"look out!" 

"MAMA!"

It was quite often you had nightmares from the past, and unfortunately you'd had them since the accident. There was no escape from that night, which is why you decided to join UA high, to get revenge for the past. You had a quite useful quirk, shape shifting, it gave you and advantage in battle, however you were the cause of the accident. You blame yourself everyday because of that damned quirk, your own family wanted nothing to do with you, so you ended up in the foster system at such a young age, you were only five when it happened. your mom had tried to protect you from those damned villains but it as no use, and your quirk only made it worse you didn't intend to hurt people so young and unfortunately that happened. surely it wasn't your fault, but you couldn't help the guilt. Your quirk activated at the age of three, and at the age of four you met tomura shigaraki who was similar to you but in a much different way, you always wonder what happened to him he just suddenly went MIA out of nowhere. as the years passed it was hard to get over and by the age of seven you were adopted into the todoroki family, at first it was hard to adjust especially because of endeavor,who thrived off of making his kids just like him. Something was different to you however, you and the youngest, shoto, had immediately bonded together, it felt so weird considering you were an only child, you and shoto were the same age when you met. at least now you have family.

Shooting up from your futon was a normal occurrence for you now despite being 17. Looking around the room you smiled, the last remnants you had of your family was your stuffed animal. the one your mother gifted to you for your third birthday, grabbing the yellow dinosaur stuffed animal,clutching it close, you sighed "oh...when is this going to end?", turning your head to the clock "5 am, suppose i should get ready early if i want to be on time today.". You started UA high at the same time as shoto, you were more advanced than the other kids so you were bumped up to a second year. As crazy as that sounds you wanted to stay a first year, but endeavor insisted,however you still had the first year classes just got extra classes from second year classes. Of course he was involved in everything you did, you never referred  to him as dad like the other kids, you called him by his hero name or first name. 

Today was sort of exciting for you, you get to meet the hero you will be training under. Thank god it wasn't enji, you'd rather die than intern under him. 

*fast forward*

Now of course izuku,bakugo,and shoto went to enji, jiro and shoji to gang orca. staring at your paper 'taishiro toyomitsu' otherwise known as fatgum, looking for the train number you realize kirishima and tamaki are standing there. "hey y/n! are you lost?" waved a excited kirishima, "oh no uhm..this is my stop to. how long is the ride? i get really bad motion sickness." "theres not a rid at all we walk to the agency.." tamaki stated, "There ya' kids are", you could feel someone behind you, turning around you were startled you didn't expect this man to be almost 7 feet tall, or at least what you think is 7 feet. right now he was quite,well,slim to say at the least right now but you don't mind, but gods hes so handsome, look at those eyes,that beaming smile,his face-

"Y/N?! helloooo???" you finally snap from your daze, "huh? oh sorry kiri, i zoned uhm out i didn't sleep well last night heh.", "well I suppose we get headin out, yall' get to join me on patrol tonight.", 'patrol? huh didn't think we would start right away' you think to yourself. You didn't really have to bring much other than your hero suit that thankfully hatsume was able to alter to stretch for your quirk for all forms, you practically wear it all the time. Gosh, you have n idea why but your back has been hurting so much recently,so you decide its best to shift down to a grey wolf for now to take that strain off of you.

As the four of you begin to walk, you follow along, it wasn't surprising to get weird stares from strangers,however you don't expect that right away the four of you run into a villain attack already. "i'll go after the guy!" acting immediately you take off, being in the wolf form gave you a speedy advantage as well as more flexibility, chasing this one was well, strange one moment your led to an alley and the nex their gone. Shifting back to your normal self, you look around in confusion, where could he have gone? 

"well well, long time no see my old friend.."

that voice.

it can't be.

"Tomura?" the man steps from the shadows, "Oh dear Y/N how much you've grown, shame I'll have to kill you now that you're a hero." he looked so much different now, so tired,worn,filled with hatred and even anger. 

"There's no way, you promised to be a hero! you're not tomura your NOT!", you don't know why, and how. But in the blink of an eye he was gone. maybe it was an illusion, it has to be. Shaking your head in your hands you don't even notice the girl who launches at you. And just like that,you blacked out.

~*~

groaning you wake up, 'what happened? everything hurts..' , Trying to move, you realize you can't and as you open your eyes there he is in front of you. 

"cmon shiggy!! pleaaase?!", you are still in the alley, you must have blacked out. "No toga. not this time, its been such a long time y/n. hows it been?" "great its been gre-" "I dont care." shocked, he interrupted you not only that but he doesn't care, he truly has changed, the way he stares at you with pure hatred in his eyes. it hurts. "Let me make this clear, here is what is going to happen, Your going to stay nice and quiet like a good little hero, and we will get this done quick. Scream and we will take our sweet time with you." "Tomura please, this isn't you i know your still in there!" "Oh but it is me, you see after i realized how damned this world really is, there is no mr.nice guy, now hold sti-", and in an instant as you blinked tears flowing like  river.

everything went silent, he was gone again everyone was, someone was holding you you were fading in and out, you didn't know why till you looked down, blood was everywhere. you slowly touched your stomach and as you realize what really happened, you faint. 

~*~

The next morning you wake up in a room,in a bed, looking around you look down. your abdomen was bandaged, a bag of blood hooked up next to you and pumping into you through an iv. "where am i..?"

"The hospital." it was him, he was there.