Everything hurts; but I am in no pain
I laugh and I cry; but I don't feel anything
How did I get here, that the pain is bliss?
Where am I going, that it's the pain I miss?
You don't call me insane, but that's all I see
Rushing faster and faster towards calamity
I want to be normal, and I want to be pure
But how can I live if I'm unsure
The silent pleas don't help;
The loud screams leave scars
What am I if everything I am falls apart
The panic won't stop
It won't let me be
What am I to do
To finally be free
I want to hold on
But I want to let go
Swing over the blackness that which I know
I get a glimpse when I sleep
Is sleep as of death?
If so I'll never ever find rest
I toss and I turn
And I mutter and groan
When will the demons finally leave me alone