L U C Y

"Hey" those are the words that entered my ears.

Hey, a nice simple greeting.

My roommate was a guy, He looks a little bit older than I do. Normally I would be going crazy over the fact that I'm gonna be sharing a room with a guy. Given my past experience with a certain someone but I need to keep calm and trust him.

He was willing to let a random girl stay in his room.

Instead of shriveling away I smiled and greeted him. "Hey..I'm uh..Lucy." I held my hand out for him to shake it and he did. His grip was firm but There was no harshness about it. I felt myself relax a little bit.

Heres to getting better.

"Well Lucy, I'm afraid duty calls. If you need anything theres buzzers all around, We also have cameras but just incase we miss anything, Remember the buzzers. Now behave children." Dr.greene quickly shut the door and walked down the hall.

The guy just shook his head as he watched her walk away. I swear I heard him mumble somthing about her being a 'Sneaky' doctor.

I just stood quietly and awkwardly because I have no idea what to do now.

"Oh uh..right My name is Luke, I am 24 years young." He sent me a beaming smile and I felt my heart move...slightly.

That smile..it looks so familiar.

I must have stared at him for too long before he dropped his smile and went to sit back on his bed.

I felt like I did somthing to hurt him, Maybe he's self conscious as well..? Oh damnit lucy! You know how much self conscious people hate being stared at.

Just as I was about to apologize to him he laughed as he kicked his legs up and put his hands behind his back. "Well don't be a weirdo, Make yourself at home."

Doing as he suggested I sat myself down on the bed that was mine, It was oddly comfortable and I felt happy that I wouldn't have to be in the other one.

"So lucy what are you in for?" He asked and I immediately tensed. I really wasn't wanting to open up to him just yet. I mean I feel a bit thrown off but I guess this is what I'm in here for...you know to get help.

Maybe this can help me...Oh boy this is not gonna be easy.

Trusting isn't easy but it felt like it has been...no no no no. Stop that lucy!

"U-uh...I'm here because I tried to kill myself" I paused because I didnt wanna tell him the other reasons until he was good to go. 

He just nodded his head " really? You don't seem like a suicide type?" He seemed almost shocked but little did he know Theres more to the story.

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I'm also in for, bulimia and self harm." He froze and raised his eyebrow at me. "Anything else...?" I let out a choked laugh "PTSD?" It was meant to be a joke, a true one that is.

He whistled "damn, you got you're plate full don't you, blondie."

I raised my eyebrow at him "who are you calling blondie, Blondie." I chuckled he just shook his head.

"You got me there..heh heh."

A moment of silence passed by us and I couldn't stop myself from saying this next "so suicide has a type?" He busted out in laughed and I too joined.

Wow too much seriousness going around it was nice to laugh.

I miss natsu.

My heart panged but I played it off.

There's somthing about being around luke that feels so natural.

He almost feels like a brother.

"So uh. What do we do around these parts, because I was told we're not supposed to stay in our rooms all day."

He stood up with a smile "oh how bad my manners must be, I forgot you're new. Let's go out and meet some of the others."

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We entered the main room which looked alot like a cafeteria there's tons of what looks like social groups.

I honestly feel a bit intimidated

"You don't gotta be nervous around here, but I guess you can't help it."

I tried to follow his words but he was right, I can't really help it.

Two guys walked up to luke and fist bumped him.

"Well, Well, Well look who finally came back to visit us!" The guy who spoke was very scrawny but held a healthy glow to his skin.

I dont know if its rude to assume but...I'm pretty sure he is in here for anorexia;Bullima.

The guy next to mr.scrawny turned his attention towards me.

"You must be new, if you're hanging out with some lame asses like us. Heh.."

Luke took the action of introducing me to them.

"Oh right! Chase and dawson, this is lucy. Shes in here for numerous things. Shes just starting her treatment."

Chase is the one who called himself a lame ass, hes fairly tall and has jet black hair that looks to be in a fade style.

His eyes were blue and he looked to be a bit mature.

Dawson is the scrawny guy, based off first judgement you would think of him to be shy but he dont act like he is.

I admire that.

Dawson has brown curls on his head and grey eyes. His face has a couple freckles.

Dawson and chase are both very pretty guys.

Had I not been interested in a certain someone else then I would have taken a liking to them.

"Lucy hmm...Nice name but since this is like a vacation from our life lefts give you a new name. You see luke here chose the code name: Ace." I raised my eyebrows at luke with a questioning look but he just shrugged.

"I chose Spade; Dawson here chose joker."

Ah so they are going by card terms. So it's only obvious I go by queen of hearts.

"I see...so could I possibly go by the name of 'Queen of hearts'" I wasn't expecting the bright smiles that slide upon all 3 of their faces, they reminded me of another group of 3 that i knew.

Natsu...I hope you're doing good.

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