Chapter 18
LILLIANS POV
I quickly finish drying the last dish, and make my way back to the training room. Father is back in the middle of the room, but he's sitting on the floor this time. I walk over to him, and sit across from him. I sit there, expectantly waiting for him to fill me in.
He doesn't say anything. He just looks lost in thought. Eventually I get fed up with it, and snap at him.
"Why did you call me here? When are you going to fucking tell me how to get rid of the god damn tracker?!"
"Don't talk to me with that attitude! We might not know each other very well, but I am still your Father!"
I stand up, and dryly chuckle.
"I am 16 years fucking old! Last you saw me, I was what, 1, maybe 2? And you gave me away! You gave me to two abusive fucking psychopaths! They tortured me, the Crucioed me! They were always drunk! I could never get away from them! The only time I could was with Draco, or his sister! But not anymore! His sister hates me! We are never going to be able to be friends at all!"
I'm sobbing. I can't see anything in front of me clearly. Everything is shrouded in my tears. Father looks speechless, I didn't realize I was bottling all of this up. I knew I had unresolved feelings about Nicholas and Veronica, but never to this degree.
Father gets up and starts walking towards me, but I back away. He keeps trying to talk to me, give me a hug, but I'm not interested in what he has to say. I run out of the room.
As I get to the doorway, I hear him shout, "I got rid of the tracker!" I stop dead in my tracks. Apparently I do want to hear him out. "That's why I wasn't talking. And for the record, I never wanted to give you up. It was for your safety. If I knew the Smiths would do those things to you I would have never let them take you. Believe me."
I finish making out of the room. I start looking around for a fireplace or something. But then I remember I can do magic now. I really hope I don't fuck this up. I take out my new wand, and cast my very first spell.
"Apparate!"
Guys I'm so sorry this is such a short chapter. I didn't know what else to write. I was feeling a tad bit angry when I was writing, and I think I might've projected. Whoops. Anyways, how are you guys? Let me know what you think on the comments. I appreciate all of your feedback. Love you all 💚🤍
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