the air absorbing some of the chill outside.
"Bitter? I'd say my wit is more like a spice. Something to savor. You, however, are far too bland! If you were any more mundane, a rock would steal your spotlight!"
Misha chewed mechanically, his anxiousness palpable. Each clash between us somehow thickened the air, a dance of banter filled with sarcasm and veiled insults, the rhythm becoming unpredictable yet enthralling. With each bite of food I took, the dish felt more like a battlefield.
"And your humor is a great tragedy; a cruel fate for a shaman to wield! If only you could conjure something actually funny - perhaps then you'd stop scaring away the guests!" I replied, seizing the moment as she took a fortifying sip of her tea, a smirk plastered across my face.
"Guests? I see none here! Only a foolish boy and his foolish words. Stick to your food, young man, before you choke on your own arrogance."
"How quaint, the way you attempt to distract from your temper; it almost makes people forget your culinary grave digs! Perhaps if you spent less time on insults, your cooking might actually improve to match your temper!"
At this, Misha gulped audibly, sinking deeper into the wooden chair, keenly aware of the brewing storm.
But the battle raged on, filling the room with sounds that felt warmer than the damp walls that surrounded us. The table became a war zone, forks and spoons clattering as Eunora and I exchanged retorts, unmindful of the food that lay between us like collateral damage.
Yet, despite the ferocity of our banter, something healing flickered in the atmosphere. The space pulsated with a strange familiarity, even while I felt lost in my own thoughts. I sensed the weight of Eunora's experience, the edge that hinted at a wellspring of wisdom despite her sharp tongue. Perhaps this exchange was a way to tether me to this world, where laughter lingered even among cruel words.
Then, as if summoned by an unspoken agreement, silence fell abruptly when Eunora shuffled the remnants of her bowl to a corner of the table. She sat back, hands resting atop her knees, a sudden realization dawning upon her as she stared at her empty plate. "I acted like a child," she huffs, cheeks flushed red, burdened by the weight of her irritation. The huff falls comically short on her lips as she stands, eyes narrowed but softening. "I suppose I do need to clean my dishes now."
I direct my focus to my own meal, trying to appear nonchalant, unaffected. "Already? You're quite the efficient worker," I tease lightly, trying to push the envelope just a bit further.
A blush rises in her cheeks as she scoffs again. "Close your mouth while you still can. A shaman's temper must be fed as well," she grumbles. And as she turns her back to me, Misha risks a glance in my direction, relief painted across his face. We exchange a knowing smile, one that conveys a mutual understanding of the oddity of it all.
I took a deep breath, the tension dissipating like morning fog. "Acting like a child doesn't suit you, Eunora," I said lightly, cherishing the moment of calm that blanketed the cabin.
As she washed the bowls with surprising grace, I couldn't help but grin as I resumed eating, the warmth of newfound companionship replacing the void of lost memories. Amidst the lingering fog of the rainforest, in a cabin managed by a tempestuous shaman and her anxious apprentice, I felt an inkling of belonging. Perhaps, in our bickering, I was beginning to carve out a place for myself. A place where laughter could thrash against the edges of sorrow, breathing life into the memories still waiting to be reclaimed.
As the last of the stew slipped past my lips, I was eager to rise and clean my dishes, but crutches and determination met resistance.
"Damian, no! Sit!" Misha insisted, stepping forward with a mix of authority and concern. His anxiousness wrapped around me tighter than the vines outside, but I offered a half-hearted protest, instinctively wanting to rise against such orders.
"Listen to the boy. You're not ready to play housekeeper yet," Eunora chimed, her voice edged with impatience.
I opened my mouth to protest, the clumsy sensation of my body reminding me of my limitations, but the earnestness in Misha's voice made me relent. I dropped back against the seat, a mix of frustration and acceptance swirling within me like the fog outside.
"I just wanted to help," I grumbled, though I could see the relief flood his expression. Misha resumed cleaning the dishes, his nervous energy manifesting in the clink of pots and the splash of water. As I watched him move about the cabin, a question tugged at me, one that had been weighing on my mind - a thread tied to the remnants of my lost past.
"Eunora," I called out, glancing towards the window where she sat, her fingers tracing the patterns in the air like an artist lost in thought. "What about your friend, the sorceress? I want to know more about her."
The environment fell still, save for the occasional rustle of leaves outside. Misha halted in his scrubbing, intrigued by my inquiry. Eunora shifted, her gaze narrowing as she mulled over my words, a low hum escaping her lips, echoing mysterious incantations.
"Ah. Her name is Mienna," she started, the name dripped with reverence, fear, and perhaps admiration. "She is... difficult to comprehend. Her words rarely match her intent, and her smile... oh, that smile... it veils her true nature. You might see kindness there, but her thoughts may very well be more different than you could imagine."
We exchanged glances, the implication of her words sinking deep. "So, she's unpredictable?" I asked, trying to glean a clearer picture.
"More than just unpredictable, dear." Eunora's eyes sparkled with mischief, the shadows deepening in the corners of the room. "One must never forget that even while she beams with kindness, her thoughts might be dancing in delight at the notion of murder."
Misha and I exchanged another look - this time, tinged with dread. "Is she a psychopath?" Misha asked, brow knitting into a worried frown.
Eunora shrugged, a gesture laden with ambiguity. "That's for you to decide, perhaps. I know she's been known to toy with the minds of those she encounters, leaving them wondering if they are blessed or cursed."
An uneasy silence enveloped the room, punctuated only by the soft patter of continuing rain. I didn't know what I had expected when I had asked about Mienna, but the whimsical description sent a shiver down my spine. The sorceress, with her potentially warped intentions, was to be my guide in this unclear quest.
"Where will I be meeting Mienna?" I asked, my heart racing with both apprehension and excitement.
"At Liriendel," Eunora replied, her voice steady, though a fire simmered behind her eyes. "A most prosperous elven city. It is a place filled with beauty that masks equally treacherous hearts." This place she spoke of seemed like a twisted dream, an elven realm that glittered with potions and promises yet hid shadows that could snuff the light. "You'd best hurry and recover, for the sooner you meet her, the better it may be for you."
My heart sank slightly; I felt trapped in this cabin, my legs refusing to mend fast enough. Misha continued to clean the dishes, casting worried glances my way, while Eunora resumed her contemplative posture by the window, her thoughts dancing on the breeze like the fog that cloaked the towering trees just beyond the threshold.
I leaned back against my seat, the weight of her words settling over me like the tattered quilt covering my legs. Liriendel, a place of beauty and elegance, seemed an unworthy destination for a man without memories.
What power had drawn me to this sorceress?
What purpose lay hidden in my fog-laden past?
"How am I to get to Liriendel?" I asked, my voice betraying a hint of desperation.
"Worry about that later," Misha urged, his practical nature shining through despite the shadows lingering in his mind. "Right now, focus on healing. Take it a day at a time."
I let his words wash over me, a balm for the anxious thoughts swirling in my head. Perhaps I could find healing among the vibrant trees outside, in the songs of the wind that wove through the leaves, or within the moments shared with Eunora and Misha. I watched them - two souls tethered to mine in this serendipitous corner of the world.
What awaited me in Liriendel was a tapestry unknown, but I knew one thread for certain - the threads of our lives entwined would somehow lead us onward.
Tomorrow, I would begin my journey. Today, I would embrace the fog.
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