I was my self
You HATED me

I was quiet
You HATED me

I don't know what to do
I don't know why I still try
I don't know why I want to please you

I have stopped trying
I have stopped feeling
I have no emotions
I can't see the colors of the world
Not anymore
I have lost it all
I have stayed out of your way
But you still come to me

You hit me
You kick me
You yell at me
But I can't feel a thing

WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME

I thought my life was over
After all
What is life without emotion and color

I thought my life was over
I didn't have the will to live
I didn't eat
I couldn't feel
My life was over

Then I met her
And I met them
They changed me
They helped

OR AT LEAST THEY TRIED

No one can help me
I am a lost cause

No one will ever care
No one will ever love me
I am okay with that
I can't love anyone either

He was right.